2020-01-06 at 1:10 PM UTC
Drug free living would be nice. I don't like benzos and having to rely on alcohol and weed is becoming unmanageable
I think I should just meditate in the mountains for a year
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2020-01-06 at 1:31 PM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood
Drug free living would be nice. I don't like benzos and having to rely on alcohol and weed is becoming unmanageable
I think I should just meditate in the mountains for a year
You should eat a high dose of mushrooms to reboot your brain and then start microdosing after. That's what I'm going to do again.
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2020-01-06 at 1:35 PM UTC
UNTIL I HAVE A CIGARETTE MY MOOD IS IRREVERSIBLE
2020-01-06 at 1:46 PM UTC
The mountains can be wherever you are, maaaaaaan.
Fr tho. Should give it a try. Being fucked up and miserable is soooooo 2007.
if you have chemical dependency hough, you need to address that with a taper while you hopefully get ur shit sorted out. Step one is apologize to lucy and dont make her cry anymore.And maybe thank her parents for letting you stay there even though youre a wreck.
i know i avoided those moments of honesty and penance like the plague. id sooner have eaten broken glass. But thats what you have to fight through if you want real peace. The addiction is as real as a multiple personality and sometimes you have to wrange it with sheer force of will and logic and suspension of disbelief,
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2020-01-06 at 2:28 PM UTC
Yeah I always apologize to her and I feel bad for letting it happen in the first place that's why I brought it up.
2020-01-06 at 4:30 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
Originally posted by Octavian
I'm thinking of getting a spore kit and doing some properly.
coolio
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2020-01-09 at 4:34 AM UTC
I need motivation to not buy a big fuckass bottle tomorrow. Was not an easy day
2020-01-09 at 6:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace
I need motivation to not buy a big fuckass bottle tomorrow. Was not an easy day
Dont do it. Sobriety Owl is watching. He knows and sees all. He knows the delights and hidden terrors of each mans heart. You must be stoic and unyielding like the mighty owl. He believes in yOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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2020-01-09 at 6:52 PM UTC
TOO LATE
WHERE WERE YOU AT 9AM CST WHEN I NEEDED YOU CASPER
2020-01-09 at 6:53 PM UTC
Anyway I was drinking because I didn't think I got a job that I did really well in the interview for and wanted
but then I got a call immediately after getting home and pulling out a glass, and I got the job
so now I'm celebration drinking?
2020-01-09 at 6:55 PM UTC
Sobriety Owl does not judge. But if you look deep into your heart, you will know how he feels.
2020-01-09 at 10:15 PM UTC
Ever since I've been on an invoulantary break from weed it seems impossible to live in the moment anymore. Any joy I get out of anything is sucked out by the idea it will eventually get old and is not permanently entertaining. And this is pretty much an invoulantary thought loop I keep having. Fuck I can't wait to pick up again...