2024-09-05 at 6:18 PM UTC
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Unless I'm drunk I'm very reticent irl so it's not like people irl can really get to know me.
2024-09-05 at 6:14 PM UTC
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I try to do something new every month.
2024-09-05 at 6:13 PM UTC
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When I had friends irl I'd legit forget they existed for months at a time, I'm in my own world.
2024-09-05 at 6:12 PM UTC
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Ig my not being a boring person has something to do with it, I can entertain myself.
2024-09-05 at 6:10 PM UTC
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I'll still live but it's occasionally, when I'm up for it. I get overwhelmed easily.
2024-09-05 at 6:09 PM UTC
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I had friends irl but hanging out with them made me feel worse, I'd actually feel better alone.
2024-09-05 at 6:08 PM UTC
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I could go to a ballet class irl but prefer to do it at home with English National Ballet online. My fav place outside is the library. I don't see it as unhealthy, I think for some people more isolation is better for them. I'm still healthy and take care of myself, I'm almost always doing something productive and socialising is on my terms, with people I've known online for a decade.
Idk if I'll ever be able to fully enjoy gaming. People spend 200 hours on a game and you can learn a language in that time. It will always feel like a waste of time to me but I want to get closer to an old friend so I have to game.
I don't have an appetite lately but am craving food, it feels like an emotional craving because my stomach isn't rumbling and I'm not biting my lips. I just feel full.
Drained. I'm on the fence about ordering takeaway. I need to go out to get stuff and need energy to do that, I could get nicer food if I go out, but I need energy first and ik I don't really want to order takeaway. I need to go get vodka and cigs and don't want to order takeaway first to be able to do so.
2024-09-05 at 2:21 PM UTC
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Idk what to say about the least attractive ones, the vices are fine in moderation and idk why crypto or anime is on there. Arguing online and manosphere makes them mentally ill.
2024-09-05 at 2:19 PM UTC
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Reading is def the top one and cooking is up there for me. Gardening seems like an elderly activity. Painting, photography and hiking are off-putting to me. Everyone likes nature so hiking doesn't seem like a real hobby and it's for loners. Archery makes me think of incels even though I'm interested in it myself. Swimming makes me think they like pain, if it's sea swimming, or that they're a morning person which is off-putting to me.
I feel different after interacting with my old friend group. Like my mental wellbeing has increased 10% and perspective has regressed.