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2018-03-10 at 1:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Yes! Absolutely. It can feel so fucking good your brain will begin to build a positive association, especially if you combine this with NSI-189.
NSI-189 makes you feel incredible when combined with something like HIIT or heavy weight lifting. It's like a long lasting hypomanic effect. I can only imagine how good you would feel if you combined the two.
I'm definitely going to try stacking them before an intense workout later on.
Malice, I kid with you sometimes but in truth, I do respect your opinion on drugs. I would try this combination (Semax + NSI-189) out for myself as I happen to have the funds at the moment, but it sounds too close to mania, or kindling, at the very least, and my therapist would probably rightfully give me shit about doing this. -
2018-03-10 at 1:17 AM UTC
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2018-03-10 at 1:22 AM UTC
Originally posted by Zanick Malice, I kid with you sometimes but in truth, I do respect your opinion on drugs. I would try this combination (Semax + NSI-189) out for myself as I happen to have the funds at the moment, but it sounds too close to mania, or kindling, at the very least, and my therapist would probably rightfully give me shit about doing this.
Yeah, I did recall that you're bipolar.
Well, sucks to be you. Fortunately I'm pretty sure I can handle it. Unless I end up having my first full blown manic episode and it gets beyond my control... -
2018-03-10 at 1:24 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-03-10 at 1:36 AM UTC
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2018-03-10 at 1:44 AM UTC
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2018-03-10 at 1:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by -SpectraL Only 8 to 10 people in the world have survived rabies with the vaccination. The odds of hydro being one of them are about 950 million to one.
Yeah, I am aware, and agree, and I believe too, those "survivors" are pretty fucked up, like vegetable style fucked up.
I DID NOT EVERY HAVE RABIES. Can you people fucking read? I was EXPOSED to a horse who DID have, and die from rabies. I had come into contact with his blood and saliva on multiple occasions through the 3 days I was attempting to save him, thinking it was a severe case of colic, which he was experiences symptoms of, and he was impacted. It wasn't until he outright refused to eat or drink anything after we got his blockage remedied, and neurological symptoms presented in him, which went from walking in circles, wobbling, shaking his head in a sort of convulsive manner, bouts where he went to attack/charge us and kick, then finally he had his head literally up to his left side, muscles tensed severely. At this point we already knew, and had it confirmed (well, as confirmed as one can get without autopsy of the brain) that what he was dealing with was rabies, and he wasn't going to make it. We gave him a massive dose of soma, and on the off chance we were wrong, at the vets advice, we were going to just see if we were wrong and wait over night, but he didn't even make it 4 hours. Came home from the hospital and he was already dead. Took 4 days to burn off his corpse. Was a fucked up thing all the way around. I ended up eating a fuckton of shrooms that next day and tripping my ass off, which really helped me cope with the loss. It was pretty cool seeing the flames, and the body burning in the night, while tripping, and the trees growing faces and whispering shit to me.
So to recap: I didn't fucking HAVE rabies, I just was exposed to an animal who did via cuts on my hands with saliva and blood. Protocol for such exposure so you DON'T contract rabies is to get post-exposure vaccines on day 1, along with a pre-exposure vaccine, and then a pre-exposure vaccines weekly, for 5 weeks, which was what I did. In my case though, the dosage of the post-exposure vaccine was misdosed, and I received approximately 7-8 times the recommended dosage for my body weight. I don't know if this caused or contributed to the side effects I experienced then, but they've persisted ever since, and begun right after being given the vaccinations. -
2018-03-10 at 1:56 AM UTCWell, in a way you could say that whether you can be considered to have had rabies at the moment of exposure or when and only when it began to produce observable symptoms is really a question for the philosophers. I think all we can say with certainty is that you may or may not have had rabies.
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2018-03-10 at 1:58 AM UTC
Originally posted by Zanick Malice, I kid with you sometimes but in truth, I do respect your opinion on drugs. I would try this combination (Semax + NSI-189) out for myself as I happen to have the funds at the moment, but it sounds too close to mania, or kindling, at the very least, and my therapist would probably rightfully give me shit about doing this.
Don't tell you therapist? Just curious, but are you currently on any psychiatric drugs for your illness?
oh, and yeah... it's kinda hard to get a condom on a dog, and not like the dog is gonna give me an STD, or get me pregnant considering I'm already prego first off, and second off, it's a fucking dog. I do use condoms with all my human clients though. -
2018-03-10 at 2:01 AM UTC
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2018-03-10 at 2:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by Zanick Well, in a way you could say that whether you can be considered to have had rabies at the moment of exposure or when and only when it began to produce observable symptoms is really a question for the philosophers. I think all we can say with certainty is that you may or may not have had rabies.
Well, it can lie dormant for up to 6 years, at least it did in one case. It's been approximately 5 years since my exposure though so, I doubt it. From the moment of infection, to where symptoms are exhibited, it takes a minimum of 3 weeks, if I recall correctly, though typically it takes 3 to 6 months in most cases. The vaccines really did hit me hard and fuck me up quite a bit though. I randomly swell up, most noticeably on my face on and off, sometimes to the point where I have to use a dexamethasone shot when it's around my nose, mouth and throat, and have experienced episodes so bad, I did struggle to breath. I was using dex for a long time after for that, about a year, and it really did fuck me up with it's own side effects. Now, I rarely use it, unless it gets bad enough to where I need to use it so my throat doesn't close up. Shit has definitely been a lifesaver. -
2018-03-10 at 2:09 AM UTC
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2018-03-10 at 2:11 AM UTC
Originally posted by Zanick No illness, no medications. I have a great therapist, and I think everybody should. Do you?
Well, no offense, but you did mention being bipolar, which is a mental illness, though yeah... I think a lot of psychiatric illnesses are well... not bullshit in the sense, but not illnesses, where it has to be a negative thing. I think some psych disorders can be flipped to be positive things, if harnessed correctly, though a lot of people let shit like that consume them, and aren't able to do so, and/or are convinced they somehow are disabled, and hindered, so go down that road with it, and quite frequently are fucked around more by the drugs than the issue they are using said drugs for. -
2018-03-10 at 2:11 AM UTCThat's fucking insane that hydro had rabies and survived. Damn.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-03-10 at 2:20 AM UTCOh, and yeah, I do have a pretty cool therapist too. She's awesome. Glad I found her. Went through hell to follow her to her current practice, but it was well worth it.
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2018-03-10 at 2:25 AM UTC
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery That's fucking insane that hydro had rabies and survived. Damn.
Yep, I'm just one tough bitch. As much as §m£ÂgØL wants me dead, I won't just out of spite. He's actually the one who gave me rabies... nigger thought he could kill me, but I'm too bad ass for that. -
2018-03-10 at 2:25 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Well, no offense, but you did mention being bipolar, which is a mental illness, though yeah… I think a lot of psychiatric illnesses are well… not bullshit in the sense, but not illnesses, where it has to be a negative thing. I think some psych disorders can be flipped to be positive things, if harnessed correctly, though a lot of people let shit like that consume them, and aren't able to do so, and/or are convinced they somehow are disabled, and hindered, so go down that road with it, and quite frequently are fucked around more by the drugs than the issue they are using said drugs for.
You could say that I've taken a few medications sometimes. I've been misdiagnosed in the past, but the medications might have helped me anyway. Some people just benefit from pharmacological intervention at certain times in their lives, and I think the APA will eventually come to make a formal distinction between illness as a result of circumstances from those which are inherited, but the difficult part will be establishing a criterion for either that meaningfully addresses what the patient is experiencing. Psychiatry is definitely headed for some serious reform in the next 10 years. What drugs are you taking?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-03-10 at 2:28 AM UTChydro what state are you in? Which state has all this drama going on?
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2018-03-10 at 2:32 AM UTCDecided I'd shot up some T-PAIN tonight for some really bad pain I'm experiencing.
A long while ago, Malice advised me to use polyethylene Glycol to act as a buffer, thus protecting from the harmful effects IVing T-PAIN can cause. Definitely been a lifesaver. When I did IV a long time before, definitely was destroying my veins, but upon using with the PEG, it's no different than IVing dope or pills. I strongly recommend anyone who wants to or is IVing that shit to get some and use it. Thanks, malice, your advice, yet again, has come to help me positively. Ya'll probably would be better off if you took his advice more often. Dude definitely knows his shit, but you fucks are too proud to admit it and give the resident autist credit for being right.
Now I feel right as rain, and having a great time. I was gonna hold out and not have sex until 1337 and I are married, but fuck it... I'm feeling froggy now, so... off to jump his bones after we finish up here. -
2018-03-10 at 2:37 AM UTCMan that must be a weird feeling, fucking your fiancee knowing that she was just getting railed by a dogThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
