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The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-06-04 at 11:18 PM UTCMalice could easily get laid if he wasn't autistic.
His face isn't great but girls don't really care that much in my experience, especially if you have a good body and some charm.
Malice has taken decent care of his body, and if he hits the gym and gains back his peak form, he would be somewhat physically attractive, and would be solidly capable of smashing tier 3/4 pussy (3 to 6 out of tens)
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2018-06-04 at 11:22 PM UTC
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2018-06-04 at 11:24 PM UTCSPLOO DOESN'T HOLD AN EMERALD
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2018-06-05 at 12:19 AM UTC
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2018-06-05 at 12:44 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Fair enough. I mean I'm not surprised you feel like shit. You wallow in your feels all day long without any stimulation or new experiences or even face-to-face contact with other human beings. I mean I've been in that exact position, and I know which things made it worse, and which made it better. And even if I don't feel the best I've ever felt at this particular moment, I'm grateful for the attributes I do have, the opportunities I have, and the possibilities that are open to me if I keep cultivating myself in a positive direction. If I ever get to a point where I feel like I'm objectively out of options, yeah- suicide isn't unreasonable. I don't think most people here feel it is. But someone healthy and in the prime of their life harping on this shit is all kinds of retarded.
Is this one of those autistic things where you get stuck in thought loops about very specific topics, like dinosaurs or some shit?
RNS
*Sigh* more unwanted advice incoming..
Life is about riding the waves, when you're up build up yo shit up so when you're down the money got you safe and sound crib car and everything. -
2018-06-05 at 5:31 AM UTCPeople who don't use amphetamines, methylphenidates, or at the very least afinils during finals period are either genetically blessed or fucking suckers. Meth makes it so easy.
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2018-06-05 at 5:44 AM UTCI'm about to have almost everything I need for the perfect suicide. The only thing left that hasn't been ordered and won't soon be arriving is a fentanyl patch.
I'm not saying it's decisive, it's just nice to have the option. I don't like guns for suicide and can't legally own them for like 4-1/2 years anyway. Combining a huge dose of flubromazolam with a very strong fentanyl patch could be just as good, but I'm not certain if the CNS depression is enough compared to barbiturates, whether there are any critical differences that could lead to some form of suffering. I should really research this and ask. -
2018-06-05 at 5:58 AM UTC
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2018-06-05 at 6:04 AM UTCSo much to ponder and read. The only reason I see to stay alive is to attain certainty if there's a reason to continue living. I feel confident that there isn't and that there's no difference between assimilation and annihilation by an artificial intelligence, that human morality will not stand up to scrutiny, we have no moral obligations, and that to die as soon as possible is best from an individual point of view.
“Hell is truth seen too late.” - Hobbes
“It is not worth the bother of killing yourself, since you always kill yourself too late.” - Cioran
Mystery. Another way to put it, as a reason to live. I am entirely disillusioned and unenamored with this world, the banality of it, the human condition and its nature, biological reality, and how things move at snail's pace. I want to meet extraterrestrials and ask them the one question that I believe would be worth asking, "Why do you continue to live?"
Maybe one day I'll regain some of my old self and continue my self-experimentation, since I have so little regard for my life, such a strong death drive. -
2018-06-05 at 6:04 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I'm about to have almost everything I need for the perfect suicide. The only thing left that hasn't been ordered and won't soon be arriving is a fentanyl patch.
I'm not saying it's decisive, it's just nice to have the option. I don't like guns for suicide and can't legally own them for like 4-1/2 years anyway. Combining a huge dose of flubromazolam with a very strong fentanyl patch could be just as good, but I'm not certain if the CNS depression is enough compared to barbiturates, whether there are any critical differences that could lead to some form of suffering. I should really research this and ask.
Stop harshing my mellow, faggot.
I feel like drugs are a wishy washy way to commit suicide. They can reverse opioids, resuscitate you mechanically if need be. Just a lot of variables. Gun- you're done. They're not going to be able to glue parts of brain matter back together. But most people don't like that mental image of themselves. -
2018-06-05 at 6:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice So much to ponder and read. The only reason I see to stay alive is to attain certainty if there's a reason to continue living. I feel confident that there isn't and that there's no difference between assimilation and annihilation by an artificial intelligence, that human morality will not stand up to scrutiny, we have no moral obligations, and that to die as soon as possible is best from an individual point of view.
“Hell is truth seen too late.” - Hobbes
“It is not worth the bother of killing yourself, since you always kill yourself too late.” - Cioran
Mystery. Another way to put it, as a reason to live. I am entirely disillusioned and unenamored with this world, the banality of it, the human condition and its nature, biological reality, and how things move at snail's pace. I want to meet extraterrestrials and ask them the one question that I believe would be worth asking, "Why do you continue to live?"
Maybe one day I'll regain some of my old self and continue my self-experimentation, since I have so little regard for my life, such a strong death drive.
At least be like the Norwegian (?) dude in The Sound of Insects (?) who starved himself to death in a tent in the forest. After a little over a month, he realized he wanted to live, but he was so deteriorated and mentally fucked that he couldn't even lift his body anymore,. He kept a journal of the whole process. Really fucking depressing, but interesting. Figured I'd return the favor. -
2018-06-05 at 6:12 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER I was gonna say- sounds like there's plenty of jerkin going on.
Le petite mort.
Quite honestly, I masturbated a few days ago for the first time in some time, then tried again the next day to see the effects, and this phrase was what immediately came to mind upon orgasm. Something feels wrong with it.
I have an evolutionary theory as to why this and premature ejaculation (I really doubt human beings evolved to naturally last very long to begin with.) occur, why nofap can have positive effects, and the biological correlations, such as the effect serotonin has.
Basically for the beta male the rare chance of reproduction, rape being far more prolific throughout our species' history, likely came with increased danger from beta males, those that had some attraction to or were in an ongoing relation with the female, or simply the tribe if it was through rape. Low status may be correlated with low serotonin, makes sense to ejaculate as soon as possible, as pair bonding isn't prioritized. This can lead to the post-orgasm anxiety, possibly mediated by prolactin and possibly other neurological modulations, along with a drop in testosterone levels and all the effects that has. To a certain point, AFAIK, it does seem established that testosterone levels rise if you refrain from masturbation/orgasm. I don't know if they've studied whether the effect varies if the orgasm was attained by masturbation or sex. -
2018-06-05 at 6:14 AM UTCsend nude
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2018-06-05 at 6:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Stop harshing my mellow, faggot.
I feel like drugs are a wishy washy way to commit suicide. They can reverse opioids, resuscitate you mechanically if need be. Just a lot of variables. Gun- you're done. They're not going to be able to glue parts of brain matter back together. But most people don't like that mental image of themselves.
No mess or grotesque traumatizing image left behind (Although you could avoid this. Some people recommend simply wrapping your head in a thick blanket or something, and you could ever put yourself in a body bag). There's also the natural fear response. Incredibly loud, knowing, being able to visualize, what it does to your body. Yeah, it's over before you can feel anything if done right. The impulsiveness is a negative factor for me, though. I want to be absolutely certain about it.
Originally posted by CASPER At least be like the Norwegian (?) dude in The Sound of Insects (?) who starved himself to death in a tent in the forest. After a little over a month, he realized he wanted to live, but he was so deteriorated and mentally fucked that he couldn't even lift his body anymore,. He kept a journal of the whole process. Really fucking depressing, but interesting. Figured I'd return the favor.
That sounds fascinating. I thought of doing the exact same thing. A test of my resolve, total renunciation, and the possibility of attaining critical insights after spending such a prolonged period in meditation, having fully accepted death. Schopenhauer claimed that this was the one form of suicide he respected, although I believe his views were flawed. I won't discuss it, I doubt anyone else here is interested, except maybe RisiR. If you don't wish for a better life, for less suffering, but simply deny the will to live and choose to return to the void, then why not avoid all the pain and wait and do it as efficiently as possible? -
2018-06-05 at 6:20 AM UTCI just woke up
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2018-06-05 at 2:55 PM UTCThis shit dings :
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2018-06-05 at 5:48 PM UTCDo you have a sense of humor? Do you laugh at stuff?
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2018-06-05 at 11:57 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
