that totally mind destroying life fucking trip was just what i needed to slap me out of a week of depression becz of my gabap and krty making me lonely but now OOOO OOO0000 0000 0 00o() (_) () () (( ) () HAS COMMENCED
THE NEXTS TAGE OF HUMAN EVOLUTION HAS BEEN DETERMINED
WE WILLL CONTINUE FOREVEER
LETS KEEP ON GOING
WE WILL LIVE WE WILL LEARN WE WILL LOVE YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAS
bundy can be very therapeutic. not during the trip, but now that im all like sigma-agonized i understand things are meant to be a certain way. i disentangled 2 relationship timelines that are completely unrelated to each other but were both fucking up my head at the same time. from here on out things can be known more clearly
it seems like my body literally has some sort of biological clock that knows when i need to do bundy and evolve. if i do it outside of the special bundy moments its kinda shitty feels like trongolism but when i do it in the special moments i develop a whole new perspective on my life that was meant to be that way
Took 60mg of methylphenidate and 25mg of nortryptaline. If i had to describe the experience in one word i'd say disappointing. If i were to hazard a guess i'd say the nortryptaline just capped the experience off at a certain level when it kicked in. Wouldn't suprise me if it bound more strongly to the dopamine and NE receptors than methylphenidate does.
Originally posted by DietPiano
no, i actually sleep fine now that Im on seroquel. I was being silly
Cant sleep? Then I just take more.
Still can't sleep? Then I just take more
Its so EASY
You're a minority because they suggest taking it in the morning. Most people get amp up on it, though it makes you dizzy a bit. It causes some racing thoughts and agitation that can cause Parkinson like side effects.
Originally posted by Greenspam
You're a minority because they suggest taking it in the morning. Most people get amp up on it, though it makes you dizzy a bit. It causes some racing thoughts and agitation that can cause Parkinson like side effects.
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Seroquel does not "amp you up" in my, and most people's experiences, although I'm not saying it doesn't do that to you. It used to make me hallucinate when I took less of it, but it doesn't do that very much anymore.
I'm getting really fat from it though and it's pissing me off. My goal is to take no more than 100mg or else I'm gonna get diabetes. I wasn't getting too fat until I went to 200 and now I'm accumulating fat like crazy and always hungry (it doesn't hit D1/D2 very hard until you get over 100). I took a bunch yesterday because the roids kicked in hard at nitetime and I had a retarded amount of energy so I kept taking 'quel every 30 minutes until I fell alseep.
It also just hit me yesterday that the reason I'm like the 1 out of ten 10 people who actually enjoys seroquel is because I probably actually need it. I haven't heard anything not there yet all day I just realized, so that's a good sign.
