2019-03-13 at 3:55 AM UTC
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
hydro, you sound exactly like a close friend of mine.
I knew the kid since the first grade, and we used to hang out all the time. We started smoking weed at around the same time. Same with drinking. I first did coke with him, and crack too if I recall correctly. We also both did heroin together for our first times.
Fast forward ~15 years later and he's just absolutely dug himself right into a gigantic pit. He has a daily IV meth and heroin habit (speedballing every day). He now steals cars to support his addiction.
Not too long ago, he OD'd on heroin and the gal he was with at the time called 911 and helped rescusitate him.
My friend ended up hating her for it...
For saving his life...
Man, it's fucking tragic to see someone you've known for so long and had so many memories with get to that point where it's fix after fix or death. No alternative options on the table. Heck, they ain't even in the kitchen. Just absolutely unfathomable.
I got close to that point actually. I can be quoted as having said "I'd rather be dead than not be on opiates" on numerous occasions.
It sucks, and I feel so helpless as I watch him continue to descend deeper into that pit.
The farther you fall into it, the harder it is to climb your way out.
But, it's always possible. It might be hard, but it's never impossible.
2019-03-13 at 4:38 AM UTC
Originally posted by GGG
Sorry can't understand Gaelic
You can GAY LICK my dick sweetie
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2019-03-13 at 5:06 AM UTC
I'm picturing two men licking, not sucking, just licking cock. Why am I doing that hmmmm maybe because I'm not gay ?
2019-03-13 at 5:12 AM UTC
GGG
victim of incest
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Originally posted by mmQ
Objectively, do you think they'd be "better off" if she killed herself ?
I didn't think you'd fall for that honestly. She only has a son who's a toddler now.
I don't know enough about the situation anymore. But if she's at all regular in her son's life then no. He's old enough to remember her now. His dad is already a convicted child molester. Junkie prostitute is an upgrade. Could say all sorts of bad things, but yeah, still an upgrade.
Although I still had to fight back the urge to tell her to kill herself. And on that note, kill yourself mq, if you would. Thanks.
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2019-03-13 at 5:19 AM UTC
damn hydro ur making me want to be real sober
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2019-03-13 at 5:22 AM UTC
Originally posted by GGG
I didn't think you'd fall for that honestly. She only has a son who's a toddler now.
I don't know enough about the situation anymore. But if she's at all regular in her son's life then no. He's old enough to remember her now. His dad is already a convicted child molester. Junkie prostitute is an upgrade. Could say all sorts of bad things, but yeah, still an upgrade.
Although I still had to fight back the urge to tell her to kill herself. And on that note, kill yourself mq, if you would. Thanks.
Ha! I didnt think youd honestly fall for me pretending to fall for that. Wow you're really dumb. Kill yourself too.
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2019-03-13 at 5:45 AM UTC
Honestly opiate addiction in particular is just such a dead end road. You don't get anything done. You steal shit and everyone hates you. You're sick and miserable all the time. If I'd known it would be 13 years and not 2 or 4 or 5 years, there's a solid chance I'd have killed myself.
As for now though....I can't even remember why I bothered. I mean the craving sure. But when I was perfectly well and was still using...can't remember why. Barely helped anxiety. Wasted tons of money. Never got anywhere on time. In all the time I did heroin, I don't think I ever watched a movie less than 3 times.
Well if you're gonna suck dicks for dope and share needles with your son, should let me hook you up with someone. You'll get that homie hookup Costco pricing.
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2019-03-13 at 7:59 AM UTC
GGG
victim of incest
[my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
The steak is so much better at 3am
2019-03-13 at 8:05 AM UTC
gadzooks
Dark Matter
[keratinize my mild-tasting blossoming]
Originally posted by CASPER
Honestly opiate addiction in particular is just such a dead end road. You don't get anything done. You steal shit and everyone hates you. You're sick and miserable all the time. If I'd known it would be 13 years and not 2 or 4 or 5 years, there's a solid chance I'd have killed myself.
As for now though….I can't even remember why I bothered. I mean the craving sure. But when I was perfectly well and was still using…can't remember why. Barely helped anxiety. Wasted tons of money. Never got anywhere on time. In all the time I did heroin, I don't think I ever watched a movie less than 3 times.
It's kinda eerie reading other people's experiences that just match up so well with my own.
I have a few friends IRL who are opiate addicts still (I used to be, but I defied all odds and got away from them years ago), and I get this feeling that I can only describe as... a type of disdain or disgust with them. Actually, it's not even restricted entirely to opiate addicts. I know a few people who will spend every last penny they ever get on meth and completely deplete their welfare check in a matter of days.
I empathize. I sympathize. But I still feel this reflexive disgust and contempt for them.
I think it's because I see what I used to be when I look at them. And it just makes me cringe with horror.
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2019-03-13 at 10:24 AM UTC
Xeljanz can approve the appearance of your intestinal lining , a commercial just told me.
2019-03-13 at 10:30 AM UTC
You better get on it Mq. Every woman wants a man with pretty intestines.
2019-03-13 at 10:35 AM UTC
If your tongue was your money would you then wish to invest in my small intestine?
2019-03-13 at 10:37 AM UTC
You’re investing in it, I just wanna see the final product. Here I’ll get an endoscope.
