I feel like death and like I'm losing control so I'm gonna get fucked up on drugs and there's a small voice saying it's a health risk but I feel like I don't have a choice? I'll act without thinking.
2022-11-15 at 5:44 PM UTC
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What's for Dinner?
I don't feel like cooking but have to use stuff up. Tonight it will be burgers with blue cheese and mushrooms.
I did an all-nighter and have a teams meeting soon -_-
My ex gf stood me up one time because she blacked out from alcohol. I held a grudge for a year, didn’t go see her and she wanted to meet up. Idk why I’m like this.
I didn’t really notice I had a problem with patience. If a friend was five mins late I’d get pissed off and cancel, just can’t wait for people. I felt like they were trying to annoy me to see how long I would wait for them. Lately I’ve noticed I can’t listen to my mum, I cut her off when she’s trying to tell me something because she takes too long to get to the point. The last time I visited my dad I was tapping my foot while waiting for a taxi and ran out while he was trying to tell me a memory he had of me, never heard the end of story. It bothers me because I don’t want to be rude to people or make them feel like they’re not important.
2022-11-15 at 9:53 AM UTC
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Idk what this means
So are you saying you think I have it or not? Why couldn’t you just say they were attention seeking or emotional?
2022-11-15 at 8:09 AM UTC
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I thought it was Wariat
I throw up sometimes because of gag reflex and have hypnosis to stop gagging but don’t listen to it in case I feel really sick some time and can’t throw up, like if I’ve been poisoned.
I’m gonna say now Lav is lurking here and possibly another aspie I invited. I dunno who this is.
My dad would have been 63 and I can’t imagine him ever using forums but he was the youngest in an old family and didn’t fit in with gen x.