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2018-06-04 at 6:45 PM UTCI'm black, Finny. Do you really want to fap to the picture of a black man?
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2018-06-04 at 7:10 PM UTC
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2018-06-04 at 7:15 PM UTCYou're a fucking coalburner.
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2018-06-04 at 7:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER A cursory read of that thing seems like earlier death to avoid pain is preferable. It seems to account for a normal human life with generalized milestones for pain and pleasure events. They don't take into account someone otherwise healthy and fit in mind and body, whose pain is almost entirely self imposed, and a result of unwillingness or fear of taking part. And if you were to actually to apply yourself to something, you might find a joy in service and usefulness. Not to mention the amount of attention, money, effort that went into growing you to your current state.
Ugh. This is so fucking tedious. Lol. At this point it seems like a rhetorical argument more than anything.
You won't understand the argument.
It's also not entirely self-inflected since I was suffering greatly before all this happened due to various factors (Not the life I needed, autism and related problems such as chronic depression that's mild at least, low basal hedonic tone (how well you feel in a neutral state), and low hedonic response (how much pleasure/positive emotion you receive.).
There's going to be a gap between the end of the spring semester and the beginning of summer. I'll tell you what, I'll take you up on your offer to show me a day that demonstrates the things in life I've missed out on which may make it bearable/worth living. Not worth living because I'm happy, but because the lifestyle change makes life feel bearable enough.
I feel self conscious because I don't have any nice clothes, though, due to losing everything due to that series of events that gang member started.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-06-04 at 7:22 PM UTCTake me with you, please.
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2018-06-04 at 7:23 PM UTCBased on your idea of fashion, you probably never had nice clothes lol.
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2018-06-04 at 7:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by RisiR † Hey, Malice, you should post your bodybuilding-days picture and get some egoboostin from the ladies here. You must have super low Test right now.
That was one of the possibilities I considered for what triggered depression. Once the PTSD (There's evidence it significantly raises test, and I noticed symptoms that definitely align with this) began to go away, particularly with the help of benzos, it may have plummeted, along with the pain of PTSD no longer being the main focus, but the much worse issues related to depression (weltschmerz) taking top priority and leading to a return of a downward cycle. -
2018-06-04 at 7:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice There are rational reasons to commit suicide even if you are genuinely happy.
And I don't think the world has ever felt the way you describe it, CASPER.
It probably is neurologically based, but I need to be clear when I say that even if I was a very happy reclusive monk in a third world country I would still see reasons to commit suicide regardless of whether you are happy.
This is the most pretentious thing I've ever read.
"Hi, I'm Malice and I know what other people feel because I'm omniscient and speak for the entire human race."
Fyi, people in 3rd world countries who have nothing are some of the happiest people on earth. They love life and being alive far more than most uf us who have, comparatively speaking, everything.
And for your stautistical pleasure, 3rd world countries by and large have very low suicide rates, whereas developed countries have far higher rates and 2nd world countries (former USSR, communist countries, etc.) have the highest. Hell, South Korea is #2. -
2018-06-04 at 7:28 PM UTC
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2018-06-04 at 7:31 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano This is the most pretentious thing I've ever read.
"Hi, I'm Malice and I know what other people feel because I'm omniscient and speak for the entire human race."
Fyi, people in 3rd world countries who have nothing are some of the happiest people on earth. They love life and being alive far more than most uf us who have, comparatively speaking, everything.
And for your stautistical pleasure, 3rd world countries by and large have very low suicide rates, whereas developed countries have far higher rates and 2nd world countries (former USSR, communist countries, etc.) have the highest. Hell, South Korea is #2.
Completely missed the point in that I do not accept the validity of happiness or the pursuit of it as a sole reason to continue to exist. -
2018-06-04 at 7:48 PM UTCBody pics! Body pics! Body pics!
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2018-06-04 at 7:51 PM UTC
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2018-06-04 at 7:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano This is the most pretentious thing I've ever read.
"Hi, I'm Malice and I know what other people feel because I'm omniscient and speak for the entire human race."
Fyi, people in 3rd world countries who have nothing are some of the happiest people on earth. They love life and being alive far more than most uf us who have, comparatively speaking, everything.
And for your stautistical pleasure, 3rd world countries by and large have very low suicide rates, whereas developed countries have far higher rates and 2nd world countries (former USSR, communist countries, etc.) have the highest. Hell, South Korea is #2.
if that were true the handsome and well tanned individuals would stay in their own shitholes and not invade white countries at the behest of the kikenjuden -
2018-06-04 at 7:53 PM UTC
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2018-06-04 at 8:43 PM UTC
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2018-06-04 at 8:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice You won't understand the argument.
It's also not entirely self-inflected since I was suffering greatly before all this happened due to various factors (Not the life I needed, autism and related problems such as chronic depression that's mild at least, low basal hedonic tone (how well you feel in a neutral state), and low hedonic response (how much pleasure/positive emotion you receive.).
There's going to be a gap between the end of the spring semester and the beginning of summer. I'll tell you what, I'll take you up on your offer to show me a day that demonstrates the things in life I've missed out on which may make it bearable/worth living. Not worth living because I'm happy, but because the lifestyle change makes life feel bearable enough.
I feel self conscious because I don't have any nice clothes, though, due to losing everything due to that series of events that gang member started.
Fair enough. I mean I'm not surprised you feel like shit. You wallow in your feels all day long without any stimulation or new experiences or even face-to-face contact with other human beings. I mean I've been in that exact position, and I know which things made it worse, and which made it better. And even if I don't feel the best I've ever felt at this particular moment, I'm grateful for the attributes I do have, the opportunities I have, and the possibilities that are open to me if I keep cultivating myself in a positive direction. If I ever get to a point where I feel like I'm objectively out of options, yeah- suicide isn't unreasonable. I don't think most people here feel it is. But someone healthy and in the prime of their life harping on this shit is all kinds of retarded.
Is this one of those autistic things where you get stuck in thought loops about very specific topics, like dinosaurs or some shit? -
2018-06-04 at 8:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by infinityshock if that were true the handsome and well tanned individuals would stay in their own shitholes and not invade white countries at the behest of the kikenjuden
No...they're pretty happy in their squalor. They're also just predisposed to want what everyone else has, in addition to theirs. Hence all that rape. -
2018-06-04 at 9:45 PM UTC
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2018-06-04 at 10:28 PM UTCThis is a lot stronger than I remember. I can barely type this or read anything.
I might have had a bit too much Benzo powder. -
2018-06-04 at 10:43 PM UTC
