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2019-11-21 at 9:16 PM UTCBibation is cool though
Noun. bibation (countable and uncountable, plural bibations) (obscure) Drinking, act of drinking (especially alcohol), imbibing -
2019-11-21 at 9:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by ORACLE Get a hold of yourself faggot. Like I said you actually have to exercise some willpower over your brain. You are just hurtling through life on a wave of thoughts and emotions. Get it together bitch. Did nobody ever teach you how to metacognate?
You're just someone else who can never hope to understand. Your words mean nothing to me and neither offend nor inspire me. Keep it to yourself next time and save us both the effort.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-11-21 at 9:19 PM UTCFalco is a hard love guy. Tough love I mean. Like you have to say shit that you dont wanna hear sometimes
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2019-11-21 at 9:27 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Falco is a hard love guy. Tough love I mean. Like you have to say shit that you dont wanna hear sometimes
No, he's just like everyone else. He thinks mental illness is a choice and that we all victimize ourselves and could easily get out of it with a little effort. It's understandable. No hard feelings, honestly. -
2019-11-21 at 9:30 PM UTCi cant focus on reading anything for more than a few pages. I used to think I have some mild form of dyslexia. I cant absorb knowledge at the critical rate I would like
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2019-11-21 at 9:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ I dont get it. I looked up bibitive and its French and then I couldn't understand the definition because it was also in French.
It was a crappy joke that only aldra would get and still wouldn't think it was funny.
bibi= nickname for current (soon to be former) prime minister of Israel
piles of crack, you just seems weak and whiny, no offense. You can't find a solution with the same thinking that caused the problem or however that quote goes.
Nobody is really trying to offend or inspire you, it's just gay reading the same whiny shit over and over again. Like the stuff about your dad was kinda interesting because it was different and showed growth, as well as stuff to do with the animal shelter but "haha I'm gonna kill myself with internet drugs, THEN you'll miss me and be sorry faggots" shit is really freakin cringey dude. I'm depressed all the fucking time. So is my girlfriend, so is my mother, father, sibling, a ton of people I know. But it's part of life and we try to move forward. I'm guilty of posting "I'm depressed" for basically no reason other than articulating my feelings as such but I don't expect anyone to give a shit, nor do I expect that. What helps me is insight and change. What might help you might be different but attention whoring on a shitposting forum about suicide is sooooooooooooo 2005. We know you're hardcore dude, it's ok -
2019-11-21 at 9:33 PM UTCDepressed people piss me off, just get on happy pills and feel good all the time.
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2019-11-21 at 9:34 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo It was a crappy joke that only aldra would get and still wouldn't think it was funny.
bibi= nickname for current (soon to be former) prime minister of Israel
piles of crack, you just seems weak and whiny, no offense. You can't find a solution with the same thinking that caused the problem or however that quote goes.
Nobody is really trying to offend or inspire you, it's just gay reading the same whiny shit over and over again. Like the stuff about your dad was kinda interesting because it was different and showed growth, as well as stuff to do with the animal shelter but "haha I'm gonna kill myself with internet drugs, THEN you'll miss me and be sorry faggots" shit is really freakin cringey dude. I'm depressed all the fucking time. So is my girlfriend, so is my mother, father, sibling, a ton of people I know. But it's part of life and we try to move forward. I'm guilty of posting "I'm depressed" for basically no reason other than articulating my feelings as such but I don't expect anyone to give a shit, nor do I expect that. What helps me is insight and change. What might help you might be different but attention whoring on a shitposting forum about suicide is sooooooooooooo 2005. We know you're hardcore dude, it's ok
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2019-11-21 at 9:36 PM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice No, he's just like everyone else. He thinks mental illness is a choice and that we all victimize ourselves and could easily get out of it with a little effort. It's understandable. No hard feelings, honestly.
Yeah kind of. I mean yes I understand. Even when I was sober and not depressed for a while, I tended to start saying the same things. "Just fucking get over it. Just deal with it. Just HANDLE IT."
obviously I know that it's not that easy and it doesnt work like that. I even invented a good analogu that I like to claim credit for .
Telling a depressed person to just get better is like telling someone with two broken legs to just walk to the hospital. :)
I'm proud of that one.
But anyone it's kinda true kinda not. I mean if you have two broken legs you cant walk, but also if you sit there saying I have two broken legs and never do anything about it I mean maybe you deserve to have your broken legs. At some point you gotta do something.
I say this as a man heavily inflicted with bipolar depression. I realise that just 5alking about my depression will never fix it. I have to do something. Lol. That's why I drinkThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-11-21 at 9:45 PM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice You're just someone else who can never hope to understand. Your words mean nothing to me and neither offend nor inspire me. Keep it to yourself next time and save us both the effort.
No I know exactly what you mean cunt. You aren't the only person to ever battle depression you snowflake. At a certain level you have to understand that these things in your experience, the thoughts that spark to life your mind and ignite a fire, is subject to your attention. You cannot do anything, in all of life, but direct your attention. That's it. Now it's your job to learn and exercise it.
Feel and learn your insides the way you learnt it for your outside. Sit down and familiarise yourself with your emotions and the mere experience of yourself. Close your eyes and pull yourself out of the world.
Take notice of the sensation of having a body, of your weight against your seat, the way your arm demands you itch it, the way your face demands you twitch it, the way your leg demands you move it. Take notice of all the thoughts of dissent and frustration, watch them flow through you like a river. Notice the reactions you think you feel. They too spark to life without your consent. Just observe. Take note of their existence and see how these feelings swirl around in your mind. Don't wince from them. In your head there is no one but you. The only one judging is you. Feel the anxiety and embarrassment and hate and anger. Just observe it and feel it. Be clinical. Feel that wincing and that internal cringeing. Let it happen, don't run from it, let it happen. Just fucking feel it and look at it. Feel that stress, just observe how it feels and courses through you. Let the worst play out on your head and just try to be ready to observe the fear, ignore everything else, focus on the fear and feel it, understand it, really look at it without giving it the benefit of identifying with it. Feel all the battles that are going on in your head and just look at them. Pull yourself back. Focus on your breath.
Nothing in the UNIVERSE will fix you if you do not understand how to get your emotions in check. That doesn't mean not feeling the. That means understanding how to deal with them.
Everybody doesn't walk around confident like they have a 16 inch cock pulling off life flawlessly like Tony Hawk's first 900 was the first time he ever attempted it.
Everyone has insecurities and fears and shit, that will never go away, you have to learn how to deal with it. There's a second level to feeling stress and fear and shit. You are just cringing away from it like a bitch. How about you TRY to deal with it for once rather than trying to distract yourself from it?? -
2019-11-21 at 9:48 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 9:51 PM UTC
Originally posted by ORACLE No I know exactly what you mean cunt. You aren't the only person to ever battle depression you snowflake. At a certain level you have to understand that these things in your experience, the thoughts that spark to life your mind and ignite a fire, is subject to your attention. You cannot do anything, in all of life, but direct your attention. That's it. Now it's your job to learn and exercise it.
Feel and learn your insides the way you learnt it for your outside. Sit down and familiarise yourself with your emotions and the mere experience of yourself. Close your eyes and pull yourself out of the world.
Take notice of the sensation of having a body, of your weight against your seat, the way your arm demands you itch it, the way your face demands you twitch it, the way your leg demands you move it. Take notice of all the thoughts of dissent and frustration, watch them flow through you like a river. Notice the reactions you think you feel. They too spark to life without your consent. Just observe. Take note of their existence and see how these feelings swirl around in your mind. Don't wince from them. In your head there is no one but you. The only one judging is you. Feel the anxiety and embarrassment and hate and anger. Just observe it and feel it. Be clinical. Feel that wincing and that internal cringeing. Let it happen, don't run from it, let it happen. Just fucking feel it and look at it. Feel that stress, just observe how it feels and courses through you. Let the worst play out on your head and just try to be ready to observe the fear, ignore everything else, focus on the fear and feel it, understand it, really look at it without giving it the benefit of identifying with it. Feel all the battles that are going on in your head and just look at them. Pull yourself back. Focus on your breath.
Nothing in the UNIVERSE will fix you if you do not understand how to get your emotions in check. That doesn't mean not feeling the. That means understanding how to deal with them.
Everybody doesn't walk around confident like they have a 16 inch cock pulling off life flawlessly like Tony Hawk's first 900 was the first time he ever attempted it.
Everyone has insecurities and fears and shit, that will never go away, you have to learn how to deal with it. There's a second level to feeling stress and fear and shit. You are just cringing away from it like a bitch. How about you TRY to deal with it for once rather than trying to distract yourself from it??
You do speak like someone who has never have "depression". Its complicated. We dont WANT it to be or maybe we do. Over analyzing is the plight of the depressed man, methinks. Bevause you're right and ultimately you have to just say "fuck this I need to get better" . Somehow. -
2019-11-21 at 9:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo well you can express yourself however you want but it doesn't seem genuine and is very manipulative in an uncreative way.
Like I could post "SWIM is currently lying in bed with a cast on his foot, addicted to painkillers he's high on, scratching the back of his leg with a knitting needle, texting his GF who's receiving messages from her baby daddy who's pretending to impersonate SWIM and threatening to kill her hoping she's dumb enough to think it's SWIM. He's literally writing his obituary for a school thing right now and overcome with entropy so he's gonna sniff some more hydromorphone"
Like who the fuck would want to read that? MORE ANIMAL SHELTER AND DAD STORIES
I'm sorry I'm not telling you what to post, I'm just tryin to tell you there are better ways to express yourself instead of just the symptoms
What the fuck is wrong with posting about how you help at an animal shelter?? That's awesome. It's nice to share hownyoure nice sometimes. I fucking do it constantly -
2019-11-21 at 10 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ You do speak like someone who has never have "depression". Its complicated. We dont WANT it to be or maybe we do. Over analyzing is the plight of the depressed man, methinks. Bevause you're right and ultimately you have to just say "fuck this I need to get better" . Somehow.
I have it. I'm on SSRIs. I get it. I know. I battled it for years with no medication. I fucking know. Don't pull this shit with me cunt. -
2019-11-21 at 10:04 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-11-21 at 10:07 PM UTCMy depression isnt natural but situational atm. The way I isolated myself is more complicated to break out of than is said, esp. with social anxiety, bad personality, mental problems. Every day im sober i sense that my brain is functioning slightly better. Im starting to worry that I might be becoming foreveralone, Im scared to end up like hikkimori-yume or mash. I also had some sort of physical priblem that makes me feel like shit all the time for no reason, which i suspect is something like chronic fatigue syndrome. My way of processing reality is all fucked from bundy spice abuse and i suspect i might have literal brain damage now. I just doubt Im ever going to be a normally functioning human and thats what makes me hate myselfThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-11-21 at 10:09 PM UTCIm literally going to have to relearn how to interact with people because 10 years isolation drug abuse giving myself autism. Eye contact makes me ultra self conscious and nervous. Am i doomed to failure
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2019-11-21 at 10:09 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 10:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rrr My depression isnt natural but situational atm. The way I isolated myself is more complicated to break out of than is said, esp. with social anxiety, bad personality, mental problems. Every day im sober i sense that my brain is functioning slightly better. Im starting to worry that I might be becoming foreveralone, Im scared to end up like hikkimori-yume or mash. I also had some sort of physical priblem that makes me feel like shit all the time for no reason, which i suspect is something like chronic fatigue syndrome. My way of processing reality is all fucked from bundy spice abuse and i suspect i might have literal brain damage now. I just doubt Im ever going to be a normally functioning human and thats what makes me hate myself
Well said. I like that this last segment of retarded thread really got some long posts and half decent discussion about depression.
What's wrong with being forever alone? Obviously you're not alone if you have internet access. I've sort of resigned myself to the fact that I dont care anymore. Lol. I just dont care. But I also do. I dont care about having a wife or whatever. I guess I do have some friends and sex people if I want but I usually dont.
You'll be ok splooge gook. Just embrace yourself. Rainbows and hearts. -
2019-11-21 at 10:14 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Well said. I like that this last segment of retarded thread really got some long posts and half decent discussion about depression.
What's wrong with being forever alone? Obviously you're not alone if you have internet access. I've sort of resigned myself to the fact that I dont care anymore. Lol. I just dont care. But I also do. I dont care about having a wife or whatever. I guess I do have some friends and sex people if I want but I usually dont.
You'll be ok splooge gook. Just embrace yourself. Rainbows and hearts.
Im one of those borderlineish people who put relationships on a pedestal and obsess over them and have love/hate episodes and regular emotional breakdowns. Also its been like 5 years i have a sex drive i dont want to only relate to my computer screen
