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2018-02-25 at 8:57 PM UTCYes, Initial D is awesome. And the live action movie is surprisingly dope too.
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2018-02-25 at 9:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Are 1337 and Hydro still getting married?
Anyway, i feel kind of empty. Sitting here writing this all i can feel is a mild sense of boredom and cold detachment from whatever is going on in my life. When i set a goal, and attain it, which is not that often because i have a tendency to set pretty silly goals for myself. But if i do attain it, i just feel more stressed, since this is now the standard that must be adhered to. Believe it or not some people think i'm pretty great at certain things. And somehow this makes me a great person in their eyes. But every time anyone praises me for anything i just feel fake. I got lucky somehow, but i haven't the heart to tell these people that. You be glad for me, i'll just go on pretending and suffer in silence i guess. But sometimes i don't want to pretend, so i avoid things, but i can't avoid them for long because i don't want to disappoint anyone. Which in turn gives me more stress and makes me want to avoid things even more.
Actually, i should just stop giving a shit, but somewhere inside me i can't. Because i just can't let go of the hope that somehow these people might be right after all.
Hey, i stopped feeling bored. Now i just feel sad…
Maybe try doing things you think are intrinsically worthwhile instead of looking for validation in the view of others? What would you want to do with you were on a deserted island or some shit?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-02-25 at 9:06 PM UTC
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2018-02-25 at 9:22 PM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Maybe try doing things you think are intrinsically worthwhile instead of looking for validation in the view of others? What would you want to do with you were on a deserted island or some shit?
What even is anything intrinsically worth or worthwhile to do. Nothing jumps out to me as 'Yes, this is something worth fighting for, this is something worthwhile to do.' I guess if i were on an island what i'd want to do is build things. Because building things is dope. Which is what i am already doing in a sense IRL. So i dunno' man. -
2018-02-25 at 9:36 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie What even is anything intrinsically worth or worthwhile to do. Nothing jumps out to me as 'Yes, this is something worth fighting for, this is something worthwhile to do.' I guess if i were on an island what i'd want to do is build things. Because building things is dope. Which is what i am already doing in a sense IRL. So i dunno' man.
Write a story/script/song.
Draw/paint/instruments.
Build a car.
Renovate your house.
Adopt a cat or dog.
Become a YouTube vlogger. -
2018-02-25 at 9:40 PM UTCGod I fucking hate cardio, my endurance is ridiculously bad. Gotta get back into the habit of exercising regularly, which I haven't done in 2-3 years, having been incredibly sedentary during that time, because I need to be optimal condition to exterminate the human race.
I felt an interesting sensation in my brain. Anyone that exercises should try taking a form of Semax right before, it greatly amplifies this. The reason why is below:
[Semax and selank inhibit the enkephalin*-degrading enzymes from human serum]].
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/11443939
*either of two compounds that occur naturally in the brain. They are peptides related to the endorphins, with similar physiological effects.
Trust me, if you do cardio, HIIT, or weight lifting and have the money it's worth buying just to experience this effect. It greatly augments the general improvement in mood, feeling of physical well being, and even cognition. -
2018-02-25 at 9:41 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Are 1337 and Hydro still getting married?
God I hope so, that would be hilarious. But hey, I guess if it's true love and all then there's no better way to put it to the test than the threat of HIV, right? No one could doubt his commitment if he married into that situation.
Imagine if at the wedding they get to the point where they say "speak now or forever hold your peace" and someone jumps up and goes "DONT DO IT, SHE'S GOT THE HIV!" -
2018-02-25 at 9:42 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Are 1337 and Hydro still getting married?
Anyway, i feel kind of empty. Sitting here writing this all i can feel is a mild sense of boredom and cold detachment from whatever is going on in my life. When i set a goal, and attain it, which is not that often because i have a tendency to set pretty silly goals for myself. But if i do attain it, i just feel more stressed, since this is now the standard that must be adhered to. Believe it or not some people think i'm pretty great at certain things. And somehow this makes me a great person in their eyes. But every time anyone praises me for anything i just feel fake. I got lucky somehow, but i haven't the heart to tell these people that. You be glad for me, i'll just go on pretending and suffer in silence i guess. But sometimes i don't want to pretend, so i avoid things, but i can't avoid them for long because i don't want to disappoint anyone. Which in turn gives me more stress and makes me want to avoid things even more.
Actually, i should just stop giving a shit, but somewhere inside me i can't. Because i just can't let go of the hope that somehow these people might be right after all.
Hey, i stopped feeling bored. Now i just feel sad…
You should give Schopenhauer a try. I'd recommend starting with his essay The Vanity of Existence
https://ebooks.adelaide.edu.au/s/schopenhauer/arthur/pessimism/chapter2.html -
2018-02-25 at 9:45 PM UTCYou niggaz need to discover your why :
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2018-02-25 at 9:45 PM UTCI found a button/pin by the curb that says Vegan Feminist. Great way to warn men to stay the fuck away from you.
Imagine if I stuck this on my backpack and if anyone ever asked me about it I was like, "Oh, it's just a joke. I'm actually a Neo-Nazi." -
2018-02-25 at 9:47 PM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop You niggaz need to discover your why :
Nothing else can be stated as the aim of our existence except the knowledge that it would be better for us not to exist.
Lanny, why haven't you joined the effort to advance AI so that we can finally put a permanent end to the suffering of existence? -
2018-02-25 at 10:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I need to be optimal condition to exterminate the jedi race.
Originally posted by Malice You should give Evola a try. I'd recommend starting with his essay Ride the Tiger
http://www.cakravartin.com/wordpress/wp-content/uploads/2006/08/Julius-Evola-Ride-the-Tiger-Survival-Manual-for-the-Aristocrats-of-the-Soul.pdf
Originally posted by Malice I'm actually a Neo-Nazi.
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2018-02-25 at 10:06 PM UTCMonths ago I ordered a gram of ketamine from a foreign vendor and never got it so I assumed I'd been scammed, then randomly got a seizure notice from the Department of Homeland Security the other day saying they found 1.3 grams ketamine addressed to me asking if I wanted to claim it or dispute it. I had totally forgot I even ordered it, wonder why it took so long to get seized. Just ignored the letter of course so no worries.
Had an oz of herb go missing from one or my regular vendors once and never got it or heard anything about it, tracking said it was last scanned in the origin state then it wasn't updated anymore. Makes me wonder if it's buried in the back of some bumfuck post office to this day. At least that vendor was cool and sent me a free reship which made it fine. -
2018-02-25 at 10:19 PM UTC^ you should mail yourself something sending to a remailing service coming from another state/country putting a subtle identitifying marker on the inner layer and inspect it to for any sign it got opened or inspected and make sure the same marker is there so your know it wasn't switch with an indentical evelope or whatever before you get anything else.
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2018-02-25 at 10:46 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Are 1337 and Hydro still getting married?
Anyway, i feel kind of empty. Sitting here writing this all i can feel is a mild sense of boredom and cold detachment from whatever is going on in my life. When i set a goal, and attain it, which is not that often because i have a tendency to set pretty silly goals for myself. But if i do attain it, i just feel more stressed, since this is now the standard that must be adhered to. Believe it or not some people think i'm pretty great at certain things. And somehow this makes me a great person in their eyes. But every time anyone praises me for anything i just feel fake. I got lucky somehow, but i haven't the heart to tell these people that. You be glad for me, i'll just go on pretending and suffer in silence i guess. But sometimes i don't want to pretend, so i avoid things, but i can't avoid them for long because i don't want to disappoint anyone. Which in turn gives me more stress and makes me want to avoid things even more.
Actually, i should just stop giving a shit, but somewhere inside me i can't. Because i just can't let go of the hope that somehow these people might be right after all.
Hey, i stopped feeling bored. Now i just feel sad…
Outwardly I am fucking killing it too but inside I know I can't ever have no wife. -
2018-02-25 at 10:48 PM UTC
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2018-02-25 at 10:48 PM UTC
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2018-02-25 at 10:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by Needledick_Needledick_Needledick ^ you should mail yourself something sending to a remailing service coming from another state/country putting a subtle identitifying marker on the inner layer and inspect it to for any sign it got opened or inspected and make sure the same marker is there so your know it wasn't switch with an indentical evelope or whatever before you get anything else.
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2018-02-25 at 11:27 PM UTC
Originally posted by WhiskeyPhoenix That's a good thing though. Marriage almost never benefits the man in the relationship.
To have one’s rights and double one’s duties.
To do everything in one’s power to become objects of disgust to each other.
A good long term partner has profound effects on your well being, though. Human beings did not evolve to be alone. -
2018-02-25 at 11:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Human beings did not evolve to be alone.
Yeah yeah you always say that. Regardless, it doesn't mean you can't have a long term partner and cohabitate with them without legally binding yourselves to them and subjecting yourself to potential financial/material loss if it doesn't work out.
Every marriage should have a prenup built in and anyone opposed to getting a prenup should be considered as having ulterior motives in getting married.
