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The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
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2015-08-04 at 8:29 PM UTCits just to fuck with his head
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2015-08-04 at 8:30 PM UTCwoo dad went to get pizza
time to jerk off on the kitchen floor -
2015-08-04 at 8:56 PM UTC
woo dad went to get pizza
time to jerk off on the kitchen floor
Why the kitchen floor in particular? -
2015-08-04 at 8:59 PM UTCI use the computer in the kitchen so its convenient to jizz on the floor 3-4 times a day.
I don't even get aroused because I think I destroyed my penis to BDSM when I was younger. I just jerk off when I'm bored. -
2015-08-04 at 9:46 PM UTCpsychopaths arent even necessarily bad people. that's just a common misconception. for the most part they're too focused on not being bored to have any relevance to humanity. they're too busy killing themselves as slowly as possible as quickly as possible. there's a difference between wickedness and indifference.
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2015-08-04 at 9:56 PM UTC
psychopaths arent even necessarily bad people. that's just a common misconception. for the most part they're too focused on not being bored to have any relevance to humanity. they're too busy killing themselves as slowly as possible as quickly as possible. there's a difference between wickedness and indifference.
Sure, but if you combine indifference towards people with sadism. You got a pretty dangerous mix. -
2015-08-04 at 10 PM UTCsadism is present in normal people too though.
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2015-08-04 at 10:21 PM UTC
sadism is present in normal people too though.
It's really the combination of certain traits that makes some psychopaths dangerous. -
2015-08-05 at 3:30 AM UTCI 'm afraid imma have another big nervous break. My mind is going places ith asn't went in manyyears
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2015-08-05 at 3:45 AM UTCyou never did take that vacation like you were supposed to, did you?
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2015-08-05 at 4:26 AM UTC
You know I'm rooting for them, it's really a shame they seem to be avoiding killing people. It would be really interesting to see an intelligently done anime like this with a misanthropic lead character(s), whose goal is to kills as many people as possible, induce mass terror, and do so in very creative and effective ways. Sort of like "Dark Knight" Joker.
Some people would argue that's what Death Note was. I'd say they're either stupid or deontologists (although I'm not sure there's a difference) but the canonical interpretation is that light was a villain protagonist and the ends didn't justify the means. -
2015-08-05 at 1:10 PM UTC
you never did take that vacation like you were supposed to, did you?
nope and i really need to. wouldn't mind going up the country and fishing or camping or something for a few ddays -
2015-08-05 at 3:39 PM UTC
nope and i really need to. wouldn't mind going up the country and fishing or camping or something for a few ddays
do it faggot -
2015-08-05 at 5:48 PM UTC
MQ, you made me cry last night because you were so sad in TinyChat. I don't think I could be mean to you anymore. Crying is different for me because my emotions are so blunted and the range diminished, it's just tears coming out of my eyes while in a melancholy mood. I don't think I'm a natural psychopath and could hurt people if I had to actually see it in person, unless, possibly, if I genuinely hated them and felt they deserved it. I really am autistic, which is characterized by an extreme disparity in the systemizing-empathizing (the vicarious experiencing of emotion, reciprocal emotion) scale. It brought to mind how I've hurt and tried to hurt people with my words and what they may have felt given that they likely don't understand my motivations and are innately so much more emotional than I am. Fortunately my mind didn't ruminate on it. I've heard that even Hitler went to great lengths to avoid seeing the suffering he led to, and loved animals. Brought to mind my thoughts on committing acts like that and what could occur under the influence of empathogens or psychedelics, being hit with the full force of what you've done, experiencing what others felt, and being destroyed by it, left as a hollow shell in a catatonic state for the rest of your life. I still feel mildly depressed although it doesn't feel like it effected me that deeply, but maybe that's just because of how shallow my ability to experience emotions is.
Yeah I don't know what it is lately but I've been spending more time talking about how shitty of a person I am/feel. Obviously drinking every fucking night isn't helping me get out of my depressed rut, but shit the alternative is to sit around my place, sober, like watching tv or whatever the fuck people even do. As I've expressed and you are aware, I essentially have little to no interest in anything in my life right now, save for my kitty and drinking with the TC crew so I can at least have a semblance of friendship and social interaction. I don't know why it so humbling to read your post just now- I wouldn't even have seen it if not for sophey making mention of it to me. I don't like to make people sad.
Anyway I've been trying to research 2-fma and while the reviews mostly seem positive, I'm still finding myself scared when I read some of the potential harmful side effects, like the supposed or possible liver, kidney, and heart damage. I mean, I get that is an RC for just said reasons, and pretty much everything has potential harmful side effects, so I'm inclined to still try it, but I'm just being a bitch about it. At the rate I've been drinking and smoking, I've probably done more liver and internal damage than dozens of grams of these fluoridated amphetamines would do, so it's strange to be so scared, but then again, I don't want to die or like go into some weird cardiac arrest while my cat sits on her tree confused as to why I'm foaming and convulsing on the floor.
So far I can only find it for $30 a gram, but I haven't looked that hard, and I will continue to research a bit and look around. This is all new to me. Thanks for offering your help. kbye -
2015-08-05 at 6:21 PM UTCWell, I jumped through hoops Monday to ger shit for college rolling. Registered for classes, fax my tax bullshit, now just gonna wait to order books. Got stoned this morning and spent about 2 hours trying to figure the classes I needed to take to get the most back my pell and still take the classes I need.. Between this semester and next Ill be done.
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2015-08-05 at 7:15 PM UTC
Yeah I don't know what it is lately but I've been spending more time talking about how shitty of a person I am/feel. Obviously drinking every fucking night isn't helping me get out of my depressed rut, but shit the alternative is to sit around my place, sober, like watching tv or whatever the fuck people even do. As I've expressed and you are aware, I essentially have little to no interest in anything in my life right now, save for my kitty and drinking with the TC crew so I can at least have a semblance of friendship and social interaction. I don't know why it so humbling to read your post just now- I wouldn't even have seen it if not for sophey making mention of it to me. I don't like to make people sad.
Anyway I've been trying to research 2-fma and while the reviews mostly seem positive, I'm still finding myself scared when I read some of the potential harmful side effects, like the supposed or possible liver, kidney, and heart damage. I mean, I get that is an RC for just said reasons, and pretty much everything has potential harmful side effects, so I'm inclined to still try it, but I'm just being a bitch about it. At the rate I've been drinking and smoking, I've probably done more liver and internal damage than dozens of grams of these fluoridated amphetamines would do, so it's strange to be so scared, but then again, I don't want to die or like go into some weird cardiac arrest while my cat sits on her tree confused as to why I'm foaming and convulsing on the floor.
So far I can only find it for $30 a gram, but I haven't looked that hard, and I will continue to research a bit and look around. This is all new to me. Thanks for offering your help. kbye
mQ don't say shit like 'I don't want to make people sad'. Because this effectively blocks empathetic people from giving you emotional feedback, for fear of making you feel bad for making them feel bad. They will of course still empathize with you and be just as sad as normal if/when you are sad, they just won't tell you. Leading you to feel even more isolated/depressed.
Case in point, remember how i told you 'i don't know what to say'. This was for reasons stated above. You telling me 'that's ok' after that is a social device designed to absolve me of any guilt related to me not being able to help you. However, if you hadn't given me the feedback of 'i don't want to make people sad' this sequence of thought would not have occurred and i wouldn't have had to feel anything about not being able to help you in the first place. It is ever so subtle but extremely effective in disarming me in the sense that by throwing up a combination of social ques you block further emotional interaction.
Now i am not saying you do this out of malice or ill intent, on the contrary. I believe 100% you do this to save people the trouble/pain of trying to help you out. What you do not realize however is that you are a prisoner of language and the way in which you use language is highly advanced. Sounds like a challenge.
On a lighter note, be aware that this is the best time to pound you know. -
2015-08-05 at 7:16 PM UTC
I'm still finding myself scared when I read some of the potential harmful side effects, like the supposed or possible liver, kidney, and heart damage.
Baseless speculation. There was a similarly based idea that 4-FA was neurotoxic, but it was disproven, although some people may be unaware of this. -
2015-08-05 at 7:18 PM UTC
Well, I jumped through hoops Monday to ger shit for college rolling. Registered for classes, fax my tax bullshit, now just gonna wait to order books. Got stoned this morning and spent about 2 hours trying to figure the classes I needed to take to get the most back my pell and still take the classes I need.. Between this semester and next Ill be done.
Are you familiar with Florida's community college system that offers 4 year degrees? It sounds like a great deal. 4 year universities are a fucking waste of money, and the information you get about the return on investment for a degree is ridiculously simplistic and inaccurate. -
2015-08-05 at 8:15 PM UTCYeah I am.. Not a bad thing, but I wanna go down the road of science and it sure as fuck isnt gonna be some doctors bitch as an RN. As of right now Ive got all my prereqs for the RN program which I could further in a NP but fuck that.. Id bitch slap a doctor and thatd be the end of my medical career. I dont much wanna go into social science nor business either.
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2015-08-05 at 8:39 PM UTCI want to kill a bunch of people in a public place
