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2018-04-24 at 4:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by the pat-man this is going to sound very platitudinous but when i was all fucked up after years of drug abuse i found time consuming outdoor activities to help with the depression, fishing, kayaking, shit like that. ever consider that instead of whacking your neurons with more synthetics?
I think I read he got lost in a state park one time for 2 days and masturbated -
2018-04-24 at 4:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by the pat-man this is going to sound very platitudinous but when i was all fucked up after years of drug abuse i found time consuming outdoor activities to help with the depression, fishing, kayaking, shit like that. ever consider that instead of whacking your neurons with more synthetics?
Doesn’t work for. Unfortunately my chronic depression is severely treatment resistant. I’ve failed everything short of ECT.
Some people just loose the genetic lottery and were unfortunate enough to be born in a time without adequate treatments. Life has never felt right for me.
Eventually you need to accept that and decide it’s time to go.
I’ll consider using 5-10mg of meth once a day, and I’ll either give it until the end of the spring of winter semester, a year at most, and then I’ll decide.
It most likely won’t work, which is why I wrote that I would prefer to pass as soon as possible as opposed to trying in vain.
Maybe I’ll take a few months of being on meth or 2-FMA and just devote my time to studying philosophy and the suicide project. -
2018-04-24 at 4:31 PM UTC
Originally posted by the pat-man this is going to sound very platitudinous but when i was all fucked up after years of drug abuse i found time consuming outdoor activities to help with the depression, fishing, kayaking, shit like that. ever consider that instead of whacking your neurons with more synthetics?
I’ve tried it many times, spending entire says going far off trail in regional parks in the Bay area. It only feels futile, endless repetition, like you’re looking for something that just isn’t there. It changes nothing. -
2018-04-24 at 4:33 PM UTCMalice, I'm sorry to hear you've got to considering suicide.
I agree with pat-man, try to find something to engage you.
I'm not one to talk too much as I am pretty dependant on opioid pain relievers but I like to think I'm high functioning. I'm definitely not as depressed as I used to be. I get out and work part time now, se friends and have resparked some of my old hobbies. I still have bad episodes though of dissociation and mania, occasionally depression -
2018-04-24 at 4:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I’ve tried it many times, spending entire says going far off trail in regional parks in the Bay area. It only feels futile, endless repetition, like you’re looking for something that just isn’t there. It changes nothing.
p sure this guy lives in the bay area, have you ever tried fishing? i never was a fan but a friend got me started when i was like 25 and I have to say it's a fucking blast -
2018-04-24 at 5:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice This is different. Ideally I would live not for happiness, but as a self sacrifice.
Don't you get annoyed when somebody always justifies their inane bullshit by saying "Well in my case it's different." "Well yeah, but I'm not like those other people who do that; my reasons are actually blahblah." And yet you can't conflate that obnoxious bullshit in other people with what you're doing right now and always do, with all kindsa different shit? You're that guy/chick who does that shit. That's you. That's how everyone sees you when you say shit like that, especially since you do it every other post. -
2018-04-24 at 5:15 PM UTC
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery Don't you get annoyed when somebody always justifies their inane bullshit by saying "Well in my case it's different." "Well yeah, but I'm not like those other people who do that; my reasons are actually blahblah." And yet you can't conflate that obnoxious bullshit in other people with what you're doing right now and always do, with all kindsa different shit? You're that guy/chick who does that shit. That's you. That's how everyone sees you when you say shit like that, especially since you do it every other post.
you're like a sexy 4 y/o shitting her panties -
2018-04-24 at 5:17 PM UTC
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2018-04-24 at 5:58 PM UTC
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2018-04-24 at 8:46 PM UTCkilling a dog humanely and for a good reason is my edgiest invention yet
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2018-04-24 at 9:50 PM UTC
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2018-04-24 at 11:20 PM UTChi guiseThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-04-24 at 11:22 PM UTCLady GaGa is so F'ing dreamy :
The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-04-24 at 11:23 PM UTC
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2018-04-24 at 11:24 PM UTC
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2018-04-24 at 11:25 PM UTC
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2018-04-24 at 11:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER hi guise
SEND ME METH!
Typical, you meet a girl and completely forget about everyone else.
I had to drop another class due to a lack of ADD medication and they told me it could take months to see a psychiatrist.
I was just about to start looking for a recommended vendor and then this happen: https://www.deepdotweb.com/2018/04/24/sorting-trough-the-dread-olympus-drama/
The forum everyone migrated to after various subreddits got taken down just went down itself. I need it now!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-04-24 at 11:49 PM UTCshe said "i feel no shame" in her song and i processed it and it sent me into a spiral of analysis of why i processed it as having significance and it always leads back to memories of processing it wtf is my mind
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2018-04-25 at 12:04 AM UTCBitches and shit
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2018-04-25 at 12:19 AM UTCIf I kill Casper's girlfriend...I can take advantage of his emotionally vulnerable state to get drugs...
No, no, that's too far. I could just track her down and sabotage the relationship.
