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Malice's Autopsy Report
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2019-03-21 at 4:51 PM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 4:52 PM UTC
Originally posted by -SpectraL "Oh shit, I may have been on the verge of an eventual seizure and fortunately realized what the symptoms pointed to in time. I've been using a combo of gabapentin, memantine, excessive alcohol (huge perma/natural-tolerance), and etizolam to knock myself out at night due to residual meth in my system, despite only using 5-10mg in the morning, and high stress from finals. Autis.m can cause severe stress and anxiety levels.
Gonna have to wean myself off and take a break from meth. I should have ordered diclazepam in case this scenario occurred."
https://niggasin.space/thread/24566?p=24#post-458023
His last earthy post: https://niggasin.space/thread/25430?p=1#post-460235
lol i didn't know he was a meth gont. misery loves company -
2019-03-21 at 4:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by Fonaplats No, he just moved onto https://newtotse.com/
not posting there. -
2019-03-21 at 4:54 PM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 6:35 PM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 7:07 PM UTCI've started comparing any social misfortune I may have with Malice. If I was even half as unsociable as him I think I would have done the same.
Unemployment is so fucking boring though, how he lasted as long as he did is a miracle. What happened, did his benefits stop which compounded his willingness to die or?
I'm sure he mentioned something about his ankles ready to snap. You fags should have sent him pizza money. -
2019-03-21 at 7:13 PM UTCIf you're bored go ahead and ask Christians why they scream at some people to burn in hell forever. Ask them how murdering someone viciously in this lifetime makes them deserve ETERNAL TORTURE
. They won't ever have a solid answer that you cant immediately fuck with. "Oh uh well God does the judging god will judge them."
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2019-03-21 at 7:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian I've started comparing any social misfortune I may have with Malice. If I was even half as unsociable as him I think I would have done the same.
Unemployment is so fucking boring though, how he lasted as long as he did is a miracle. What happened, did his benefits stop which compounded his willingness to die or?
I'm sure he mentioned something about his ankles ready to snap. You fags should have sent him pizza money.
I mean I was sporadically (most of time) u employed from like....2008-2016. You just don't do shit. I guess technically my job was chasing down heroin every day, but still....it's pretty easy to do when you're fucked up and depressed.
I still don't remember anything about the ankles. It wasn't so much malnourishment as he "apparently" (as per the quotes from his father in the report) had some kind of musculoskeletal problem with his legs/feet.
I offered to send him stuff plenty of times, but he was so paranoid about someone finding out who he was. And I still can't figure out how he got so bad off financially. I'm sure the money situation compounded things. 3 or so years ago, he said he had like 10k put away from bitcoin/selling those gold coins to the dude at the bar. Welfare paid for his food and housing as far as I know, otherwise. Idk how he went from that to only having $300 left to buy Nembutal.
Anyway...yeah I offered to send him drugs and other care package type stuff a few times (before he hinted that he'd use them to kill himself). He never took me up on it. -
2019-03-21 at 7:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ If you're bored go ahead and ask Christians why they scream at some people to burn in hell forever. Ask them how murdering someone viciously in this lifetime makes them deserve ETERNAL TORTURE
. They won't ever have a solid answer that you cant immediately fuck with. "Oh uh well God does the judging god will judge them."
Oh? So shut up.
Because deep down they know that this life is all there is, and when you viciously murder someone here, you've snuffled out their "eternal" soul for good. -
2019-03-21 at 7:44 PM UTCIt's mad reading all his old posts knowing he's dead. He had a lot to give.
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2019-03-21 at 7:52 PM UTCI think his father posted the "Suicide" note above his bed, and the kid actually died accidentally from taking too much shit trying to get to sleep. I mean, why would you blindfold yourself and put earplugs in if you were going to be dead in 20 minutes? Makes no sense, unless someone else put that note there. Sure, he posted the bus had arrived, but that could have meant he was planning on going for treatment the following morning and took an extra dose that night for the nervousness, and then accidentally overdosed.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-21 at 7:54 PM UTC
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2019-03-21 at 7:55 PM UTCWhat was all that about going ER, did his apartment nearly burn down then got sacked?
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2019-03-21 at 8 PM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian What was all that about going ER, did his apartment nearly burn down then got sacked?
More or less? He got gangstalked by a bunch of Mexican mafia members who forced red pills into him last I heard. Then he went to the ER and shaved his head into DeNiros mohawk ala Taxi Driver. 8 months later he rode the one way bus.
I'm actually surprised he didnt do something with a little more fanfare in terms of the suicide. God knows he tried to talk me into doing a mass spree shooting before I kill myself.
Which I will do by the way. Way better than the kebab guy. -
2019-03-21 at 8:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ If you're bored go ahead and ask Christians why they scream at some people to burn in hell forever. Ask them how murdering someone viciously in this lifetime makes them deserve ETERNAL TORTURE
. They won't ever have a solid answer that you cant immediately fuck with. "Oh uh well God does the judging god will judge them."
Oh? So shut up.
Nowhere in the bible does it say there is a hell or any burning fires or anything like that. In fact, it refers to death as sleeping, the "first death", and that's for both the good and the wicked. When it says "Hades" in the bible, it is merely referring to a figurative meaning. You have to read the chapters before and after to get the context. Nowhere in there does it say Hell is real. The Catholic priest dirtbags just came up with that to scare the people enough to make the clergy rich. The bible refers to "Gehenna" and "Hades" as an everlasting burning fire dump of sulfur, the very same sulfur heaps they had burning back in ancient times to dispose of their garbage. The "second death", which comes after the "first death" (just sleeping) only comes on Judgement Day, and the "second death" can be visualized by picturing the white hot sulfur heaps of ancient times, the way the garbage was burnt right up in it, with not a trace left; that is what will happen to all the unrepentant wicked people on Judgement Day, people who have no good in them. Those references were never meant to be literal. And you don't burn in hell in the "second death" either. You just get executed, in a split second. There is no suffering involved. When you read the bible, you always have to check the context and read the full account, and you can't trust fake religions to get the truth and the real answers. -
2019-03-21 at 8:07 PM UTC
Originally posted by -SpectraL Nowhere in the bible does it say there is a hell or any burning fires or anything like that. In fact, it refers to death as sleeping, the "first death", and that's for both the good and the wicked. When it says "Hades" in the bible, it is merely referring to a figurative meaning. You have to read the chapters before and after to get the context. Nowhere in there does it say Hell is real. The Catholic priest dirtbags just came up with that to scare the people enough to make the clergy rich. The bible refers to "Gehenna" and "Hades" as an everlasting burning fire dump of sulfur, the very same sulfur heaps they had burning back in ancient times to dispose of their garbage. The "second death", which comes after the "first death" (just sleeping) only comes on Judgement Day, and the "second death" can be visualized by picturing the white hot sulfur heaps of ancient times, the way the garbage was burnt right up in it, with not a trace left; that is what will happen to all the unrepentant wicked people on Judgement Day, people who have no good in them. Those references were never meant to be literal. And you don't burn in hell in the "second death" either. You just get executed, in a split second. There is no suffering involved. When you read the bible, you always have to check the context and read the full account, and you can't trust fake religions to get the truth and the real answers.
Lake of fire weeping and gnashing of teeth
But you're right.
