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The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-03-12 at 7:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by Octavian I am very curious about your past, no sarcasm. Was the pretending to be gay an attention thing? Your motor skills issue sounds like dyspraxia. Did you get tested?
They're fine now. I was on 8mg xanax a day for 4 years. Prescribed. I don't know why I did what I did, I wanted to project this image of being anyone but myself, so I kind of drew up a character of sorts and acted out the role. Most things I said and projected were lies, basically the polar opposite of my actual self.
That's the most important thing I learned in rehab. Self-actualization amd inner peace.
Gotta get your premises figured out first, and everything else will follow suit exponentially better and easier after that. -
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2019-03-12 at 8:01 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano They're fine now. I was on 8mg xanax a day for 4 years. Prescribed. I don't know why I did what I did, I wanted to project this image of being anyone but myself, so I kind of drew up a character of sorts and acted out the role. Most things I said and projected were lies, basically the polar opposite of my actual self.
That's the most important thing I learned in rehab. Self-actualization amd inner peace.
Gotta get your premises figured out first, and everything else will follow suit exponentially better and easier after that.
How do we know you're not actually really, really gay and NOW you're pretending not to be? -
2019-03-12 at 8:02 PM UTC
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2019-03-12 at 8:06 PM UTCWhatever brosephs
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2019-03-12 at 8:28 PM UTC
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2019-03-12 at 8:29 PM UTCIs it oopsy daisy or oopsy Daisy's or whoopsy daisy or
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2019-03-12 at 8:49 PM UTCOopsie daisy!
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2019-03-12 at 9:59 PM UTCI believe it's actually "whoop there it is".
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2019-03-13 at 12:43 AM UTC
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2019-03-13 at 1:10 AM UTCI'm a fucking retard. Queen of the 'tards as a matter of fact. I don't know how I went through so much dope in 2 days and am still alive.
I fuck up every plan I make. Going to be in WDs tonight, but gonna go meet with my buddy tomorrow to get more. Maybe this time I can actually just do it.
Fuck hope. I don't know why in the fuck I hang on to it. -
2019-03-13 at 2:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I'm a fucking retard. Queen of the 'tards as a matter of fact. I don't know how I went through so much dope in 2 days and am still alive.
I fuck up every plan I make. Going to be in WDs tonight, but gonna go meet with my buddy tomorrow to get more. Maybe this time I can actually just do it.
Fuck hope. I don't know why in the fuck I hang on to it.
I thought they prescribed you stuff so you didnt have to slam whatever that gay halfassed opiate that was that ate up your veins?
How are you making money for H now? -
2019-03-13 at 2:54 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I'm a fucking retard. Queen of the 'tards as a matter of fact. I don't know how I went through so much dope in 2 days and am still alive.
I fuck up every plan I make. Going to be in WDs tonight, but gonna go meet with my buddy tomorrow to get more. Maybe this time I can actually just do it.
Fuck hope. I don't know why in the fuck I hang on to it.
2 hours earlier.. bouncin on an old mexicans cock.. LMAO!!! -
2019-03-13 at 3:05 AM UTC
Originally posted by GHOSTFACE I thought they prescribed you stuff so you didnt have to slam whatever that gay halfassed opiate that was that ate up your veins?
How are you making money for H now?
They don't write what helps/what my tolerance is with this fucked pain management place. I sell my script and use the money to turn around and buy dope.
The dope here is fucking so damn good, at least right now. I swear, no matter how easy I try to go on it, it always catches me, and I hit the floor the first shot, it seems.
I was going to turn my life around, choose life, all that cliché bullshit not that long ago but... fuck that. I'm just gonna hang with my two buddies who helped hold me down when I was dope sick as fuck, and live the degenerate junkie life until I die. Probably of HIV, maybe my infection in my bone (osteomyelitis in femur and knee), or the DVTs/PEs I have going on and won't go away on warfrin alone and I really don't give a fuck about going back to get my INR checked. Fingers crossed for a stroke. -
2019-03-13 at 3:06 AM UTCYou have kids right ?
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