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2019-04-07 at 2:26 AM UTCNigga Holla BACK
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2019-04-07 at 2:41 AM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano Need to get a new car next week. Gonna have to be not as good as my last one, insurance underballing me.
Wanna get a 2009 civic, but some of them had that cracked engine block problem that was notorious with the 2006-2008 ones. Apparantly they had the same problem early on in 2009, but fixed it shortly into the production cycle. Still makes me wary about it.
Type R? Never had one but the gear stick in the center console always looked kinda snazzy...
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2019-04-07 at 4:16 AM UTCWindows I0 decided to do an updoot without my consent and l lost like 80% of the notes I was taking on Word this weekend.
Unrelated- I'm probably gonna take close to, if not a whole gram of T-PAIN fairly soon. I can't believe 200mg was only mild tonight. I want MOAR.
If fentanyl is available still, that may be a viable option, really. -
2019-04-07 at 4:26 AM UTCtpain tolerance builds quick, becareful
also, word usually keeps an autorecover file, search up where to find the global one because I forget -
2019-04-07 at 5:26 AM UTCI didn't save it a single time, so autosave wasn't working by default. You have to save at least once, I believe for it to start backing it up..
Yeah, there's no way I'm using that shit very often, esp when Crouton is kind of ruining it. May try going without Crouton for a few days to see if trama has any effect then, but I'm guessing probably not. Alternating the two seems to make Crouton kick in harder. Trama also 75% reduces lratom W/D, but I still get the dead pigeon rolling around in my stomach feeling so I took it anyway.
I really don't want to go back to suboxone. It's not gonna be effective for pain I'm pretty sure. Would be nice to have on hand for family gatherings so I don't have to sneak off and toss Crouton, arousing suspicsion(sp?).
Good thing I spent 50 grand at rehab. Nah, jk.
What I need is a mild daily opioid (Crouton works very well for this, notable mentions are subs and tramadol i guess) and something shorter acting but stronger for breakthrough pain/flareups.
I have a new tryptamine ready at the pharmacy, but it's 50 dollars and I'm pretty sure it's gonna be worthless. Once my health insurance changes I'll probably pick it up. -
2019-04-07 at 5:32 AM UTCif you saved it once there should be a hidden autorecover file in the folder with the document.
that's why I'm glad tramadol works for me; I can't get Crouton here and stronger opioid are both a slippery slope and prohibitively expensive -
2019-04-07 at 6:18 AM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano how you doing casper? Getting your methadone lowered slowly but surely? Hope all is well m7.
also
you want to hook a nigga up with some o dat 'done?
Good. Uneventful. But that's how sobriety is I guess.
Yeah going down 4mg a week. Should be off in 4 months completely. Took my 6 month chip at a meeting a couple hours ago. I know it's not totally clean, and certain people there have really strong feelings about it. I was debating asking someone about it, but it really has zero to do with them so I'm not even going to open that can of worms. It's not squeaky clean, but it's light years away from being addicted to heroin. Half the time (like this weekend), I only take 1/3 of my normal dose, and for the most part I'm fine. Debts paid. Work full time. Gym 3x a week. Cutting out all negative influences. Trying to get back to school.
Should've hit me up when I was still using. I got 150mg bottle 4x a week and I was still getting high so I saved em all. Had 9 months worth of bottles put away. Someone with a background in grimy shit could've made a killing on that at the going rate of .50 cents/mg. But alas...I lost my bottles in a kayaking accident. Then I paid off my court fines. lol.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-04-07 at 6:38 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-04-07 at 1:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano Windows I0 decided to do an updoot without my consent and l lost like 80% of the notes I was taking on Word this weekend.
Unrelated- I'm probably gonna take close to, if not a whole gram of T-PAIN fairly soon. I can't believe 200mg was only mild tonight. I want MOAR.
If fentanyl is available still, that may be a viable option, really.
Watch out before you're eating 3 grams a day straight from the bag with your fingers like this bitch i knew -
2019-04-07 at 1:33 PM UTC
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2019-04-07 at 2 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Good. Uneventful. But that's how sobriety is I guess.
Yeah going down 4mg a week. Should be off in 4 months completely. Took my 6 month chip at a meeting a couple hours ago. I know it's not totally clean, and certain people there have really strong feelings about it. I was debating asking someone about it, but it really has zero to do with them so I'm not even going to open that can of worms. It's not squeaky clean, but it's light years away from being addicted to heroin. Half the time (like this weekend), I only take 1/3 of my normal dose, and for the most part I'm fine. Debts paid. Work full time. Gym 3x a week. Cutting out all negative influences. Trying to get back to school.
Should've hit me up when I was still using. I got 150mg bottle 4x a week and I was still getting high so I saved em all. Had 9 months worth of bottles put away. Someone with a background in grimy shit could've made a killing on that at the going rate of .50 cents/mg. But alas…I lost my bottles in a kayaking accident. Then I paid off my court fines. lol.
That's good man, opiates are a bitch to kick. It seems a lot of people are switching the suboxone to get off. You'll probably get high on the box for your first couple weeks too. It doesn't rot your bones either and is altogether so much better for you.
I'm going back to wikipedia university next month but I have some trouble on the horizon. I'm so due for a bender it's not funny and part of me can't wait. I feel if I do everything correct in the next month I'll mitigate the damage -
2019-04-07 at 3:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo That's good man, opiates are a bitch to kick. It seems a lot of people are switching the suboxone to get off. You'll probably get high on the box for your first couple weeks too. It doesn't rot your bones either and is altogether so much better for you.
I'm going back to wikipedia university next month but I have some trouble on the horizon. I'm so due for a bender it's not funny and part of me can't wait. I feel if I do everything correct in the next month I'll mitigate the damage
Bro, I feel ya. Like, I was itching so bad for some proper relief from pain, which I know you have issues with as well, so I dropped a good amount of multiple opis and woke up feeling great, rested, not wanting to repeat it.
Casper, suboxone really is a lot better and way faster for getting off, I think you might want to at least hook yourself up with a few and try it out. I got off tar dope with 6 days of it. Sometimes you just gotta cut your skin off beneath the bandaid, yaknow?
Solstice, yeah, I have no imtention of doing it everyday, let alone throughout the day. That's a terrible idea. Hydromorphone is a dirt girl if I've ever seen one, I think it would be unfitting to her character if she didn't use her fingers. -
2019-04-07 at 3:33 PM UTCGot constipation yesterday and today. Ugh. Not a good sign. For some reason no matter how much Crouton i take i never ever got that.
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2019-04-07 at 3:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by Common De-mominator I have smoked zero cannabis or consumed anything cannabis related in the past two weeks.
I'm proud of you. Really. Dunno how I missed this.
It seems like chronic cannabis users have a really difficult time ever getting off of it for an extensive amount of time. I dunno what it is about that drug, but if it gives you good effects it seems like people seem to stay in that camp forever. I mean, you can kick it fairly easily (I think) if you want to, but so many seem to have no motivation to get off of it. Life's just better with weed, gnawm sayin'?
Personally, out of the 2 baker's dozen times I've done it including thc lolipops, I've only enjoyed it about maybe 3 times. It's not just that it makes me paranoid sometimes (it doesn't always), it's simply not pleasure to me 4/5 times. It mostly makes me feel retarded and/or nervous. I was around real shitheads most of the time I did it around other people though, so I got bad vibes when I did that.
With 100mg thc lolipops and no tolerance, I would take one and then basically just pass out. One time my dad drove into the ditch so I had to back the car up and out while he was pulling towing it with a short chain hooked onto his pickup. That was interesting. Also, I gave some suckers to my friend and he took them while plowing corn/soybean fields with a john deere. His dad knew he was high but didn't press him lol.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-04-07 at 4:02 PM UTC
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2019-04-07 at 4:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano Solstice, yeah, I have no imtention of doing it everyday, let alone throughout the day. That's a terrible idea. Hydromorphone is a dirt girl if I've ever seen one, I think it would be unfitting to her character if she didn't use her fingers.
It was as bad as it sounds. Imagine dipping your whole index finger into a bag of tianept and eating that whole amount like a fun dip. It was gross as fuck. -
2019-04-07 at 4:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano I'm proud of you. Really. Dunno how I missed this.
It seems like chronic cannabis users have a really difficult time ever getting off of it for an extensive amount of time. I dunno what it is about that drug, but if it gives you good effects it seems like people seem to stay in that camp forever. I mean, you can kick it fairly easily (I think) if you want to, but so many seem to have no motivation to get off of it. Life's just better with weed, gnawm sayin'?
Personally, out of the 2 baker's dozen times I've done it including thc lolipops, I've only enjoyed it about maybe 3 times. It's not just that it makes me paranoid sometimes (it doesn't always), it's simply not pleasure to me 4/5 times. It mostly makes me feel retarded and/or nervous. I was around real shitheads most of the time I did it around other people though, so I got bad vibes when I did that.
With 100mg thc lolipops and no tolerance, I would take one and then basically just pass out. One time my dad drove into the ditch so I had to back the car up and out while he was pulling towing it with a short chain hooked onto his pickup. That was interesting. Also, I gave some suckers to my friend and he took them while plowing corn/soybean fields with a john deere. His dad knew he was high but didn't press him lol.
Hey thanks dude. I realized it was motherfucking me with my depression. I might still get some to smoke on the weekends but smoking during the week was way too easy. I like weed a lot, I think you just need the right environment and people with it. I like to observe the contents of my mind and weed really enables that. I can get lost in thought very easily and I feel like a being of pure will. But being lost in thought can be bad for you. I was thinking too much and doing too little. I also spent like $1500 in the span of two weeks on Uber Eats due to munchies, so I had to clamp down several months ago. But now I'm totally off it for a bit. I'll let my tolerance die a bit, then go back to smoking ounces later, when I'm in a better headspace.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-04-07 at 5:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano Bro, I feel ya. Like, I was itching so bad for some proper relief from pain, which I know you have issues with as well, so I dropped a good amount of multiple opis and woke up feeling great, rested, not wanting to repeat it.
Casper, suboxone really is a lot better and way faster for getting off, I think you might want to at least hook yourself up with a few and try it out. I got off tar dope with 6 days of it. Sometimes you just gotta cut your skin off beneath the bandaid, yaknow?
Solstice, yeah, I have no imtention of doing it everyday, let alone throughout the day. That's a terrible idea. Hydromorphone is a dirt girl if I've ever seen one, I think it would be unfitting to her character if she didn't use her fingers.
I have subs right now, but I'd have to not do methadone for like 10 days to even think of taking one. Took subs for a couple months back in 2014. I can't quite explain it but it just did not work for me. I know everyone's chemistry is different. The withdrawal symptoms were sated,, but the anxiety and racing thoughts were still there like I was in full blown withdrawals. Intermittent sweating. Might have something to do with it vs methadone being full agonist.
In any case I'm doing well so I'm not tripping too hard. Still might switch to subs when I get down to 30mg or so, but if any of you saw the amount of drugs I was doing at the end, it'd make a lot more sense. Not that I'm "exceptional", but for your normal junkie or opiate addict, subs are a godsend. When you're a nearly 400lb walking opiate disposal unit at it for 13 years- might take a different tactic. Went from norcos to opium to heroin, from .4 every week...up to 5 or 6 grams a day+ 8 or 9 OC80s and 8 mg of Ativan at my peak.
Originally posted by Sudo That's good man, opiates are a bitch to kick. It seems a lot of people are switching the suboxone to get off. You'll probably get high on the box for your first couple weeks too. It doesn't rot your bones either and is altogether so much better for you.
I'm going back to wikipedia university next month but I have some trouble on the horizon. I'm so due for a bender it's not funny and part of me can't wait. I feel if I do everything correct in the next month I'll mitigate the damage
As far as I know, the methadone rotting your bones thing is just junkie urban legend -
2019-04-07 at 5:45 PM UTCI knew a guy with no teeth who claimed methadone made them fall out yet didn't think his crack smoking had anything to do with it
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2019-04-07 at 7:01 PM UTC
Originally posted by Common De-mominator Hey thanks dude. I realized it was motherfucking me with my depression. I might still get some to smoke on the weekends but smoking during the week was way too easy. I like weed a lot, I think you just need the right environment and people with it. I like to observe the contents of my mind and weed really enables that. I can get lost in thought very easily and I feel like a being of pure will. But being lost in thought can be bad for you. I was thinking too much and doing too little. I also spent like $1500 in the span of two weeks on Uber Eats due to munchies, so I had to clamp down several months ago. But now I'm totally off it for a bit. I'll let my tolerance die a bit, then go back to smoking ounces later, when I'm in a better headspace.
thanks for the thanks.
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