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2019-11-21 at 7:16 PM UTCIve been sober for a week and i feel like shit all of the time. My body is weak and sore and moving is too much effort because im so tired. Not even just mental depression, I feel physically ill constantly like i have to lay down because sitting up is too much effort. I might just stay sober now so i can unfuck my life, but if this physical malaise is permanent wtf is the point. I cant do basic things just because i feel so drained im at a clear disadvantage in this sense
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2019-11-21 at 7:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rrr Ive been sober for a week and i feel like shit all of the time. My body is weak and sore and moving is too much effort because im so tired. Not even just mental depression, I feel physically ill constantly like i have to lay down because sitting up is too much effort. I might just stay sober now so i can unfuck my life, but if this physical malaise is permanent wtf is the point. I cant do basic things just because i feel so drained im at a clear disadvantage in this sense
I know these types of comments. See the post above yours. Obviously if you are chugging Bundy regularly you're not gonna feel well after the high is over. You're bored you need to find a thing -
2019-11-21 at 7:21 PM UTCWhy am I giving advice ? Lmao. Jesus fuck. Who am I
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2019-11-21 at 7:21 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 7:23 PM UTCIts hard to find a thing when i have no energy to do anything. Thats the main problem, i can take steps to unfuck my life but its harder for me than other people to do basic shit like self care even because i gave myself the bundy equivalent of chronic lyme disease. I try different nootropics to try to make my body function but nothing seems to work
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2019-11-21 at 7:25 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rrr Its hard to find a thing when i have no energy to do anything. Thats the main problem, i can take steps to unfuck my life but its harder for me than other people to do basic shit like self care even because i gave myself the bundy equivalent of chronic lyme disease. I try different nootropics to try to make my body function but nothing seems to work
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2019-11-21 at 7:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rrr Its hard to find a thing when i have no energy to do anything. Thats the main problem, i can take steps to unfuck my life but its harder for me than other people to do basic shit like self care even because i gave myself the bundy equivalent of chronic lyme disease. I try different nootropics to try to make my body function but nothing seems to work
you dumbass that's your bodies response to a lack of stimuli. How do you know so little about psychology? Boo Hoo I'm a moon person wahhhh
Like if you go outside and sit on a bench and growl at pedestrians it will give your body a better response than whiny shitposting -
2019-11-21 at 7:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ I just realized what I need to do.
I need to get really drunk and go to treatment , but I need an intervention. But I need to be drunk to agree with it. Otherwise I wont want to. But if I'm fucked up I'll be like "yeah yeah totally. Good idea. Yes. I will go to treatment right now. I love it!" And then I'll wake up like when you wake up in a jail cell after blackout DUI and collect yourself and ask why the fuck am I here how did I get here ?
It's perfect. Its thr only way I will ever get "help."
But I also dont care. Drinking brings me adventures. I sound dumb. Sorry. :(
What's your main issue? Just out of control drinking? -
2019-11-21 at 8:01 PM UTC
Originally posted by Rrr I might just stay sober now so i can unfuck my life, but if this physical malaise is permanent wtf is the point.
This is my problem with sobriety except mentally and not so much physically. I feel like after 20 years of meds, therapy, and hospitalizations that there's no long term solution to my myriad of problems and that even though I know sobriety is probably what's best for me, I see it as being bullshit because I victimize myself and think of it like "If I have to put up with feeling this way I shouldnt be expected to not use/drink to lessen the suffering". I'm not an addict or alcoholic in the traditional sense because I can start and stop and start again with my usage at will and never lose conscious control of it; I can buy a bottle, say "I'm only going to have two drinks and save the rest for tomorrow" and I actually do it each time, whereas it seems that what I've heard in AA meetings and shit is that once I take that first hit or first drink, I'm doomed to finish everything I have then and there and then go empty my bank account for more involuntarily. It doesn't work like that for me, I'm definitely an abuser but I do it at my own will. I struggle to believe addiction is a disease, I think it's just a series of poor reckless decisions based on a lack of willpower and not giving a fuck. -
2019-11-21 at 8:39 PM UTCGot a fifth of whiskey and feeling down, time to get shitty
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2019-11-21 at 8:42 PM UTCBtw the physical malaise is not permanent but it's the mental part that is hard. You actually need to try to exercise the willpower to do shit.
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2019-11-21 at 8:43 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 8:44 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 8:45 PM UTC
Originally posted by ORACLE Btw the physical malaise is not permanent but it's the mental part that is hard. You actually need to try to exercise the willpower to do shit.
I volunteer at the animal shelter, go to the gym like 5 times a week, lift weights at home, go on hikes, meditate, and it all comes up short; I still remain trapped in my head and feeling panicked and overwhelmed and unprepared all the time. Constant sense of dread and insecurity. I even tried to develop a faith in God for a short while out of desperation but my heart and soul weren't into it because I know better. None of it works beyond the short term, and often times not at all. My brain is destroyed from prolonged stress, drug use, poor self care and overexposure to the shittiness of life. I don't expect to see 2020 to tell you the truth and I'm becoming more okay with that each passing day. -
2019-11-21 at 8:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice I volunteer at the animal shelter, go to the gym like 5 times a week, lift weights at home, go on hikes, meditate, and it all comes up short; I still remain trapped in my head and feeling panicked and overwhelmed and unprepared all the time. Constant sense of dread and insecurity. I even tried to develop a faith in God for a short while out of desperation but my heart and soul weren't into it because I know better. None of it works beyond the short term, and often times not at all. My brain is destroyed from prolonged stress, drug use, poor self care and overexposure to the shittiness of life. I don't expect to see 2020 to tell you the truth and I'm becoming more okay with that each passing day.
Get a hold of yourself faggot. Like I said you actually have to exercise some willpower over your brain. You are just hurtling through life on a wave of thoughts and emotions. Get it together bitch. Did nobody ever teach you how to metacognate?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-11-21 at 8:53 PM UTCBibative. New word.
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2019-11-21 at 9:08 PM UTCBibendumThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-11-21 at 9:12 PM UTC
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2019-11-21 at 9:13 PM UTCAwesome. Michelin man.
Its pretty cool that you can just click on a word on your phone and bam you get thr google definition. -
2019-11-21 at 9:15 PM UTC
