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2018-03-02 at 3:21 AM UTC
Originally posted by 杀死所有的白魔鬼 I like how hydro says she's a 150/h prostitute like she's proud of that or something.
All that means is you're charging prices that less than average looking women charge.
Your clients are getting ripped off.
Stealth Edit, I see.
For my area, that's about the going rate. Sure, if you're a super model body, you could make more, and others do charge more, but they also get less clientele too. I know one girl who charges $400. She gets way less bookings than I did, and not many regulars to speak of. Because of my health issues, I've had to decline a lot of jobs, and even before I found out, I had pretty much stopped seeing new people, only doing that here and there, as I felt up to it, but nowhere near to my full potential.
As for being "average" and them being ripped off: Looks are subjective, and if they're happy and satisfied with me, how are they being ripped off? There's also the other side you're missing too. A lot of my clients are looking for the emotional side, where someone talks to them, makes them feel special, and shows them genuine human interaction beyond just "wham, Bam, Thank you a'am". Dude, some of my clients, most as a matter of fact, take me out to eat now and then, and I've even been taken shopping. Granted, part of the shopping trip was for lingerie, I was treated to a few pieces of new furniture by that same guy when I moved into my house I'm renting now, and some things for my son. I have definitely gotten good at treating my clients to the GFE, and some of these dudes are not only paying me for my time, but sugaring me too. -
2018-03-02 at 3:28 AM UTCYeah, I edited to tell you that you were less than less than attractive. Very stealthy. Fucking whore.
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2018-03-02 at 3:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by 杀死所有的白魔鬼 There's no double standard. Bill Krozby is a whore too.
Prostitution is an undignified career for lazy women with no talent. You have to be a manipulative person to be a prostitute, because you have to act like you enjoy it. I know you, for a fact, don't. You're basically allowing yourself to get 'raped' for money.
If you had any sort of dignity you would be working towards building a future. Nobody is going to want to fuck you in ten, even five years. If you look at all the top elderly pornstars, you can tell that they were attractive and fit as young women, and continued to do so. You were never attractive or fit. This is not a career that will provide for your children in the long term.
I would not sleep with a prostitute. Might get HIV.
When I was referring to double standard, I was meaning clients and/or being a client of a prostitute. You did state to me in the past you had no qualms with fucking a prostitute, or if someone chose to be in that line of work.
You may find it undignified, but why is that? Why do you assume it's for "lazy woman"? Granted, I am in this because of my health, and whole reason I began. It's pretty easy work, I have decent clients who treat me good, and when I can't work a particular day, it's no big deal, even if say I need a week off, I've still got my guys who'll be happy to see me next week, and won't mind too much if I have to reschedule, as they've all come to know what's going on with me. Again, I've really gotten lucky in that, but lets say, someone in a bad area of the world, or whatever, where work is hard to come by, and prostitution is the only reliable way to support their families. Is that them being lazy? I think it's them doing what they have to do to survive, and more power to them. Or what about models? Are they lazy too? or Actors, even?
Manipulative? They want sex, and I need money. No manipulation involved. I choose to do the act, and they choose to pay me for it. Yeah, I do act like I am liking it, but no different than the cashier or stocker at walmart pretending they like their job, or the sales person at the car dealership who pretends he wants to be your friend to get that commission. Any job requires you to do something to get paid, and quite often many don't like it, have to pretend they do to get paid for it, and even more often the employer is fucking over their employees... at least when I'm fucked, I get to use lube. I may not like sex with these people, it's not ideal, but it could be worse, and I'm treated better than any other place I've worked before, and appreciated more too.
As for my attractiveness... it's funny there was a time you thought I was. Granted, I am not the mainstream picture of beauty, but I do see my worth, and it's more than you're willing to admit these days for sure, and my clients seem to appreciate my looks, and have been a huge boost to my self esteem. Even at that, I've always had a pretty face, and while you might recognize that, the rest of me you wouldn't. I've lost a massive amount of weight, and I don't have very much loose skin as you'd think. I'm 5'8", and about 140 right now. I agree that prostitution isn't the greatest long term job to have, but I'm doing better than any other job I've ever had. I'm actually able to save, I have a fuckload of time I can spend with my son teaching him, spending quality time with him, and I can splurge on him when I want to. For right now, it's working out pretty damned good, and while yeah, this isn't a forever thing, for my health, my son, my daughter to be, and my husband to be, it's what is best atm. Even if this isn't something I could do in 10 or 15 years, who says that's what I'm going to be doing? I live modestly, and save as much as I can, and I do have a good bit put away right now, for the future. With my health, there isn't much of a future for your typical career with me. I am working to get on disabilities, but it always takes forever, but when I do, I'll be ending this shortly after.
I feel I should have no shame, or feel undignified because I am honest, both parties know where we stand, and it's not harming anyone. An undignified job is being a burglar, being a politician who lies and fucks people over, being a CEO who doesn't give a fuck about the conditions peon employees/sweatshops are forced to deal with, and who fuck people over to where they need a second job to make ends meet, when there is no reason a living wage couldn't be paid. This are undignified jobs. At least I can sleep at night with what I do for a living, not sure how people like that do it. -
2018-03-02 at 4:01 AM UTC
Originally posted by 杀死所有的白魔鬼 Yeah, I edited to tell you that you were less than less than attractive. Very stealthy. Fucking whore.
Yes, that's already been covered. I am a "fucking whore", and fine if you want to think I am "less than attractive", but you sure as fuck were down and all over fucking this "less than attractive" ass not long ago, and that was when I was much heavier than I am now. Me commenting "Stealth edit, I see" was simply explaining why I had replied to the comment prior, and then to the other shit you added after, since it'd been made very shortly after your initial posting.
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2018-03-02 at 4:04 AM UTCDang
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2018-03-02 at 4:06 AM UTC
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2018-03-02 at 4:28 AM UTC
Originally posted by Locnar9 To add to that, even if I was pregnant and IVing, IVing by itself isn't that bad as long as you take proper precautions, and are clean about it, using fresh needles, using alcohol on the site before and after, and pretty much not being a total retard. If I were to go to the hospital for literally ANYTHING right now, the first thing they would do is get a IV catheter stuck in me. I could go for a stubbed toe, and literally, there would be a bitch getting IV access. Shit, when bitches are giving birth what do you think they do in a hospital setting? That's standard as fuck.
I think the bigger concern than using needles (I think the ship has sailed in terms of health risks there) is that you're using opiates and T-PAIN while pregnant. There is good evidence prenatal opiate exposure has adverse effects on children, and T-PAIN is like russian roulette. Sure, it's probably not as bad as crack or alcohol exposure but it's still extremely reckless to put your child through that. You know I try not to beat up on you here for amusement, I know things are tough for you, but I'm sorry, your decision to expose both of your children to these drugs in utero is wrong. -
2018-03-02 at 4:36 AM UTCLanny, my new laptop arrived earlier this week: https://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=1TS-000X-00P95&ignorebbr=1
Are there any games you think I'd enjoy? Just something to do while on the bus or if I have a short break between classes. I started Doki Doki Literature Club, but I want something more stimulating as well. -
2018-03-02 at 4:47 AM UTCStardew valley is a great fit for laptop gaming, doesn't require a GPU, you can play in fits and starts (like the mechanics allow it, I binged hard on it though), controls are fine with a touch pad. It's not exactly "stimulating" though, more of one of those dopamine-trickle games.
Nidhogg is fun and face paced, SP is fun although it was designed for 2P.
XCOM: Enemy Unknown (note: the XCOM games span a bunch of genres so getting the right one is important) should play well on that laptop although you might need to turn down the graphics a bit and is a lot of fun. It's a TBS so it's not like you're going to be on the edge of your seat constantly but it's pretty intellectually stimulating (assuming you don't play like a bitch and abuse saves to become effectively omniscient) -
2018-03-02 at 4:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Lanny, my new laptop arrived earlier this week: https://www.newegg.com/Product/Product.aspx?Item=1TS-000X-00P95&ignorebbr=1
Are there any games you think I'd enjoy? Just something to do while on the bus or if I have a short break between classes. I started Doki Doki Literature Club, but I want something more stimulating as well.
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2018-03-02 at 4:58 AM UTCOh, rimworld would be a good laptop game too and definitely a release I'm keeping an eye onThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-03-02 at 5:10 AM UTCOh so they know and are still fucking her. That's not so low, I guess, but that's still crazy as fuck on their parts.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-03-02 at 5:13 AM UTC
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2018-03-02 at 5:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by Locnar9 Yes, that's already been covered. I am a "fucking whore", and fine if you want to think I am "less than attractive", but you sure as fuck were down and all over fucking this "less than attractive" ass not long ago, and that was when I was much heavier than I am now. Me commenting "Stealth edit, I see" was simply explaining why I had replied to the comment prior, and then to the other shit you added after, since it'd been made very shortly after your initial posting.
Why are you so angry? Certainly seems like you are.
I am not picky. I'd enter a relationship with someone fatter than you. I don't find it attractive, I just literally don't care. It isn't an issue for me or something I think too hard about. But if I were paying for it, I certainly would be.
Like Benjamin Franklin said, "In the dark, all cats are grey."
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Originally posted by Locnar9 I've always had a pretty face
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2018-03-02 at 5:37 AM UTC
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2018-03-02 at 5:38 AM UTC
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2018-03-02 at 6:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny I think the bigger concern than using needles (I think the ship has sailed in terms of health risks there) is that you're using opiates and T-PAIN while pregnant. There is good evidence prenatal opiate exposure has adverse effects on children, and T-PAIN is like russian roulette. Sure, it's probably not as bad as crack or alcohol exposure but it's still extremely reckless to put your child through that. You know I try not to beat up on you here for amusement, I know things are tough for you, but I'm sorry, your decision to expose both of your children to these drugs in utero is wrong.
I know you don't, Lanny, and respect and appreciate that you don't, but first off, where at all did I say I was using opiates since I've been pregnant, and for that matter, in the recent past, prior to my pregnancy, at least in any regular fashion. I cannot afford opiates, first off, nor do I want to pay those prices, hence why I have been using T-PAIN for so long. Granted, I have, prior to pregnancy used them periodically, but with no regularity, and we are talking months to years in usage, and usually those have been to treat severely acute painful episodes, and most have been prescribed use to boot.
I agree, that T-PAIN quite possibly has more unforeseen risks, since, unlike traditional opiates, it has less usage, which means less information regarding it's long term effects that it could possibly have on users, and a fetus, especially, which is why if I could, I would switch to a traditional opiate, rather than stay on T-PAIN, but that's no feasible for me.
Regarding detrimental effects on exposed children, what exactly are you referring to? Granted, I don't think any pregnant woman should be using any drug recreationally, but it's often the case a doctor will prescribe drugs that do pose risks, risk sometimes far greater than opiate usage, when the risk is warranted for particular conditions in the mother during pregnancy. MANY woman are on methadone throughout their entire pregnancy. It's often pushed for in cases where mother's are addicted to heroin, because cold turkey discontinuation could, and often does result in miscarriage, poses a greater risk to the fetus than if continued on an opioid(remember, high levels of cortisol, and in my case, and others with chronic pain, would result in extended exposure of cortisol, hence why even drugs like hydrocodone, and even dilaudid are prescribed to pregnant woman isn't terribly uncommon for pain issues that arise). I know after speaking to pregnant woman the other day. She was on pain killers for a few years, discontinued, got pregnant, and said she "knew she'd go back to using" for all the stress going on in her life currently, so she was placed on methadone without even being physically dependent, which I personally think is stupid, and a poor choice, but I guess, if she's really struggling, would be no different than someone being on an SSRI, or other antidepressant, or even anti-psychotic, where the risk of self harm, or other negative behaviors would pose a far greater risk than the use of those drugs.
Hell, I am being prescribed an antiepileptic drug currently, for my seizures, which began not that long ago, and have been encouraged to take that during my pregnancy. Should I be shamed for using that as well? Where a doctor is advocating it's usage, and there is a huge risk of injury to myself, and my unborn child if I continue seizing sometimes upwards of a dozen times a day, some days? or what about propranolol, another which is prescribed to me because of my tachycardia, and aneurysm? I have thought it through, and tried to do the best research I can, and feel that the reward out weighs the risk regarding my T-PAIN usage. (methadone withdrawals are fucking terrible for a baby to have to go through cold turkey, and it would also be an issue for me to breastfeed if I were on it. My son, being breast fed for first 3 months solely, and half and half for 6 months, then as much as possible until first year, did not have a single day of WDs, nor any negative symptom from exposure, or discontinuation, which another reason I have decided to continue this route) Some may agree, some may disagree, but if I truly thought it would be in the best interest of my unborn child to discontinue, I would, without a second thought. This is not me trying to justify my usage, nor making excuses. Even with that, my seizures get much worse when I go through WDs off T-PAIN, and that's even when I've had traditional opiates to help out, which again, is another risk. Of course no doctor would prescribe or encourage it's usage here in the states, for one, because most have no fucking clue wtf it is, secondly they would be worried about malpractice, telling a pregnant woman to take a drug not approved by the FDA here, and another reason is $$... they got to keep the legal drug dealers (methadone clinics, since you know damn well, regardless of if my usage is warranted for legit pain or not, I would be lumped in as a drug addict for using drugs without a script if they knew about it) in clients, and also bill insurance for as much as they can. -
2018-03-02 at 6:24 AM UTC#JustShitbagThings
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2018-03-02 at 6:33 AM UTCEl burro hablando de orejas
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2018-03-02 at 6:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by §m£ÂgØL2becausescronfuckeduptheforum I am not picky. I'd enter a relationship with someone fatter than you. I don't find it attractive, I just literally don't care. It isn't an issue for me or something I think too hard about. But if I were paying for it, I certainly would be.
Like Benjamin Franklin said, "In the dark, all cats are grey."
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Well, that isn't what you said when I was in a relationship with you, nor even after. You'd encouraged me to put my weight back on at one point, which, hey, nothing wrong if you like heavy girls, but, definitely goes against what you're trying to out across here.
I agree that looks are subjective, and while I have struggled with my self esteem, and how I see myself, I do see that there are enough men out there who do find me attractive these days, and more than just a few. Attractive enough to chase me for a relationship, to fuck, to even pay to fuck me, and to want to marry me, and the last of those is the only one that truly matters to me, that my soon to be husband finds me attractive and is satisfied with me.
Your opinion of me means nothing anymore, §m£ÂgØL, and the only reason I even mention it, is because of the contradictory statements you've made. It's clear you're just trying to hurt feelings, which is quite sad, in my opinion. Funny someone would try to do that, regarding physical appearance, when they literally have a dish in the middle of their chest, and as a 20 something year old, look 12, which I guess is why you can't be picky.
