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2019-06-06 at 1:33 PM UTC
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2019-06-06 at 1:41 PM UTCyo im gonna kill myself lemme gt an 8 ball of meth and a 700 dollar hooker
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2019-06-06 at 1:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Yeah I offered him heroin and an escort of up to $700 in value, but the only thing that got him excited was the prospect of talking me into killing myself with him.
I was like "bro. Son. I cannot imagine a gayer way to go out. Hard pass, man."
Yeah I can't see you taking your own life overtly anytime soon, esp since quitting opiates and seeking to taper off the juice. You seem more the clinically depressed self destructive coping mechanism type not the painfully unable to deal type.
I hate to say it but Malices autism was definitely a contributing factor in his suicide. It crippled his ability to make changes and form relationships. He's kind of a cautionary tale of isolated autism. RIP
also, does anyone know the correlation between the time he said "the bus is here" and when he actually did it? It's kind of sweet this place was one of his last thought but also sad it was a collection of people he never met were the last people he reached out toThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-06 at 1:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah I can't see you taking your own life overtly anytime soon, esp since quitting opiates and seeking to taper off the juice. You seem more the clinically depressed self destructive coping mechanism type not the painfully unable to deal type.
I hate to say it but Malices autism was definitely a contributing factor in his suicide. It crippled his ability to make changes and form relationships. He's kind of a cautionary tale of isolated autism. RIP
also, does anyone know the correlation between the time he said "the bus is here" and when he actually did it? It's kind of sweet this place was one of his last thought but also sad it was a collection of people he never met were the last people he reached out to
iirc he posted that at like 1 pm and they found his body at 6 pm or some shit. i don't remember the exact time but i remember thinking he must have posted it very shortly before doing it. -
2019-06-06 at 2 PM UTCsnoking by myself im a stoner
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2019-06-06 at 2:07 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah I can't see you taking your own life overtly anytime soon, esp since quitting opiates and seeking to taper off the juice. You seem more the clinically depressed self destructive coping mechanism type not the painfully unable to deal type.
I hate to say it but Malices autism was definitely a contributing factor in his suicide. It crippled his ability to make changes and form relationships. He's kind of a cautionary tale of isolated autism. RIP
also, does anyone know the correlation between the time he said "the bus is here" and when he actually did it? It's kind of sweet this place was one of his last thought but also sad it was a collection of people he never met were the last people he reached out to
I think when I went through it the first time I figured it was within a couple hours of posting. Of course prolly took 30 min or so to die after ingestion. I'm still annoyed he broke his promise. Was supposed to hang out with me for one single day before he did it. Kinda fucking inconsiderate but w/e it's done.
Yeah I mean it's not so much that I want to die. I'm just practical. I'm really jacked up and really behind, and I don't know if the things that I want out of life are ever going to be a possibility. People will tell you "anythings possible" but let's just be real. A homeless junkie has about as much chance at becoming a lawyer as a 75 year old does at becoming at astronaut. Sure it's, possible but so is a roller skating water buffalo. I'd rather just have a decent life and be happy.
But yeah I finally figured out that it wasn't just the shitty life and drugs making me sad. There's some legit chemical imbalance going on. All my angst you suicidal journal entries from when I was 14. Were a clue to that effect. If things ever get bad, it's still an option. Last year I was at like a 6.5-7 with 10 being completely ready to die, and in the 4-5 years before that I was at like an 8.5-9.. but now I'm just willing to give this whole process a shot and see if it works, its lame and gay to go like he did without even trying.
Sobriety is hard. Life is fucking hard. Shit sucks sometimes. A lot of the time. It there's also a ton of cool stuff that you miss out if you disengage from life. So I'm just going to give it as much focus and energy as I feel I can until I just don't have it to give anymore.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-06 at 2:45 PM UTCI mean, yeah, there's so much shit to do even if things are going shitty for you. If nothing else you can be a welfare surfer like scron hts and learn about stuff on wikipedia, or go hiking.
And not that I ever advocate being an addict, but I guess I would rather do things hydromorphone style than shoot myself and forfeit everything. Being a junkie sucks, but it also feels awesome sometimes and you get to have unprotected sex with hoes who are too poor to get a paternity test to go after your munney. -
2019-06-06 at 2:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER We all ratted on you. You posted some number in a thread and there was a campaign to have your sister check on you to make sure you weren't dead or preparing to massacre the innocent.
I told Juice I called that number, guess it wasn’t his sister, but someone else who knew him. Now I’m kinda surprised I didn’t get a call back, we were both concerned for him. But nahhhh, I made that call on the 24th and he said they found him on the 22nd. -
2019-06-06 at 2:56 PM UTCDriving down the freeway
Burger king does it my way every day
Crusin down the freway
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2019-06-06 at 2:58 PM UTCOrdervs
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2019-06-06 at 3:18 PM UTCThese day I don't mind attending functions and stuff cuz I just take a vape pen and get high
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2019-06-06 at 3:59 PM UTC2 black guys started telling off this old fat black guy saying something about him doing something somewhere else, him talking on the phone sitting on a chair outside a restaunt, then he yelled at them as they were walking away, then he stary running away lkke OH FUCK, he had a cane but he was booking it nigga'
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2019-06-06 at 4:02 PM UTCStartrek/soi = Black Triangle Jéw
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2019-06-06 at 4:02 PM UTCWELL I SPENT LAST NIGHT IN LAS CRUCES JAIL RAIN N HAIL BORN 2 FAIL
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2019-06-06 at 4:03 PM UTCSophie = Black + Pink Triangle Jéw
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2019-06-06 at 4:08 PM UTCim so fucking hungry
and thirsty
for vodka
and mentally ill girls -
2019-06-06 at 4:09 PM UTCa new age haiku for new age solitude on new age drugs
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2019-06-06 at 4:35 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-06 at 4:56 PM UTCSophie is a FED grass watch out.
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2019-06-06 at 6:11 PM UTCSophie is a pedo black and pink triangle faggot
