The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

1. 2016-02-05 at 11:24 AM UTC

   #2781
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Yea, I have to. Thanks for the compliment. I'd like to extract my own, though. Or do Ayahuasca. Do you have nature where you live? I remember you saying that you run barefoot through the woods. I have a forest right out of my window and it's calling me as well. They haven't forgotten me. It really is about time.
2. 2016-02-05 at 12:12 PM UTC

   #2782
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   I found out my old benzo dealer is still selling, so that's good to know.

   
   thx for telling me dude hook me up lol
3. 2016-02-06 at 3:53 AM UTC

   #2783
   

   Lanny Bird of Courage
   Malice, you may be interested in what's transpiring in this thread: http://niggasin.space/forum/reinvent-yourself/63542-i-will-no-longer-be-posting-on-this-website if you don't know already.
   
   Also RisiR, post a trip report, would be interesting to read although from what I understand about DMT it seems like trip reports may be difficult.
4. 2016-02-06 at 5:50 AM UTC

   #2784
   Malice Naturally Camouflaged
   Thanks for making me aware. Missed that thread. Hydro's been emailing me, which I enjoy, but I didn't know this had become public.
   
   §m£ÂgØL has fucking problems. I said long ago that he should be receiving serious intensive care, being treated for schizophrenia, because the outcomes are much better the earlier there's intervention. Now with an event as stressful as this it wouldn't surprise me if it triggered a psychotic episode. Not kidding, if you know about §m£ÂgØL's history of symptoms, how long this has been developing/progressing, and have a rough understanding of schizophrenia, there's a very good chance something's going to happen. Based on what I know, my perception/analysis, he's a liability at this point, and could be a threat to himself or others.
   
   At least if he's involuntarily committed and placed on psychiatric hold he'll finally receive the diagnosis and treatment he needs, whether he wants it or thinks he needs it or not (*gasp!* Oh crap, am I becoming an authoritarian/paternalist?).
   
   I also seem to be able to handle alcohol well enough, thought I didn't have the genes for it the last time I tried it. Was pounding back (not really, just wanted to use that term) vodka at night about 4 days in a row, ending yesterday. Going to take a break to prevent problems from tolerance/dependence, withdrawal/rebound, and health (NAC or sublingual glutathione beforehand and milk thistle afterward are great for harm reduction). Worked up to about 1-2 cups of 30% over a few hours. I have no idea how that compares to standard amounts usually drunk for recreational purposes.
5. 2016-02-06 at 5:59 AM UTC

   #2785
   Malice Naturally Camouflaged

   The problem is even worse than most people realize. If the housing regulations in just the three cities of New York, San Francisco, and San Jose were lowered, not abolished, but just lowered to closer to something as is average in the United States, the US GDP would increase by $1.6 trillion per year. The losses stem from inefficiencies when people who would otherwise live in these areas due to the industries located there cannot afford to or the companies cannot afford to pay the workers to live there.
   Source
   Edit: For comparison, this is roughly the size of the Canadian GDP.

   
   http://faculty.chicagobooth.edu/chang-tai.hsieh/research/growth.pdf
   
   Grr, goddamn the power of political authority and the stupidity and ignorance of the vast majority of voters. We could have had actual megacities at this point, far greater economic powerhouses and a more concentrated population, bringing numerous benefits, if it weren't for those meddling governments.
6. 2016-02-06 at 6:02 AM UTC

   #2786
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   thx for telling me dude hook me up lol

   
   
   Cook benzos erry day Etiz folyfe
7. 2016-02-06 at 9:50 AM UTC

   #2787
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Has anyone here tried Methizolam? Supposedly a longer lasting version of Etizolam.
8. 2016-02-06 at 12:07 PM UTC

   #2788
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Not yet. It's on my to do list. Or is now anyway.
9. 2016-02-07 at 5:13 AM UTC

   #2789
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   I had eggplant parmigiana and whiskey for dinner and have the absolute worst gas of my entire life
10. 2016-02-07 at 5:31 AM UTC

    #2790
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Malice talking about people who need inpatient mental health treatment, that's fucking rich. You're one bad nootropic combination away from complete mental breakdown yourself.
11. 2016-02-07 at 5:35 AM UTC

    #2791
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Evan Williams is my only true friend goddamnit
12. 2016-02-07 at 5:58 AM UTC

    #2792
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    At least you have a friend, PoC. Some of us arent so lucky.
13. 2016-02-07 at 6:04 AM UTC

    #2793
    Malice Naturally Camouflaged

    Malice talking about people who need inpatient mental health treatment, that's fucking rich. You're one bad nootropic combination away from complete mental breakdown yourself.

    
    I agree. I did have a mental breakdown almost two years ago, and that isn't hyperbole. I had been in a spiral of depression and isolation for over a decade, although I didn't come to terms with it until the breaking point, and then I kept uncovering things that had been building up over a lifetime. I was literally completely alone at that point, I had no one, not even family, except the people in TRT/Zoklet, which was my only place to vent.
14. 2016-02-07 at 6:14 AM UTC

    #2794
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Hydro we all told you §m£ÂgØL was bad news and that whole situation with him living there was a clusterfuck but you told us we were all wrong about him so pardon me if im a little devoid of sympathy in regards to whatever the hell you guys have going on now. Life is a fucking bitch if you didn't know by now, just dont leave your animals to starve if you off yourself. Im too cold and broken to try to help people like you anymore.
15. 2016-02-07 at 6:38 AM UTC

    #2795
    

    Sophie Pedophile Tech Support

    Malice talking about people who need inpatient mental health treatment, that's fucking rich. You're one bad nootropic combination away from complete mental breakdown yourself.

    
    Just because someone is sick doesn't mean he can't tell someone else to go get treatment for a particular medical condition.
    
    Also, trips...
    
    
16. 2016-02-07 at 11:07 AM UTC

    #2796
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Test test
17. 2016-02-07 at 12:17 PM UTC

    #2797
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Look, PoC, Im sorry you took my comment the wrong way. It was more a joke than anything and it didnt come out right. I wont leave my animals to starve. I had tried to talk to you, but I felt like I was a bothermonths and months back. I never even got a reply so I left it as you didnt want to talk to me. Im sorry. I love §m£ÂgØL. I love him very much. Stillnow, even with his lies and hurt hes put me through, I love that man. He will realize what he lost and by then itll be too late. Im just finding a good life for my child, thats all. My animals.. well, theyll be okay. I just cant keep going any longer. Im dead inside and §m£ÂgØL this morning had to twist the knife and spew lies. Now his family knows.
18. 2016-02-07 at 12:24 PM UTC

    #2798
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I dont need nor want help. The only person on this planet that could help me is §m£ÂgØL. He wont though. He gives no fucks. i wont be around much longer. His family knows and I asked if theyd want to raise their grandchild. Im waiting on a reply back. If no answer, Im just saying fuck it. Ive been hurt too much and you know maybe him being raised by my ex wont be so bad. §m£ÂgØL believes he will put him for adoption anyway so we can hope for that. Im giving until this afternoon.. maybe.. I dont know. I want to die now.
19. 2016-02-07 at 12:26 PM UTC

    #2799
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Im only breathing for my son at this point. Nobody else. §m£ÂgØL fucked me up bad. He even lied and said I fucking caused all his shit. He would stay home because he was scared about OUR FUTURE, not because we had an issue going on. I worked my ass off to make life so it could be good for us. I cant do it no longer. This is the final heartbreak im going through. §m£ÂgØL is the person who killed me, not my husband, though I thought it would be him..
20. 2016-02-07 at 12:40 PM UTC

    #2800
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Stop this passive aggressive bullshit you cunts. Both of you. You keep blaming eachother but you are both accountable for your own actions. What is this shit?