I got dyslextic symptoms two years ago after zopiclone abuse or stress, mixing up letters. People don't notice because I correct them and it isn't as bad anymore. It's annoying.
I think this porcelain figurine is haunted because it suddenly (i almost typed this as siddently) has these red marks that look like blood stains and couldn't have come from anywhere, like it got a head wound and is bleeding.
wondering if i should vlog my cosmetic transformation. I don't really want YT attention or for people to know me but I wouldn't be able to share my journey after it's complete if I change my mind. There's this other vid Cam told me I'd get clout for but I haven't shared it because that's my private life.
Regretting drinking because I have a long day tomorrow but I needed to calm down. I don't know what I'm feeling because I haven't identified the emotions yet. Anyway I just remembered life before Mik, I had no one for a year, no one close and I just vented in my online diary which got views and that was enough and had a private instagram. I'm writing in four diaries because you can share things with some people and not others.
Just thinking about how people judge me for my high pitched voice. It bothers me. Like the guy from the shop implying it wasn’t really me texting him. We’d never had a conversation irl and he doesn’t know me so he must have judged me for my voice. One time I saw these two guys from California playing chess and I asked to play winner. The one I played seemed reluctant so I think he thought I was dumb or something just because of my voice. It was a tense match because we were both defensive and he wanted to play again after. Anyway learning other languages deepens my voice and it’s just annoying I have to do that so people don’t judge me.
One time she picked her nose and wiped it on my sleeve then tackled me, I pushed her off and shouted. Then she thought I didn’t want hugs :/
Nvm I remember now my old friend tried to play with it, it stung and I slapped her hand away.
That no one’s ever played with my hair… I’m not sure if I would like it though because light touches can sting.
Panic attack, overwhelmed, resting now.
2022-11-11 at 9:28 PM UTC
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hey kafka
You think it’s hey what’s up messages? You should see the deranged shit they send me on FL.
Sometimes I think about what it'd be like if we went on Jeremy Kyle.
I sent her a Christmas present yesterday because I've been sucked in again.
She updated her diary recently for the first time in four years and it turns out she's fucking a married man who lives in his car and is a heroin junkie and a pedo. I'm not making this up.
No, I thought you weren't meant to take them for more than a week. I used to get gum infections so I'd take them a lot and didn't go crazy. My ex drank cough syrup for a week and she lost it, was writhing on the floor screaming.
2022-11-10 at 5:13 PM UTC
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Antiviral
It’s the Antiviral movie trailer
User was banned for saying the taboo phrase "trail"!
2022-11-10 at 5:12 PM UTC
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More drama
I gave him the book because we were trying to be friends.
