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Suicidal thoughts

  1. 2018-03-15 at 9:06 PM UTC
    #21
    Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Fox Paws I acknowledge that there’s a lot of fucking delusional people out there and I’d have to be pretty well far gone before I became anything remotely like them. Nothing is meaningful to me. I’m a nihilist. Also love is shit

    Have you studied antinatalism? I'd highly recommend reading "Better Never to Have Been" by David Benatar and "Essays and Aphorisms" by Arthur Schopenhauer.

    This is likely the best introduction to the latter author.

    https://ebooks.adelaide.edu.au/s/schopenhauer/arthur/pessimism/chapter2.html
  2. 2018-03-15 at 9:11 PM UTC
    #22
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Originally posted by Xlite Is your instinct to survive without meaning?

    Yes. It’s fucked up I know.

    Even though I think everything is meaningless, if there is a god and he put a button in front of me and said that if I don’t press it I will live a normal life and eventually die naturally and my consciousness will cease to exist, or I can press it and kill every living being in the universe but I would be guaranteed to survive forever, I would press it.

    Originally posted by Malice This is exactly how I genuinely feel, although I may be recovering.

    You make enough to afford it, have you thought about giving transcranial magnetic stimulation a try? It's absolutely fascinating. If I was able to afford it or it was available through insurance I would do so without hesitation. You're intelligent enough to do your own research. This is nothing like standard antidepressant medications and therapy, which I consider absolute garbage (except for MAOIs, but you have to be able to handle the effect on norepinephrine, which I can't).

    I’ve looked into the magnetic stimulation. It’s definitely interesting. Never tried antidepressants or therapy and never would.
  3. 2018-03-15 at 9:15 PM UTC
    #23
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Originally posted by Malice Have you studied antinatalism? I'd highly recommend reading "Better Never to Have Been" by David Benatar and "Essays and Aphorisms" by Arthur Schopenhauer.

    This is likely the best introduction to the latter author.

    https://ebooks.adelaide.edu.au/s/schopenhauer/arthur/pessimism/chapter2.html

    Not really, except for what you’ve written on here. I guess if I had to sum up my feelings on it, I tend to agree, UNLESS they can come up with some technological way to live forever. Even then that’s a pretty hard sell. I mean what will happen in a hundred trillion years (or WHATEVER) when the universe ends. Something for me to reflect on for sure
  4. 2018-03-15 at 9:16 PM UTC
    #24
    HTS highlight reel
    Since I was like 12. I tried to kill myself a couple times - hanging, overdose, etc. Rope snapped, benzos and alcohol are shitty for suicide. *sigh*
  5. 2018-03-15 at 9:23 PM UTC
    #25
    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
    I've never once even considered suicide my entire life. It's the furthest thing from my mind. And I've been to hell and back a few times. Suicide is for losers, which I ain't.
  6. 2018-03-15 at 9:36 PM UTC
    #26
    Xlite African Astronaut
    Originally posted by -SpectraL Suicide is for losers, which I ain't.

    https://niggasin.space/thread/21598
    This thread disagrees with you
    The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
  7. 2018-03-15 at 9:42 PM UTC
    #27
    BlueWarlock Yung Blood
    Originally posted by BRiCK its not allowed to know how to die.

    the jedis will spend your whole life teaching you how to die tho.

    Did the FBI let you back on their force.. or did you split country to like Denmark?
  8. 2018-03-15 at 10:36 PM UTC
    #28
    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
    Originally posted by Xlite https://niggasin.space/thread/21598
    This thread disagrees with you

    Hey! You wanna play too, huh?
  9. 2018-03-15 at 10:40 PM UTC
    #29
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Originally posted by -SpectraL Hey! You wanna play too, huh?

    You can't play if you've already lost
  10. 2018-03-15 at 10:51 PM UTC
    #30
    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
    Originally posted by Fox Paws You can't play if you've already lost

    I haven't lost anything.
  11. 2018-03-15 at 10:53 PM UTC
    #31
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Originally posted by -SpectraL I haven't lost anything.

    Said the loser
    The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
  12. 2018-03-15 at 11:06 PM UTC
    #32
    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
    Originally posted by Fox Paws Said the loser

    The only losers here are the ones crying about their dire need to end their miserable lives and tell everyone about it.
  13. 2018-03-15 at 11:11 PM UTC
    #33
    infinityshock Black Hole
    Originally posted by Malice There have been multiple times in the past where I've reached levels of dysphoria so severe I was on the verge of calling 911 simply because of how unbearable the suffering was.

    911 calls are public record.

    thats going to be some hilarity when it gets posted
  14. 2018-03-15 at 11:16 PM UTC
    #34
    Xlite African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Fox Paws Even though I think everything is meaningless, if there is a god and he put a button in front of me and said that if I don’t press it I will live a normal life and eventually die naturally and my consciousness will cease to exist, or I can press it and kill every living being in the universe but I would be guaranteed to survive forever, I would press it.

    So you would rather live forever tormented by never ending pain and suffering? or do you think killing off the universe will make you feel better?
    I kinda get what you're saying. I would totally press the button as well but i wouldn't wanna hang around for the aftermath. Being the only living thing in the universe forever seems kinda sucky.
  15. 2018-03-15 at 11:17 PM UTC
    #35
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Originally posted by Xlite So you would rather live forever tormented by never ending pain and suffering? or do you think killing off the universe will make you feel better?
    I kinda get what you're saying. I would totally press the button as well but i wouldn't wanna hang around for the aftermath. Being the only living thing in the universe forever seems kinda sucky.

    The first one. I'm generally against killing, but would do it for the right price.
  16. 2018-03-15 at 11:18 PM UTC
    #36
    Xlite African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Fox Paws The first one. I'm generally against killing, but would do it for the right price.

    Which is?
  17. 2018-03-15 at 11:28 PM UTC
    #37
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Originally posted by Xlite Which is?

    To kill all living beings in the universe? Eternal life.

    To kill one person? Probably 50 grand
  18. 2018-03-15 at 11:34 PM UTC
    #38
    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    Many times. Almost every day, actually. I don't know why, my life is not bad or anything. But it all seems so pointless. Waking up seems like a chore some days.
  19. 2018-03-15 at 11:46 PM UTC
    #39
    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]
    Maybe it's just because you are so determined to be a useless person in life.
  20. 2018-03-16 at 12:58 AM UTC
    #40
    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
    Says the most useless person here
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