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2022-04-29 at 3:05 AM UTC in Should I kms
Originally posted by mmQ Believe that when you die, you just sit alone in a pitch black room in the middle of nothingness, your body naturally stays just as nurished as necessary to keep you alive, otherwise you're in constant hunger and thirst pains that only get worse but you'll never have access to food or water ever again. Your body detoriorates to the lowest cusp in which to still maintain a semblance of itself. You have to sit, INDIAN STYLE, crouched down as the ceiling is two-feet high. You feel every ache and pain in every possible nerve and joint and muscle, the entire time. This continues for eternity, and then repeats, eternally. Forever.
Just think about that before you decide to do it.
Thanks but I am far too much of a coward to actually try to do it again I have failed too many times so now I know I would just fail again and be hospitalized again and I don't feel like going to the hospital again -
2022-04-29 at 1:13 AM UTC in Should I kms
Originally posted by Zanick I think you should push yourself to try therapy and work as hard as you can in that mode for a year, then assess your quality of life.
Almost everyone keeps telling me to try therapy or medication I just quit all that like a month and a half ago and I think I would rather kms then go back -
2022-04-29 at 12:42 AM UTC in Should I kms
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2022-04-29 at 12:26 AM UTC in Should I kms
Originally posted by troon no, killing yourself is stupid unless you got some degenerative illness that's unbearable. just attention seeking like you're doing is kinda like when you're a kid and you 'run away from home', except you don't actually get to come back 20 minutes later when you realize you're being dumb.
I never said I was going to. I'm just asking for opinion on it -
2022-04-28 at 9:53 PM UTC in Should I kms
Originally posted by POLECAT that being said if you feel you should cuz others made you feel like you should , would or could its time to get the fuck over those assholes realign yourself get ur shit together disassociate from those types and then if you and you alone feel its the right move then its your choice and right.
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2022-04-28 at 9:31 PM UTC in Should I kms
Originally posted by Sudo Killing yourself is cowardly but fighting to start a new life is brave af
I'm not really one to talk I fantasize about my own death/faking my own death on a regular basis. I'm not really suicidal tho, I'd probably just go drop a couple people, plead guilty and live the slow death of life incarceration because I want my decisions to be made cor me after I self destruct. Hope this wasn't helpful
I don't have enough guts to even leave my apartment let alone kill someone lol -
2022-04-28 at 9:30 PM UTC in Should I kms
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2022-04-28 at 9:28 PM UTC in What's some cheap alcohol that is tolerableIt can be anything ie beer, whiskey,wine etc just needs to be cheap and taste tolerable
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2022-04-28 at 8:29 PM UTC in Should I kmsI have had a lot of people on the internet tell me to kms even after mentioning I'm not in the best mental state. I have thought about it and I have attempted in the past but have failed each time. Jw everyone's opinion. Thank you
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2022-04-28 at 4:26 PM UTC in I have agoraphobia.
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Yeah like everything, exposure is the cure…get your dumb ass out there…the worst that can happen is someone kills you and based on your other posts you'd welcome that anyway.
JUST NIKE IT!
I would welcome that. as I'm too much a coward to do it myself I have tried in the past but I kept fucking it up and kept getting hospitalized. -
2022-04-28 at 4:23 PM UTC in Wrote some more lyrics
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Go to church and buy a bike
Jesus Christ will heal your psyche
Riding cross country will hone your body
Life wont seem quite so shoddy
Volunteer at a homeless shelter
or kill some people ala helter skelter
There's still lots left for you to do
Unless of course you're a filthy Joo.
Pg bro do you make music? -
2022-04-28 at 5:04 AM UTC in Wrote some more lyricsYou don't even know how much I suffer
I'll just use people and drugs as a buffer
I'm at the end so I'm thinking about the rope
Anxious as fuck wonder how I'm going to cope
I feel alone like no one can relate
My mental illness is really what I hate
How do I stop it without being numb
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2022-04-28 at 3:12 AM UTC in I have agoraphobia.
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2022-04-28 at 2:30 AM UTC in I have agoraphobia.
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2022-04-28 at 2:25 AM UTC in I have agoraphobia.
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2022-04-28 at 2:25 AM UTC in I have agoraphobia.
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2022-04-28 at 2 AM UTC in I have agoraphobia.
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2022-04-28 at 1:43 AM UTC in I have agoraphobia.
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2022-04-28 at 1:42 AM UTC in I have agoraphobia.
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2022-04-28 at 1:19 AM UTC in I have agoraphobia.I live in an apartment complex and I have anxiety just about going on a different floor in my apartment let alone going outside I stay in my apartment for weeks at a time and even though I feel trapped in here I feel better about being in my apartment then leaving