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The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-09-13 at 10:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice Clonazolam is crazy potent, a dose is like 0.1 mg. The presses are reviewed as being strong and I have 0 tolerance. The Xanax and Klonopin doses aren't exactly puny and will potentiate the already huge amount of powerful clonaz.
People die accidentally from mixing standard doses of drugs like these all the time, pretty sure someone taking every step possible has a good fucking chance.
My tolerances are all low. Do you realistically think a typical man could consume all that and still wake up?
POC I'm really going to miss bullshitting with you in kik if you die. Me and GP wouldn't talk to you nearly every day if we didn't enjoy it.
If you want to know why I haven't said more about this its because I don't know how to help you and I know trying would just annoy you. But I keep thinking about this in the shower and shit and it makes me sad.
So idk. Just know that you'll at the least be missed by some 25 year old dude on the internet you've never met. I still think you should buy psychedelics or a ticket to Thailand or some shit.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-13 at 10:56 PM UTC
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2019-09-13 at 11:42 PM UTCDid Juicebox really kick the bucket? I mean i haven't seen him post in a while but he does that regularly. Also IDK PoC, you planning to pop those fentanyl infused roxies? If your goal is to die, you should snort them. Bioavailability for opiates is really quite atrocious for oral use.
If this post is the advice that ends up killing you, put in a good word for me with God, or the devil, who knows. Just helping a nigga out. I wanna tell you not to do it. But you have your mind made up. I know because a couple pages back you were talking about how liberating it was to have finally made the decision to end it all. Once that happens people usually seem to cheer up a bit. But this is the period where the risk of suicide dramatically spikes. For a lack of better terms.
Anyway, if you end up dead. I'm sorry your life was as shitty as to lead up to this and i wish it would have been better. In any case, all the best and i hope you find the peace you're longing for. -
2019-09-13 at 11:58 PM UTCJuicebox really kicked it. I will pm you his obituary but I ask you do not share it. It's quite obviously the same face as his pictures he posted. His last post was about drinking a lethal dose of sodium nitrite. According to his friend who posted his obituary, his family believes his body just 'gave out' from the drugs. He chose this painful death because he didn't want anyone to know it was from drugs.
So it would be pretty shitty if it got shared and the wrong person linked him up and ruined the purpose of his painful suicide. -
2019-09-14 at 1:40 AM UTC
Originally posted by G4LM Juicebox really kicked it. I will pm you his obituary but I ask you do not share it. It's quite obviously the same face as his pictures he posted. His last post was about drinking a lethal dose of sodium nitrite. According to his friend who posted his obituary, his family believes his body just 'gave out' from the drugs. He chose this painful death because he didn't want anyone to know it was from drugs.
So it would be pretty shitty if it got shared and the wrong person linked him up and ruined the purpose of his painful suicide.
Yeah i just got caught up, thanks for sending the link. Rest in peace Juice. That was very considerate of him to do, in fact after reading about his family it was too considerate for them. But i'll respect his wishes.
So long space nigga... -
2019-09-14 at 12:03 PM UTCthat feel when a random video game music pops into your head :3
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2019-09-14 at 4:54 PM UTCDefinitely him, same baby-face ass nigga
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2019-09-14 at 5:18 PM UTCJuicebox wasn't nearly as huge a faggot about it as PoC is being. Someone PM me the link to the obit. Is there anything we can do for his memory? Even something local like how people plant flowers in peoples memory and make a plaque.
I suggest rhabdodendras -
2019-09-14 at 7:03 PM UTCSerious post. It is long but coherent and I kindly ask you read it. No bullshit or attention seeking.
Sudo, and others who have made derogatory remarks etc about me and other people, may sound harsh but are not wrong. I take no offense to this, and if anything, I'd like to apologize for frustrating him and others in that way.
We all fight battles and most go unseen by others. People often forget that in times of their own pain, and I am guilty of that often. For that, I am truly sorry. Despite being the no-rules, rugged forum we are I still feel I have no right to so wantonly dump my misery on any of you for what has often times been for nothing, but I admit, attention.
This is very selfish. Suicide threats, encouragement, reinforcement etc. are all things I have subjected you to this forum on numerous occasions in my aimless search for compassion, attention, and a feeling of being wanted. But those threats cause anxiety, concern, and even anger in others and does nothing but needlessly multiply the original pain. I am deeply wrong for doing this and apologize to anyone I affected doing so.
For these repeated threats, constant complaints, and general spread of my own personal toxicity upon this community over the time of my struggles I sincerely apologize. I was wrong, inappropriate, and deserving of the criticism I received for it.
I made a brief post a night or two ago saying something like "fuck this place and fuck all you assholes". I am sorry I posted and said to you and I don't truly mean it. I was on Xanax, alcohol, lost, and delerious with exhaustion when I posted that but none of that should excuse me from saying such awful things to people I don't even know.
I'm sorry because this feels like it turned into yet another plea for attention or sympathy. It is not. It is me trying to clean my conscience a bit by manning up and admitting my wrongs to you. I am okay. I am not "well", but I am okay, and wish not to generate a single shred more of anxiety, worry, or negative feelings with this post.
I have no ill will towards any of you who mocked, disparaged, or belittled me. I know this place isn't meant to be that serious. No hard feelings.
I wish you all the best with your families, fights for sobriety, security, employment, residence, self identity and any other battle you all fight.
Scrawny/HTS, this seems random I guess, but I'm sorry for the cruel remarks, jokes, and insults I personally made or encouraged regarding your relationship and search for self identity. I never took time to think how much of a battle that must be and I'm sorry if I ever hurt you. I'm happy you two found a true human connection and are happy and to make fun of someone for that is just wrong. I wish you the best.
Thank you all who called, talked, cared, reached out etc. I regret putting you in those predicaments but each time it was when I truly needed it and I appreciate it.
(P.S - I say this not for attention, just info. I am not leaving until at least Monday if anyone has a need or want to contact me. I dont need anyone to, I just wanted to say that for anyone who might want a private word. Do so via PM and we can go from there)
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2019-09-14 at 7:40 PM UTCSudo: I cant function my PMs, sorry for the broken partials. Will respond when able, thanks for messaging. NiS acting up on mobile and my handw are shaking too bqadv im sorry
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2019-09-14 at 8:34 PM UTCWill you tell us whether you'll go through with it still
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2019-09-14 at 11:46 PM UTCsuicideboys above and beyond sample <3333
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2019-09-14 at 11:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by G4LM Juicebox really kicked it. I will pm you his obituary but I ask you do not share it. It's quite obviously the same face as his pictures he posted. His last post was about drinking a lethal dose of sodium nitrite. According to his friend who posted his obituary, his family believes his body just 'gave out' from the drugs. He chose this painful death because he didn't want anyone to know it was from drugs.
So it would be pretty shitty if it got shared and the wrong person linked him up and ruined the purpose of his painful suicide.
:/ This sucks to read along with the PoC shit. I have nothing else to add -
2019-09-14 at 11:53 PM UTCRIP juicebox, sucks he had to go
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2019-09-14 at 11:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III suicideboys above and beyond sample <3333
i've been on a pouya kick lately though i guess i can add that. my life has been going pretty shitty but its all the good "levelling up" kind of shitty in that last push towards 30. major work/relationship changes going on right now. my life is feeling like it's about to be real uncomfortable for a while so i'm kinda half assedly trying to stop smoking weed, get my skillz up, and get in better shape. & stop wasting money.
That's my diary entry.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-14 at 11:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH i've been on a pouya kick lately though i guess i can add that. my life has been going pretty shitty but its all the good "levelling up" kind of shitty in that last push towards 30. major work/relationship changes going on right now. my life is feeling like it's about to be real uncomfortable for a while so i'm kinda half assedly trying to stop smoking weed, get my skillz up, and get in better shape. & stop wasting money.
That's my diary entry.
yea i'm kinda in a similar position. since i fucked up every part of my life by getting too high i now have to/get to replace it all. which is going to be uncomfortable as fuck. but will be worth it. i recently quit smoking weed for a couple weeks and i felt a lot better. then i went back to smoking for a few days. probably going to quit again very soon -
2019-09-15 at 12:05 AM UTCI think I broke the thread. Instead, I'll go to bed.
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2019-09-15 at 2:36 AM UTC
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2019-09-15 at 2:39 AM UTC
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2019-09-15 at 3:56 AM UTCYou stay where you are I think
