2017-06-16 at 11:04 PM UTC
It was sad to watch last time but now I gotta see it again.
2017-06-16 at 11:13 PM UTC
"Don't worry, it's just poison."
2017-06-17 at 12:10 AM UTC
I'm having the time of my life in here and now everyone's gone? C'mon, man. Fuck.
2017-06-17 at 12:24 AM UTC
Nardil is a very impressive antidepressant. Barely a month since I started at 15mg, increasing by 15 every week and having just started 60mg this week (dose most need before it really kicks in, usually happens within a month of reaching the optimal dosage), and I already notice a large difference. Nardil and Parnate are the highest rated medications by patients, after all.
There's a clear consistent difference in my mood compared to before I started this, which culminated in me checking myself into the ER. I still get down at times, and thoughts of suicide cross my mind, but they're far rarer. My mood is much more stable and usually I don't feel depressed during most of the day at this point. Before I would think about suicide multiple times an hour around the clock, now they're rare and fleeting, although I'll always prefer that I had never been born. I'm probably not even that unhappy compared to most people. Anxiety is also better, feel considerably calmer. Likely potentiates phenibut as well, due to the GABA-T (breaks down GABA) inhibition.
I haven't had any side effects at all, except anxiety may have increased until recently due to it taking time to reduce norepinephrine levels, with GABA levels being increased as the dose increases, up to a point. No food interactions either, they're completely overblown, so bacon has been fine. It feels far more natural than other antidepressants, like you aren't even on anything, and it's pretty much the most powerful antidepressant and anxiolytic you can get. With SSRIs they would just blunt my emotions. The lows may have been a bit lower, but positive emotions, along with every other emotion, eventually became restricted as well. I already had pretty severe blunted affect, a reduced range and intensity of emotion, along with anhedonia, so this was a terrible effect. They also caused a very unnerving shift in how the world felt, and increasing the dosage, being at higher doses, and the medication reaching peak plasma levels after taking it, worsened this feeling. Hard to explain how it feels, but it definitely isn't a positive change.
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2017-06-17 at 12:25 AM UTC
ive been graduated from high school for 2 weeks and im just now getting accustomed to having more free time to do drugs and play videogames...
JUST IN TIME for me to apply at a labor union so i can pursue a career but the labor union is anti-drug
im gonna relish this last week or two i have of being able to get high before i have to stop doing drugs so i can pass a urine test
anyone got recommendations of shit that will still get me fucked up that wont show up on a piss test? without drugs i am nothing
2017-06-17 at 12:30 AM UTC
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2017-06-17 at 12:48 AM UTC
Star Trek Super Kush is pretty good. Still had it from the goodie bag I received for being a new member at a dispensary I came across while walking in SF. Last flowers I had after my samoas ran out. Great indica, possibly one of the strongest I've had.
Also getting some gnarly hypotension. I decided to measure it when I didn't stop feeling dizzy after standing up. 79/45. I take a knee sometimes after standing, just to be safe. The postural effect is common.
I mentioned before that it eventually goes away, usually doesn't take that long, and may actually be a very strong that you're at the optimal dose and it may fully kick in soon. I hope I experience the "lightswitch" effect many report. One day you just wake up and it's like someone flipped a switch, you feel radically different, and it can feel like you've always been this way. Just a sudden complete turnaround, nothing like other meds. It's been documented to even turn some of the worst anxiety and agoraphobia, even anthropophobia, suffers into social butterflies.
2017-06-17 at 3:58 AM UTC
I saw a headline for a man being awarded 870K for a doctor removing the wrong testical. My first thought was whether you could create an elaborate plan to either forge whatever is required for it or somehow trick them into diagnosing you with something that would require removal, which would be very difficult, if not unfeasible.
That's almost 70K a year you could receive in interest. Set for life.
Someone really should try to get rich through a lawsuit. MQ, you seem like an ideal candidate.
2017-06-17 at 4:20 AM UTC
Fuck that. If it turned out to be feasible, I would take the lawsuit. You can just get TRT for the rest of your life, get your testosterone levels higher than normal.
2017-06-17 at 4:26 AM UTC
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
try slipping and injuring yourself at a mid-sized hotel chain. big enough to have a comprehensive insurance policy and small enough that they'd prefer to settle.
2017-06-17 at 4:50 AM UTC
All that money and you're still living with your mom and on the verge of homelessness?
2017-06-17 at 4:58 AM UTC
Originally posted by Space Khat
Or you could like… you know.. .get a job…. not be a lazy piece of shit.
Ahahahahaah, Malice is a mother fucker, he will never get a job.
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