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  1. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Under? Do you mean this? http://www.amazon.com/Under-Bell-Jar-Juliane-Hanka/dp/3640110498

    This stack, done 2 or 3 times: 2-fma, pyrazolam, NSI-189, intranasal P-21, sodium valproate

    Followed by Nardil, properly stored to prevent hydrazine reacting with oxygen, placed in enteric capsules to reduce side effects and increase efficacy. This is the best depression and anxiety, along with related issues, regimen my years of reading has led me to. Only thing left to do is drag myself to the point of actually doing it. I'll need to contact someone first after a long time.
  2. Lanny Bird of Courage
    No, I guess I just mean The Bell Jar, don't know where I got "under" from. Maybe I was thinking of the line the title is drawn from. Anyway, if you can put the whole misogyny thing on the back burner for a bit I think you'd enjoy it. It was a vary cathartic experience for me.
  3. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I am an archetypal misogynist. Of course not all women are the same and I haven't met them all, it would be foolish to say I hate all women simply for being women, but I do hate the general archetype of women, what they evolved to be. Ayn Rand was a woman.
  4. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Motto of Semiazas and probably most of BLTC:

  5. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Sploo, do you remember taking a test for Asperger's and one/some of the questions being about digging holes?

    Low requirements: http://www.mediafire.com/download/1z...m+By+Lydon.rar

    Then you can move on to this or Terraria if you want more, which also have low hardware requirements: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/SteamWorld_Dig

    Currently playing that game, wish Motherload had been much longer, but this satisfies my desire for more and is better.

    If you're looking for something to play/keep you distracted/fill the hours of your bleak and empty life. I'd like to know how enjoyable/addictive you find it, which could highly correlate with an autistic mental framework.
  6. I have tits of bone only. Hydro can confirm.

    Also, for all you junkies out there who need needles/shooting materials or naloxone, this lady on reddit will apparently send it to you for free.

    https://www.reddit.com/user/traceyh415

    http://www.thefix.com/content/woman-reddit-sends-naloxone-mail-free


    I don't believe in naloxone, I think opiate overdoses are a part of natural selection.
  7. Good thing nobody gives a shit what you think poc. Lady is doing good. I figured if anybody here needed any of that shit I'd help em to it.
  8. Good thing nobody gives a shit what you think poc.

    Apparently you do if it bothered you enough to comment on it. Has living with hydro caused you to become one of those people who think opiates are the solution to all the world's problems? I swear to god junkies will defend opiates like you personally insulted their mother when they hear someone talk ill of them.
  9. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    My heart belongs to heroin.

    That would be a good shirt for a lot of people here.
  10. arthur treacher African Astronaut
    My heart belongs to heroin.

    That would be a good shirt for a lot of people here.

    put a picture of a poppy on that bitch, and I would buy one
  11. Apparently you do if it bothered you enough to comment on it. Has living with hydro caused you to become one of those people who think opiates are the solution to all the world's problems? I swear to god junkies will defend opiates like you personally insulted their mother when they hear someone talk ill of them.

    Lol u mad?

    This woman is doing a good thing, providing shooting supplies and naxalone to people at no cost. There are people who have trouble getting needles, people who have loved ones and wouldn't wanna see them die in an overdose, etc. Your opinion is just negative as fuck, that's alI I meant. It's good that there are people out there who aren't negative as shit all the time and want to do good to help people who want help. NATURAL SELECTION is just a silly and shallow way of seeing an overdose.

    Also no, opiates seem great and they sure do have a lot of uses but I don't quite share hydro's love for them. I don't need them. Most people who use opiates don't. I lived with hydro for about three months, her life would definitely benefit without all that pain. Her dad definitely needed them.
  12. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I fucking hate AT&T so much, I haven't felt this mad in years. I would pay double my annual phone bill to get the chance the fucking murder any cunt who works those subhuman shits.
  13. Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    I fucking hate AT&T so much, I haven't felt this mad in years. I would pay double my annual phone bill to get the chance the fucking murder any cunt who works those subhuman shits.

    lol wut happen wiff atNt
  14. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I fucking hate AT&T so much, I haven't felt this mad in years. I would pay double my annual phone bill to get the chance the fucking murder any cunt who works those subhuman shits.


    Would any of them happen to have something like a dual screen (one very HD) dual Titan X PC setup?
  15. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Provocative new study finds bullies have highest self esteem, social status, lowest rates of depression

    More evidence of the horrors of reality, although I'd look up criticisms of the study first before accepting it.

    Lanny, have they actually created persistent memory: https://www.reddit.com/r/technology/comments/3ewxl6/intels_new_storage_chip_is_1000_times_faster_than/

    And do you know of a good site/page that lists the most exciting/significant computer developments that will likely be released in the near future? There are so many aspects, so much to keep track of.
  16. Lanny Bird of Courage
    lol wut happen wiff atNt

    I got this work phone number years ago, after I left I just kept paying my part of my former employers phone bill so I didn't have to fuck around with transferring it. I've changed phones many times over and use it exclusively as a personal number these days. Old employer is changing carriers so I have to transfer it. I called in to ATT, went through the process of setting up a new account and transferring the number, everything seemed to go well, the usual price gouging was expected so no big deal. But the dumb indian cunt couldn't speak good enough english to take down my email address correctly so now I can't confirm the transfer (confirmation link is sent by email) and I don't have a bill and they didn't tell me the account number so the braindead fucks are telling me there's no way I can correct my email. I can't make a new account though because I already have one they tell me, just one I have absolutely no way of accessing. So I guess my number is vanished into the air and they're going to be billing an account every month that I can't pay on. Every time I call them I go in circles with lengthy holds between because none of those niggers know what the fuck to do. If this fucks up my credit I'm going to take those cunts to court.

    Lanny, have they actually created persistent memory: https://www.reddit.com/r/technology/comments/3ewxl6/intels_new_storage_chip_is_1000_times_faster_than/

    And do you know of a good site/page that lists the most exciting/significant computer developments that will likely be released in the near future? There are so many aspects, so much to keep track of.

    High performance computing is strongly tied to economics, new memory tech doesn't mean that much unless it has the appropriate cost/performance ratio (especially persistent storage, it's not _that_ expensive to keep a DRAM array in voltage perpetually relative to very expensive/fast persistent storage). I mean it could be huge or it could mean nothing outside of very narrow applications, it all depends on manufacturing.

    As for computer developments, I don't know anything that'd be up your alley. There have been a chain of sites (really only one at a time has held the "crown") since like the 90s mainly frequented by professionals. Reading those regularly would of course keep you up to date but there's a lot of stuff that's only interesting to professionals as well (lots of discussions of tools for actually making technology, career discussions, stuff like that). You could try reading the IEEE or ACM journals or something but again, they're very technical.
  17. Lanny Bird of Courage
    Maybe after this job I'll go back into academia. Go for an advanced degree and kick around on the tenure track for a few years. It would cost me in pay but I find a lack of stimulation on the day-to-day has some shitty health consequences. And by health consequences I mean I drink way more than I should.
  18. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    You sound like the kind of person that's perfectly suited for opiate addiction. Have you thought about applying to some of the more exciting and elite tech companies, or is competition too fierce and work demands too high (couldn't blame you)? Or what about startups, something fun, innovative, exciting, cutting edge that could change a slice of the world and greatly improve people's lives?

    The stagnation and monotony of real life. It's never like the movies.
  19. Lanny Bird of Courage
    I'm a bit on the green side to have a reasonable chance of landing a good job at one of the interesting tech giants. There's kind of this image of the young tech scene but by the time a company establishes itself as being able to sink major dollars into R&D type stuff it doesn't make sense to gamble on hiring employees without a lengthy track record. Apparently the average age at google (of employees they actually care about) is like in the 40s. As for startups, there are some cool ones out there but the vast majority are some stupid shit. Blue collar programmers who forgot algorithms when they graduated are boring and mildly depressing but dumbshits playing the startup lottery and droning on about all the "innovation" in their boring as shit app actively cheapen the craft. Given enough time to hunt and reverse interview I could probably find a startup worth my time though. Probably a good idea to do that while it's still feasible/fun to work the long hours that come with the startup scene.

    It's a shame I don't have a background in economics, there's some really interesting technical work involved with high frequency trading, but then cost of operation is so high they're probably as selective as large tech companies are.
  20. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Have you ever talked to your professors about a lack of stimulation, meaning and fulfillment, in your life? Whether they've ever experienced that and how they dealt with it?

    May be a bit personal and awkward for most cowards to bring up, I don't know, but you could get some interesting answers and perspectives.

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