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The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-12-04 at 5:33 PM UTC
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2018-12-04 at 8 PM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice Dopesick/mentally
Sure, and that's why they admitted me... Again, right? Couldn't be my white blood cells are through the roof from infection of my femur, or the clots still present in both legs, or fucking the fact that my hemoglobin in down relatively low (8.6) atm could it? -
2018-12-04 at 8:02 PM UTC
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2018-12-04 at 8:45 PM UTC
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2018-12-04 at 10:24 PM UTCWell, the floor wouldn't take me unless I submitted to a search.
I'm a fucking ninja, so of course I'm not gonna let them find my shit. You'd be proud of how I hid my shit, although I'm not going to disclose for a while how I managed it. It didn't go up my ass if you're wondering. I also scared security (whom really did mean well- and frankly, they didn't wanna be going through my shit as much as I didn't want them to. They were doing their job, and were not assholes about it.)
I'm just proud I'm a ninja and had a feeling this was coming (but literally only had 5mins to get shit hid).
Frankly, I wanted to AMA out of principle but.. Meh.. Fuck life.
My favorite little resident (I was his first "patient" back when my knee surgeries took place is doing his turn in the ER) he saw me and came and chatted with me for a while. We had a little chat and since he wants to go into Psych I gave him some Malice tidbits to do his homework on. He's cool as shit. He's gonna make a good doctor/psychiatrist one day (he's on the fence if he wants to specialize in optomology or go into Psych... I told him go for optomology). He's really reasonable and actually holds the opinion on drugs as I do. We need more doctors like this kid in the world. -
2018-12-04 at 10:29 PM UTCYou don't really sound like you are even trying to help yourself.
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2018-12-04 at 10:32 PM UTCSmokin my friend Mary Johannes
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2018-12-04 at 10:46 PM UTC
Originally posted by -SpectraL You don't really sound like you are even trying to help yourself.
I want to be out of pain. That's it. All their bullshit isn't going to help that. Frankly, I wouldn't mind dying. That would be optimal. I must admit, I am scared, and even more scared of screwing up royally as I've screwed up many times in the past, but if I could just blip out of existence, that would be ideal.
I'm at least here humoring them with their shitty IV antibiotics, and entertaining surgery, so... That's more "helping myself" than I'd be getting curled up dying at home. Me IVing my dillys isn't causing any more harm to me anyway. I just don't want to suffer in pain. Shit, I still am doing that, but at least I'm not shitting my pants in WDs. -
2018-12-04 at 10:47 PM UTCBANANAS
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2018-12-04 at 11:09 PM UTCPAGE 300
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2018-12-04 at 11:10 PM UTCOne fitty
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2018-12-04 at 11:13 PM UTCBansc
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2018-12-04 at 11:14 PM UTCuban
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2018-12-04 at 11:22 PM UTChey fu
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2018-12-04 at 11:25 PM UTCban trisexuals
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2018-12-04 at 11:30 PM UTCbeeep boop
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2018-12-04 at 11:32 PM UTCYou could end up as a human vegetable.
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2018-12-04 at 11:39 PM UTC