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2019-11-29 at 4:45 AM UTCOk im home.
I appreciate you fucking losers so much more now. -
2019-11-29 at 4:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano I stared at a really bright light bulb on meth intermittently for 2 hours and my vision has been fucked ever since. I went to an eye doctor and he said I have somewhat severly dry eyes and gave me artificial tears and a restasis script I got denied for but that "everything else is fine". It's visual snow and floaters, the latter of which he admitted he could see. I'm sure it's dry eyes too but that doesn't really affect your vision and it certainly doesn't look exactly like visual snow in your entire field of vision so bad it's hard to read. I didn't tell him what I did to myself, I probably should have, he acted like there's no reason my eyes would suddenly fuck themselves.
You stared at a lightbulb? Why -
2019-11-29 at 4:56 AM UTCparanoia
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2019-11-29 at 6 AM UTCWow I'm fucking stuffed. More food than I know what to do with. That was amazing. Looking forward to next Thanksgiving
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2019-11-29 at 7:49 AM UTCWow I'm fucking up
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2019-11-29 at 7:50 AM UTCClonazolam and alc all-night and I'm still standing, someone talk to me, I'm barricaded in here
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2019-11-29 at 7:57 AM UTCYou got my signal nigga
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2019-11-29 at 8:03 AM UTCThe scene from Crazy Murder where the homeless guy covered in shit and blood eats trash out of a garbage bin gave me a migraine just now. I like damaging my brain
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2019-11-29 at 10:11 AM UTC
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2019-11-29 at 10:47 AM UTC
>Be Lil Peep
>Have a drug problem
>Glorify drug use and cry about your drug addiction and how it's killing you.
>Do nothing to help yourself, and continue doing drugs
>Die fom drug habit that you cried and did nothing about.
>Be RiFF RaFF
>Also have a drug problem
>Glorify and talk about your excessive drug use and addiction and how it's killing you.
>Realize you need to change for the better
>Realize it's time to do something about it
>Stops doing drugs and maintains a healthy/fit lifestyle
>Goes on to say drugs aren't the smartest thing to do and say there's always hope for anyone suffering from addiction.
>Live
Don't be like Lil Peep
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2019-11-29 at 2:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rrr You know the body doesnt dissapear into thin air after you drop it off in the forest right? In a sewer the constant flowing of water would transport the body randomly, and no one goes down there basically ever, not just at 3am. If the body was found it would be months later in a completely different area of the sewer than it was dropped off and fully decayed
What gave you the impression that i didn't know? You bury the body obviously. And well if it's water you're looking for the low countries in the autumn have ungodly amounts. -
2019-11-29 at 2:38 PM UTC
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2019-11-29 at 2:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood
>Be Lil Peep
>Have a drug problem
>Glorify drug use and cry about your drug addiction and how it's killing you.
>Do nothing to help yourself, and continue doing drugs
>Die fom drug habit that you cried and did nothing about.
>Be RiFF RaFF
>Also have a drug problem
>Glorify and talk about your excessive drug use and addiction and how it's killing you.
>Realize you need to change for the better
>Realize it's time to do something about it
>Stops doing drugs and maintains a healthy/fit lifestyle
>Goes on to say drugs aren't the smartest thing to do and say there's always hope for anyone suffering from addiction.
>Live
Don't be like Lil Peep
Be Like RiFF RaFF
lil peep died when he was 21 years old, riff raff is 37 years old and probably had a solid 10-15 years of irresponsible drug use that could have potentially killed him. lil peep just happened to get unlucky and was into benzos and opiates more which will kill you a lot more easily than the bath salts riff raff did. -
2019-11-29 at 2:55 PM UTCIt was so apparent that me being here made things super awkward. The daughters boyfriend asked if I wanted wine and she grabbed his arm and said "oh he doesnt drink" and he apologized to me.
I was praying for a bullet.
I think my problem is trying to moderate my honesty. When you're as fucked up as we are, people dont want you to be 100% honest. The want small talk and the fringes of honesty. They dont want to hear about the dude I had to drag out of the bathroom in a suite at the Sheraton a couple christmases ago to narcan him bc when he said he needed to "take a power dump" what he actually meant was that he was going to go shoot the stuff in my fucking bathroom.
There were so many long awkward pauses. It just felt so uneasy.
Fuck.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-11-29 at 2:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER It was so apparent that me being here made things super awkward. The daughters boyfriend asked if I wanted wine and she grabbed his arm and said "oh he doesnt drink" and he apologized to me.
I was praying for a bullet.
I think my problem is trying to moderate my honesty. When you're as fucked up as we are, people dont want you to be 100% honest. The want small talk and the fringes of honesty. They dont want to hear about the dude I had to drag out of the bathroom in a suite at the Sheraton a couple christmases ago to narcan him bc when he said he needed to "take a power dump" what he actually meant was that he was going to go shoot the stuff in my fucking bathroom.
There were so many long awkward pauses. It just felt so uneasy.
Fuck.
Stop being such a good boi. If they don't want to hear your honest thoughts and feelings they don't care about you. -
2019-11-29 at 3:08 PM UTCIf you knew these people.....they're all dad jokes and silly puns and pictionary. They're a completely different branch on the familial evolutionary chain. My family are a bunch of stoic, miserable fucks who smile and chuckle and never talk about their feelings. Just push that shit waaaaaaaaay down until It slowly kills you. Lol.
By some small mercy they barely asked me anything. But when my mom quickly dropped (in reference to me) "...the manager at UPS...". If you have to start making shit up and inflating my importance to be around people...that should be a hint as to why I can't stand to be there. It's uncomfortable. -
2019-11-29 at 3:36 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER By some small mercy they barely asked me anything. But when my mom quickly dropped (in reference to me) "…the manager at UPS…". If you have to start making shit up and inflating my importance to be around people…that should be a hint as to why I can't stand to be there. It's uncomfortable.
The thing i don't understand is how you allow yourself to be treated like this, that ain't right. And it speaks to how dysfunctional they are. I'm not trying to be a dick. I get mad just reading that. -
2019-11-29 at 3:56 PM UTCI did it bc I love my mom. And I don't tell her that, bc we don't talk. She's put up with so much shit from me, and I figured she deserved me doing one thing for her, even if I hated it. Tomorrow is going to be one year off drugs for me, and I felt like part of rebuilding myself is powering through all the shame and bullshit that kept me hiding in hotel rooms and bathrooms getting high for 13 years+. I think it's just a parent thing. Especially when you become accustomed to being the parent of a kid in the 99th percentile of every test, AP classes, IQ tests, debate teams, etc. I'm not even sure she's consciously aware of the fact that she's doing it. But when your mom is so obviously ashamed of you....that in a nutshell is why I didn't see these people for 14-16 years. It's just a lot less stressful for everyone involved without me in the equation.
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2019-11-29 at 4:05 PM UTCNext year come to my Thanksgiving. I'll introduce you as my boyfriend and we can draw on a chalkboard and play mario kart.
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2019-11-29 at 4:12 PM UTC
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Next year come to my Thanksgiving. I'll introduce you as my boyfriend and we can draw on a chalkboard and play mario kart.
Im down. Your Thanksgiving had Mario Kart? Damn gurl. Im jealous. It wouldve been a lot easier if there had been a bunch of people and a bunch of strangers at this one, but there were only ten of us.
I wouldve been so much more comfortable in a room full of strangers.
