Anxious about tomorrow. If I stay awake tonight which is likely from chain-smoking then I will sleep through my morning alarm, missing a not-so important appointment, but that means I won't have an afternoon alarm and could miss something important.
Did you say he was in my server Bradley? If so it was to spy and that's all we need to know.
He must have bcus there's no other reason for him to call me crazy unless he seen my messages.
I'm just gonna make dinner and listen to hypnosis tonight, long day tomorrow. Blue cheese and mushroom burger or coleslaw burger...
I don't have his number I just know where he lives, bit scundered now bcus I always look at that house to see my reflection, what if he was watching the whole time?
I kinda wanna call at his house to see who he is but adults don't do that.
In other mundane news the incel from the shop tried to talk to me about the weather. Idk what his aim is, if it's to disturb me after I told him to fuck off or if he wants to be on good terms.
I had to snort research chemicals and managed a walk along the beach. Now I'm fatigued back in bed again. Wat do...
I think he probably went to my highschool and was in a younger year bcus that would explain why he knows me but I don't know him.
The guy in my estate that said hi to me and knew my name somehow. He waved at me from his car today. He's blonde, v attractive and looks a bit younger than me. I don't recognise him from anywhere. I just stared back at him without waving so maybe that's the end of this mystery.
I've been awake two and a half hours and am already back in bed with fatigue. All I did was change my bedding, shower, made breakfast and sat outside. I'm going to listen to hypnosis for stress and stuff in case it's mental exhaustion. Last resort I snort the research chemicals.
I wonder if having a sleeping beauty style bed or a glass coffin in the spare room would make me feel better. If I'm going to be fatigued a lot I may as well feel like a princess.
I feel like sleeping beauty, like this has to be a disease if I'm too tired to even get a massage.
I think my cat might have a sibling. It's been hanging out with this other cat at night and I noticed they look the same.
I'm thinking of redecorating the spare room to look like one of my virtual rooms, bcus it hit me that those rooms are perfect to me so why haven't I tried to replicate them irl?
