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The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition

  1. #61
    Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING V: A Cat-Girl/Boy Under Every Bed
    https://sanctionedsuicide.com/threads/going-to-kill-myself-tommorow.987/


    Originally posted by MORALLY SUPERIOR BEING V: A Cat-Girl/Boy Under Every Bed
    https://sanctionedsuicide.com/threads/going-to-kill-myself-tommorow.987/

    That wasn't Malice, try to keep up. Mice's real user was his reddit name I'm pretty sure, but we did the song and dance with that poor guy, and it wasn't even him lol.
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  3. #63
    Reading pg 3

    &,$& Chri** (praise him) how did you guys forget Malice speppe thread already? Like.. the link to the profile that clearly WAS him was posted right in that thread after we determined malice1 was NOT him.

    It was incredibly coincident that both malice and that guy both killed themselves at the same time, and it was also VERY interestin


    Oh my God.


    ...

    Oh my god, he might not be dead.

    Ok, ok, here is speculation be warned.

    So the user who found Malice1 was "Doofusrick" who I believed at the time was genuinely a lurker who just came here to read malice, and I guess sophie because he said so. He commented aon malice's drug threads a couple times long before the sepp.

    Doofusrick ALSO found malice's real SS profile, which is clearly the malice by the writing and contents, and especially that it was his reddit name IIRC. I'm sure someone here still has it.

    Basically I accepted that doofusrick was actually just a malice lurker, as he was the of the biggest show pony's for myself coming back here as well. It makes sense.

    Logging this...

    I now think there's a good chance doofusrick may have been malice. I think it's more liekly that it wasn't, but I never thought of it the other way before.

    Seriously, how did you guys forget all of this so quickly?
  4. #64
    The thing about Malice is that, I basically started posting on this forum was to talk some sense into him.

    I told him incessantly that if he wanted to get better he would need to stop trying to look for the magic pharmaceutical bullet, and actually try to change his behavior. He wouldn't see me on that.

    I DID however get him to believe that his chemical schemes were pointless and that they would never work, especially after he had a honeymoon with meth, all gee gawed about it, and I told him it's not gonna be helping much in a couple weeks. He didn't believe me, but once he saw I was right, and also that everything else I was saying was right, he began giving up hope in pharms.

    Then he got very, very depressed.

    Then he got suicidal for a long period of time.

    Then he caught a ride.

    I honest to God think that if I started posting here, it would at least have delayed his departure, as I helped him take away his own hope through reason. I still don't know how I feel about that.
  5. #65
    Also, I am malice.

    Hiya!
  6. #66
    GHOSTFACE Yung Blood
    I mean whether he's dead or not is kind of irrelevant. I offered to meet in person, and he didn't want to. For me, he's really just a proxy for the hundreds of thousands of miserable people that just don't see a way out, and end up signing off permanently. And god knows I've felt like that. Shaking, sick, in my bed with a pillowcase that smelled like stale sweat and bile....not a single dollar to my name. The house dead silent after being screamed at for a solid hour. Staring at the same wall that I scratched little pictures into as a 10 year old.... I just felt like time had stood still and left me behind, and that the fucked up truth no one had ever bothered to clue me in on- is that it's very possible to make a series of decisions so devastating that there's no coming back from that. I bought a gun for the express purpose of killing myself. I knew when I finally worked up the courage, I needed to have it there, like a security blanket. I've posted the plan I worked out before.

    I get it.

    And it sucks that people can get that unhappy.

    It's not about HIM really. It wouldn't be the first time someone faked some fucked up shit online. But it's kind of irrelevant.

    Idk. I'm searching LA coroners records right now. Like I said I'm sure it'd be possible to figure out if anyone gave a fuck enough to take the time. Lanny,would you be able to pull IP addresses or some kinda hax? I thought it was Pomona, but even just knowing the exact city would help.
  7. #67
    GHOSTFACE Yung Blood
    Oh fuck.


    Fuckkkk

    I feel sick.
  8. #68
    GHOSTFACE Yung Blood
    God damnit you fucking loser.

    I'm crying.
  9. #69
    GHOSTFACE Yung Blood
    Fuck.

    I didn't need this shit today.

    Still shitting on everyone from beyond the grave. You'd be thrilled.
  10. #70
    Grylls Cum Looking Faggot [abrade this vocal tread-softly]
    r u ok?
  11. #71
    GHOSTFACE Yung Blood
    I found his coroners report.
  12. #72
    Grylls Cum Looking Faggot [abrade this vocal tread-softly]
    omg
  13. #73
    GHOSTFACE Yung Blood
    I didn't think I would. It's been so long, I just figured it'd be more nothing.
  14. #74
    GHOSTFACE Yung Blood
    Fuck this. I'm not dealing with this today. I'm just not.
  15. #75
    Grylls Cum Looking Faggot [abrade this vocal tread-softly]
    hey sit down, calm down, take a sip of water

    deep breaths
  16. #76
    Alice Yung Blood
    Please respect my feminine identity.

    I will live on forever in your memories oni chan.

  17. #77
    Octavian motherfucker
    I'm convinced all Japs are predators.
  18. #78
    Alice Yung Blood
    Never forget my words brothers!

    Come join me in paradise where you can microdose weed and nardil all day long

    Originally posted by Alice It reminds of the anime Welcome to the NHK. Once you actually break out it's so obvious that everything was in your head, and now you're completely alone in the world and will have to grapple with these issues for the rest of your life.
    Oh god, my life is so fucking sad. I just want to go to bed to continue breaking down crying and I don't even have a cat to give me some semblance of company. For about the past three years the only person who's pretty much ever contacted my had been my landlord, I've literally never spoken to anyone so I sure as hell don't have anyone now.
  19. #79
    Can't believe this site is still a thing. Anyways, tinychat.com/tinybltc
  20. #80
    Malice isn't dead I just smoked crack with him a few days ago

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