I had a bad dream that someone sought out my cousin and that she told them about my two personas, she apologised to me but then I found the person and killed them with a baseball bat. Looking out the window I witnessed a drunk person jumping in a lake so I went after them and gave them a caramel square to eat. Then it was weird, maybe I'll remember more later, weird fashion inspired my 80s punk and medieval times.
Wondering what heroin feels like because that's probably the only thing that can make me feel better rn
Too warm and I can't stand it.
I have a scary feeling whoever I end up with next will be the one I stay with for good.
I'm more attracted to white people but I'm gonna be with whoever treats me right.
It's freaking me out that if I end up with someone for good it's unlikely they'll be white. At this point the trajectory is the sugar daddy or the coke dealer and neither of them are white. I've never entertained the thought.
Is no one else gonna point out he said that 12yr old girl is no longer an object of sexual lust? He needs to get off the internet and talk to people at his workplace.
I hope you didn't post his real name before he did.
All I want rn is a healthy dinner without me having to cook it, a burst of energy and the information overload to go away so I can give the myhouse wad another go and the exercise I need to do and go for a walk to the arcade or in search of an abandoned house.
I wish someone would cook me dinner. Only other option is order takeaway but I'm not in the mood for something unhealthy.
2024-08-17 at 5:39 PM UTC
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Just curious
There is one under that green dress, you can see the outline and it wouldn't have that volume otherwise. Why would my mum take a photo of me in my undergarments?
I got enough sleep and took all my supplements this morning and still the day is wasted because of fucking fatigue. Idk if it's the sleep apnea or long covid.
I had information overload last night, that's why I was dying in the garage. It hasn't really passed yet because of new people drama.
I've never been on a dinner date and can't go to restaurants alone, and my dad is the only man who's spoiled me so I want this. I just hope he's decent.
I'll see how he is at dinner. If I still feel comfortable with him.
I'm trying to say yes to things and not be so reclusive. I like being spoiled and an SD relationship has less stress, no ups and downs, having a set date once a week suits me.
OK I'm gonna do it. If he wanted a hooker he could get one in NL. He said he wants a once a week thing and hasn't asked for nudes yet.
Still too fatigued. This is hell being forced to be idle and watch life pass you by.
