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  1. Drug free living would be nice. I don't like benzos and having to rely on alcohol and weed is becoming unmanageable

    I think I should just meditate in the mountains for a year
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  2. Solstice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Drug free living would be nice. I don't like benzos and having to rely on alcohol and weed is becoming unmanageable

    I think I should just meditate in the mountains for a year

    You should eat a high dose of mushrooms to reboot your brain and then start microdosing after. That's what I'm going to do again.
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  3. Octavian motherfucker
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood phone calls give me panic attacks

    I mean this the nicest way possible, try and stop smoking weed. It only made my anxiey worse, especially when talking to people the next day AFTER smoking it the night before.

    I would overthink things and just wanted to be left alone to work and not have to pretend I gave a shit what people did with their weekends.
  4. UNTIL I HAVE A CIGARETTE MY MOOD IS IRREVERSIBLE
  5. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    The mountains can be wherever you are, maaaaaaan.

    Fr tho. Should give it a try. Being fucked up and miserable is soooooo 2007.

    if you have chemical dependency hough, you need to address that with a taper while you hopefully get ur shit sorted out. Step one is apologize to lucy and dont make her cry anymore.And maybe thank her parents for letting you stay there even though youre a wreck.

    i know i avoided those moments of honesty and penance like the plague. id sooner have eaten broken glass. But thats what you have to fight through if you want real peace. The addiction is as real as a multiple personality and sometimes you have to wrange it with sheer force of will and logic and suspension of disbelief,
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  6. Yeah I always apologize to her and I feel bad for letting it happen in the first place that's why I brought it up.
  7. Originally posted by Solstice You should eat a high dose of mushrooms to reboot your brain and then start microdosing after. That's what I'm going to do again.

    Microdosing is the best anti depressant. It showed me how to be happy again and showed me it was possible. I quit Crouton and nicotine around because of it, and even stopped drinking for a bit.
  8. Octavian motherfucker
    Originally posted by Solstice You should eat a high dose of mushrooms to reboot your brain and then start microdosing after. That's what I'm going to do again.

    I'm thinking of getting a spore kit and doing some properly.
  9. Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    Originally posted by Octavian I'm thinking of getting a spore kit and doing some properly.

    coolio
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  10. cigreting Dark Matter
    Originally posted by Grylls ill put ur jiz on my salad n eat it u fagget

    dnt hav enuf in me testes 4 dat, its all in ur but fagat
  11. Cheyes Tuskegee Airman
    Originally posted by Sudo I grow non hallucinogenic mushrooms and they require more care than you would think. I dont know the process for growing psilocybin but with shiitake, oyster and lions mane, you need to mist and keep a very high humidity level, mist too much and green and blue mold will grow so be careful. Anything else you would like to know hmu

    somebody mailed me some spores a while ago but I don't know how to grow them
  12. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Yeah I always apologize to her and I feel bad for letting it happen in the first place that's why I brought it up.

    what was it that made you snap in the first place?
  13. Octavian motherfucker


  14. I need motivation to not buy a big fuckass bottle tomorrow. Was not an easy day
  15. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace I need motivation to not buy a big fuckass bottle tomorrow. Was not an easy day

    Dont do it. Sobriety Owl is watching. He knows and sees all. He knows the delights and hidden terrors of each mans heart. You must be stoic and unyielding like the mighty owl. He believes in yOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

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  16. TOO LATE

    WHERE WERE YOU AT 9AM CST WHEN I NEEDED YOU CASPER
  17. Anyway I was drinking because I didn't think I got a job that I did really well in the interview for and wanted

    but then I got a call immediately after getting home and pulling out a glass, and I got the job

    so now I'm celebration drinking?
  18. CASPER Soldier of Fourchin
    Sobriety Owl does not judge. But if you look deep into your heart, you will know how he feels.
  19. Ever since I've been on an invoulantary break from weed it seems impossible to live in the moment anymore. Any joy I get out of anything is sucked out by the idea it will eventually get old and is not permanently entertaining. And this is pretty much an invoulantary thought loop I keep having. Fuck I can't wait to pick up again...
  20. Originally posted by theshroomguy Ever since I've been on an invoulantary break from weed it seems impossible to live in the moment anymore. Any joy I get out of anything is sucked out by the idea it will eventually get old and is not permanently entertaining. And this is pretty much an invoulantary thought loop I keep having. Fuck I can't wait to pick up again…

    Why involuntary, and how long has this break been?

    I disobeyed the sobriety owl today but I'm drinking way less than usual so there's that.
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