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2017-08-09 at 4:07 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Despite what that faggot §m£ÂgØL has had to say on the matter, since he's butthurt and a man-child, I was offered help by him, even had it forced on me despite me refusing, but I paid that nigger back. I only ever asked but a single time for help financially from him: $80 and it was paid back, even after being told numerous times "don't worry about it", "forget it", "I'm not worried about it, I don't want the money".
I may be a lot of things, I may be fucked up mentally, physically and done some fucked up shit I regret and hold a great deal of guilt and remorse for, even now, but I am not, nor ever have been a gold-digger or been with someone for money, and not because I couldn't have been… I was stalked for a short period of time by this black cowboy who had a fuckton of money, land, cattle, and was right up my alley when it came to horses. He wanted a pretty, down to earth white bitch to spoil and have on his arm. He was a nice guy, but not my cup of tea… he would have been the jackpot as far as gold-digging goes, if that was my agenda. I also supported my ex for the entirety of our relationship. He leeched off of me and my family. He was the gold-digger, honestly. Bled me and them dry eventually, among the other damage and pain he caused.
I'm a giving person. I hate taking from people, or even asking for help when I desperately need it. I could have done a lot of leeching and taking if I was so inclined, but that's not who I am and I couldn't live with myself for doing that to anyone. PoC may come to regret me for other reasons, but leeching or "gold-digging" won't be one of them.
$80? I paid your bills for like 3 months. I sent you money for formula and electricity and bought you things like a fire alarm when you had that electrical fire. I kept track. The total was $1,173. Not calling you a gold-digger, because I did that without need of compensation, and you ARE a giving person, but don't act like you've paid me back for that, and don't act like you 'refusing' means that you didn't need it. Those were basic things and you had an infant you were not providing for because you didn't have a job. It wasn't about you, if it was I probably wouldn't have sent anything. And if you had actually refused you wouldn't have given me your phone and electricity logins so I could pay the bills, and you wouldn't have gone to Walmart to pick up the money I was sending.
Pretty much the only thing I didn't send money for was your ~100g of T-PAIN a month you go through. -
2017-08-09 at 4:08 PM UTC
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2017-08-09 at 6:35 PM UTCLick his pooper.
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2017-08-10 at 3:53 PM UTC
Originally posted by 霍比特人说中文不好 $80? I paid your bills for like 3 months. I sent you money for formula and electricity and bought you things like a fire alarm when you had that electrical fire. I kept track. The total was $1,173. Not calling you a gold-digger, because I did that without need of compensation, and you ARE a giving person, but don't act like you've paid me back for that, and don't act like you 'refusing' means that you didn't need it. Those were basic things and you had an infant you were not providing for because you didn't have a job. It wasn't about you, if it was I probably wouldn't have sent anything. And if you had actually refused you wouldn't have given me your phone and electricity logins so I could pay the bills, and you wouldn't have gone to Walmart to pick up the money I was sending.
You're a lying piece of shit nigger. I have ZERO to lose, bitch. Try me... oh, wait... You just did. I'm in a terrible frame of mind and not in a very good place at the moment and have no qualms at all about shooting you out of the sky right now.
Pretty much the only thing I didn't send money for was your ~100g of T-PAIN a month you go through.
You wanna call me a liar and say I didn't provide for my child? I paid you back far fucking more than that you spic piece of shit. Yes, refusing aid from you for things I DID NOT NEED OR WANT from you. Do you realize that electricity is NOT a necessity, even according to DFS in Florida (call them, ask yourself, just like I did even before my child was born, just to cover my bases in case of an emergency as had happened before he was born... it happens, people can and do live without electricity and running water). There was a family in my county who lived in a tent behind the waffle house out in that patch of woods along I-10. They had no running water, heat, or electricity, and same goes for the well off Amish family I personally knew who was competition with raw milk sales (they had electricity in their barn for their milk storage, which was on a separate parcel of land than where their home was, which wasn't even ran for electricity). Both had dealt with DFS several times from niggers like you who'd call just because they think somehow having running water, electricity or heat is mandatory, because they and you've been spoiled your whole life with those luxuries. I agree they're nice to have, make life a lot easier, but they certainly aren't a "must have" to raise and care for a child (and that's according to Department of Children and Families). I didn't even have the opportunity to fucking get hit going, to cover it myself. You only did your "acts of kindness" just to hold over my head forever and use against me. Fuck, you never even once offered to help me with something I truly needed, which was money for a baby sitter so I could actually get fucking work, I had to fucking beg, and use people I barely knew at the time to watch him as a charity case just so I could start work. I mean fuck, it would have been super helpful to say, "Hey well, if you find a job/get an interview/something related to earning income where you need child care, I'll lend you some money to get the ball rolling so you can drop him off at daycare/someone with references who is more or less can be verified as trustworthy so that won't be an issue and can take the stress of you finding employment, and knowing you'll be able to have someone watch him when you do have work." or fuck, even gas money since I had to pay out my ass to just to get to fucking town or to any kind of job for the distance. At that time I didn't spend a single dime on fucking T-PAIN even, I'd already bought enough that should have lasted me to my tax return with my pell grant check, and that was before I knew everything was going down like it did, and I was hoping too that fucktard would keep one word, for that baby at least to help with child support, but instead he fucking stole more than half of it and fucking stole all my jedielry and most things of any fucking value in the house (and that shi I didn't know until he was already gone). Whether he was going to or not, you even heard him say he was going to pay child supportand send money from his 250$ bus ticket back (the ticket he swore on the baby's life he'd have it back within the week of arriving and he said he's send SOMETHING as support within a month... yeah, we both know he's a scumbag liar, but forgive me for hoping he'd actually help care for the child he wanted, considering every cent while he was there came from my pocket to support that baby... even when he "sold" stuff, it was my families stuff or my things he sold, and he acted like he was being a "breadwinner", for fucks sake I was so ready to pop with the baby it was only the day before and had been having contractions super bad all week, when he'd fucking gone to do that shit even, so it wasn't like it was reasonable for me to be doing that even.)
When someone doesn't WANT and REFUSES help, and you THREATEN them if they don't take it, as you did MANY fucking times, that's not a "good deed", a kindness, or being generous. That's being MANIPULATIVE, ABUSIVE, and a CUNT. Especially when you fucking were paid the fuck back and/or offered numerous times to fucking be paid back.
Remember the one time, yes, I did need milk for the baby? When fucker was there still? I went down EVERYONE I KNEW because I need money to get to the Bank (30miles one way) to cash the check? I didn't dare ask you. We'd been talking, you knew the situation, but still, I never fucking asked. Fucktard fucking kept nagging me to ask you but I fucking didn't. Finally, you were at your party with your friends drinking. You fucking realized we were pretty low and down to the last person we knew to ask for the semi-small amount of money I needed to get there to cash that 2k check($40 I believe it was, maybe it was $50, not sure, but cab fairs were fucking expensive in that area and you know that, and the plan I believe was to just get the milk, pay for the ride over there from those assholes(they wouldn't take me to get the check chased because they didn't have the gas$$ to go all that way) and they gouged hard for gas $$ too) and go the next day with the people I car pooled with to college, where the bank was near, but that way he had milk for those couple days, and we had gas to get the milk.) I'd called them and was waiting for them to call me back, pretty sure they'd be able and willing to help, and I KNEW without a shadow of a doubt they had it, and it'd have been really unusual for them not to lend it especially for that short amount of time that I could have paid them back. I was just worried they might take their time calling back was my only real concern. You fuking said "I got the money, I'll send it first think in the morning.. I know you need it and will be able to pay it back.. it's fine, no big deal" Now, I asked if you were sure, but didn't going too much, and assured you I'd pay it back/have it in the mail no later than the following day upon cashing. Now, this is after a fucking anxiety filled fucking day here... I mean, I was getting ready to fucking walk/hitchhike, after still having a lot of post-partum pain, still trying to breast feed as much as possible (all that stress surely didn't fucking help the situation), and also having a fuckload of pain from the copper IUD I had put in not long before that (a week/2 weeks at most?). With that fucking distance I was going to have to fucking start THEN, that night if I didn't hear from that guy, or you hadn't of offered and I fucking would have for my child's well being and to have his milk. Well, everything was good, everything was cool, and for some reason, in the morning, when I asked you when you'd be doing that so we could find a ride to get it, you fucking flipped your shit on me out of the blue. I didn't do anything, I didn't fucking say anything, you just decided then and there, after I'd told the guy "hey, it's fine, another friend is sending money in the morning but thanks for getting back to me" as he was saying him and his family was leaving that morning for vacation on a flight (meaning it wasn't like I could call him back and have him send the money then... like, he couldn't at that point being stuck in an airport, I even told you that part just to double check with you it wouldn't be a problem and you insisted it was all good, you didn't min and would.) Next morning you had a hangover and sent a series of nasty text messages (which yep, I have screenshots of those too. The whole shabang from start to finish.) stating how you weren't going to "fund a child that Fucktard took as his" (whatever, you know what the situation was then and NOBODY KNEW for sure then, especially then when he was so young and with his pectus shit), you never wanted to talk to us again, and otherwise belittled, insulted, and fucking treated like shit... for no fucking reason. Nothing happened to even warrant you flipping from everything cool, and wanting and willing to help, to being a complete asshole and placing me in a VERY fucked up bind, with ZERO time to even walk that far (and it's not like I could bank on getting a ride most the way since it wasnt a well traveled road to even go down to get there had I have had to walk), so yes I got fucking pissed as fuck, thinking I didn't have to worry, my friend (well, I at least thought) would be helping, and it was all figured out... fucking no... 9m I'm having an anxiety attack worried how to get my baby milk now. That was such a dick thing to do, and such a fucked up thing to flip. Even if you did get mad over something petty, you knew damn fucking well I was banking on that (ONLY BECAUSE YOU INSISTED AND OFFERED and I was really worried he wouldn't call back and was one of the last people I knew and you offered and assured me way before he called back, and really, while the dude would have, I really didn't want to have this hung over me.. but had I known You being you.. yeah.. I would have rethought that..). You FINALLY, later on came around and said you'd send it and apologized. You ended up send $150, before you'd gone you'd said about sending a little extra and I said NO, fucking NO, just send what I NEEDED... but you did anyway... to which you know damn well Fucktard ended up pocketing a good bit of it (because Whoops! He decided to "grocery shop", lie about what he got, and not bring back receipts... one reason I ONLY wanted what was needed, because I had a feeling (not sure, but definitely suspecting shit like that then) He'd do low-life scumbag shit like that. Well, when it cam about the day I had to leave at 5:30AM, had no sleep for probably 2 days give or take, pain, dealing with the baby and having to wait out front of the bank for hours til they opened to cash my check, I'd forgotten to walk to the Post Office to get you a M.O., and even said it as soon as I got home, I'd get out the next day and mail it, bt you bitched and REFUSED to accept me sending you the money back and yu told me "I swear, if you pay me back, I will never talk to you again. You're my friend, act like it and just take the money, because you need it, and I don't want the fucking money". That's the only reason I didn't send the money, when I had it and WANTED to pay it back, and COULD HAVE. Instead that money got stolen by fucktard anyway, so you should have done me the favor of letting me repay it. THe point is here, after all that, you fucking STILL, to this fucking day want to hang it over my head. It was to be nice, it was to use as a guilt me and be able to use it as your evidence and defense for "never" ding anything wrong. Very shitty. When I do something for someone to be nice, regardless of if I'm mad at them, I don't throw that in their face and assert constantly I gave them money or did this or that for them, especially if they tried to pay me back. LIke when I helped friend on the forum fom TRT with $30 a few years back, and I refused the money when they had it to pay back... as far as I am concerned, it was a gift and I'm paid back.
How many times did I try to give you money before that too even? Hmm? You always neglect to mention that, you spic, traitor, honor-less piece of shit, user, man-child. You should be ashamed of yourself and who you are, but then again you don't even know who you are because you spend every ounce of energy hiding the true §m£ÂgØL from everyone around you, even those closest to you, you have to lie to them, or they'd never look at you the same gain, or have respect for you for that matter either. -
2017-08-10 at 4:05 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone You're a lying piece of shit nigger. I have ZERO to lose, bitch. Try me… oh, wait… You just did. I'm in a terrible frame of mind and not in a very good place at the moment and have no qualms at all about shooting you out of the sky right now.
You wanna call me a liar and say I didn't provide for my child? I paid you back far fucking more than that you spic piece of shit. Yes, refusing aid from you for things I DID NOT NEED OR WANT from you. Do you realize that electricity is NOT a necessity, even according to DFS in Florida (call them, ask yourself, just like I did even before my child was born, just to cover my bases in case of an emergency as had happened before he was born… it happens, people can and do live without electricity and running water). There was a family in my county who lived in a tent behind the waffle house out in that patch of woods along I-10. They had no running water, heat, or electricity, and same goes for the well off Amish family I personally knew who was competition with raw milk sales (they had electricity in their barn for their milk storage, which was on a separate parcel of land than where their home was, which wasn't even ran for electricity). Both had dealt with DFS several times from niggers like you who'd call just because they think somehow having running water, electricity or heat is mandatory, because they and you've been spoiled your whole life with those luxuries. I agree they're nice to have, make life a lot easier, but they certainly aren't a "must have" to raise and care for a child (and that's according to Department of Children and Families). I didn't even have the opportunity to fucking get hit going, to cover it myself. You only did your "acts of kindness" just to hold over my head forever and use against me. Fuck, you never even once offered to help me with something I truly needed, which was money for a baby sitter so I could actually get fucking work, I had to fucking beg, and use people I barely knew at the time to watch him as a charity case just so I could start work. I mean fuck, it would have been super helpful to say, "Hey well, if you find a job/get an interview/something related to earning income where you need child care, I'll lend you some money to get the ball rolling so you can drop him off at daycare/someone with references who is more or less can be verified as trustworthy so that won't be an issue and can take the stress of you finding employment, and knowing you'll be able to have someone watch him when you do have work." or fuck, even gas money since I had to pay out my ass to just to get to fucking town or to any kind of job for the distance. At that time I didn't spend a single dime on fucking T-PAIN even, I'd already bought enough that should have lasted me to my tax return with my pell grant check, and that was before I knew everything was going down like it did, and I was hoping too that fucktard would keep one word, for that baby at least to help with child support, but instead he fucking stole more than half of it and fucking stole all my jedielry and most things of any fucking value in the house (and that shi I didn't know until he was already gone). Whether he was going to or not, you even heard him say he was going to pay child supportand send money from his 250$ bus ticket back (the ticket he swore on the baby's life he'd have it back within the week of arriving and he said he's send SOMETHING as support within a month… yeah, we both know he's a scumbag liar, but forgive me for hoping he'd actually help care for the child he wanted, considering every cent while he was there came from my pocket to support that baby… even when he "sold" stuff, it was my families stuff or my things he sold, and he acted like he was being a "breadwinner", for fucks sake I was so ready to pop with the baby it was only the day before and had been having contractions super bad all week, when he'd fucking gone to do that shit even, so it wasn't like it was reasonable for me to be doing that even.)
When someone doesn't WANT and REFUSES help, and you THREATEN them if they don't take it, as you did MANY fucking times, that's not a "good deed", a kindness, or being generous. That's being MANIPULATIVE, ABUSIVE, and a CUNT. Especially when you fucking were paid the fuck back and/or offered numerous times to fucking be paid back.
Remember the one time, yes, I did need milk for the baby? When fucker was there still? I went down EVERYONE I KNEW because I need money to get to the Bank (30miles one way) to cash the check? I didn't dare ask you. We'd been talking, you knew the situation, but still, I never fucking asked. Fucktard fucking kept nagging me to ask you but I fucking didn't. Finally, you were at your party with your friends drinking. You fucking realized we were pretty low and down to the last person we knew to ask for the semi-small amount of money I needed to get there to cash that 2k check($40 I believe it was, maybe it was $50, not sure, but cab fairs were fucking expensive in that area and you know that, and the plan I believe was to just get the milk, pay for the ride over there from those assholes(they wouldn't take me to get the check chased because they didn't have the gas$$ to go all that way) and they gouged hard for gas $$ too) and go the next day with the people I car pooled with to college, where the bank was near, but that way he had milk for those couple days, and we had gas to get the milk.) I'd called them and was waiting for them to call me back, pretty sure they'd be able and willing to help, and I KNEW without a shadow of a doubt they had it, and it'd have been really unusual for them not to lend it especially for that short amount of time that I could have paid them back. I was just worried they might take their time calling back was my only real concern. You fuking said "I got the money, I'll send it first think in the morning.. I know you need it and will be able to pay it back.. it's fine, no big deal" Now, I asked if you were sure, but didn't going too much, and assured you I'd pay it back/have it in the mail no later than the following day upon cashing. Now, this is after a fucking anxiety filled fucking day here… I mean, I was getting ready to fucking walk/hitchhike, after still having a lot of post-partum pain, still trying to breast feed as much as possible (all that stress surely didn't fucking help the situation), and also having a fuckload of pain from the copper IUD I had put in not long before that (a week/2 weeks at most?). With that fucking distance I was going to have to fucking start THEN, that night if I didn't hear from that guy, or you hadn't of offered and I fucking would have for my child's well being and to have his milk. Well, everything was good, everything was cool, and for some reason, in the morning, when I asked you when you'd be doing that so we could find a ride to get it, you fucking flipped your shit on me out of the blue. I didn't do anything, I didn't fucking say anything, you just decided then and there, after I'd told the guy "hey, it's fine, another friend is sending money in the morning but thanks for getting back to me" as he was saying him and his family was leaving that morning for vacation on a flight (meaning it wasn't like I could call him back and have him send the money then… like, he couldn't at that point being stuck in an airport, I even told you that part just to double check with you it wouldn't be a problem and you insisted it was all good, you didn't min and would.) Next morning you had a hangover and sent a series of nasty text messages (which yep, I have screenshots of those too. The whole shabang from start to finish.) stating how you weren't going to "fund a child that Fucktard took as his" (whatever, you know what the situation was then and NOBODY KNEW for sure then, especially then when he was so young and with his pectus shit), you never wanted to talk to us again, and otherwise belittled, insulted, and fucking treated like shit… for no fucking reason. Nothing happened to even warrant you flipping from everything cool, and wanting and willing to help, to being a complete asshole and placing me in a VERY fucked up bind, with ZERO time to even walk that far (and it's not like I could bank on getting a ride most the way since it wasnt a well traveled road to even go down to get there had I have had to walk), so yes I got fucking pissed as fuck, thinking I didn't have to worry, my friend (well, I at least thought) would be helping, and it was all figured out… fucking no… 9m I'm having an anxiety attack worried how to get my baby milk now. That was such a dick thing to do, and such a fucked up thing to flip. Even if you did get mad over something petty, you knew damn fucking well I was banking on that (ONLY BECAUSE YOU INSISTED AND OFFERED and I was really worried he wouldn't call back and was one of the last people I knew and you offered and assured me way before he called back, and really, while the dude would have, I really didn't want to have this hung over me.. but had I known You being you.. yeah.. I would have rethought that..). You FINALLY, later on came around and said you'd send it and apologized. You ended up send $150, before you'd gone you'd said about sending a little extra and I said NO, fucking NO, just send what I NEEDED… but you did anyway… to which you know damn well Fucktard ended up pocketing a good bit of it (because Whoops! He decided to "grocery shop", lie about what he got, and not bring back receipts… one reason I ONLY wanted what was needed, because I had a feeling (not sure, but definitely suspecting shit like that then) He'd do low-life scumbag shit like that. Well, when it cam about the day I had to leave at 5:30AM, had no sleep for probably 2 days give or take, pain, dealing with the baby and having to wait out front of the bank for hours til they opened to cash my check, I'd forgotten to walk to the Post Office to get you a M.O., and even said it as soon as I got home, I'd get out the next day and mail it, bt you bitched and REFUSED to accept me sending you the money back and yu told me "I swear, if you pay me back, I will never talk to you again. You're my friend, act like it and just take the money, because you need it, and I don't want the fucking money". That's the only reason I didn't send the money, when I had it and WANTED to pay it back, and COULD HAVE. Instead that money got stolen by fucktard anyway, so you should have done me the favor of letting me repay it. THe point is here, after all that, you fucking STILL, to this fucking day want to hang it over my head. It was to be nice, it was to use as a guilt me and be able to use it as your evidence and defense for "never" ding anything wrong. Very shitty. When I do something for someone to be nice, regardless of if I'm mad at them, I don't throw that in their face and assert constantly I gave them money or did this or that for them, especially if they tried to pay me back. LIke when I helped friend on the forum fom TRT with $30 a few years back, and I refused the money when they had it to pay back… as far as I am concerned, it was a gift and I'm paid back.
How many times did I try to give you money before that too even? Hmm? You always neglect to mention that, you spic, traitor, honor-less piece of shit, user, man-child. You should be ashamed of yourself and who you are, but then again you don't even know who you are because you spend every ounce of energy hiding the true §m£ÂgØL from everyone around you, even those closest to you, you have to lie to them, or they'd never look at you the same gain, or have respect for you for that matter either.
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2017-08-10 at 4:14 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone You're a lying piece of shit nigger. I have ZERO to lose, bitch. Try me… oh, wait… You just did. I'm in a terrible frame of mind and not in a very good place at the moment and have no qualms at all about shooting you out of the sky right now.
You wanna call me a liar and say I didn't provide for my child? I paid you back far fucking more than that you spic piece of shit. Yes, refusing aid from you for things I DID NOT NEED OR WANT from you. Do you realize that electricity is NOT a necessity, even according to DFS in Florida (call them, ask yourself, just like I did even before my child was born, just to cover my bases in case of an emergency as had happened before he was born… it happens, people can and do live without electricity and running water). There was a family in my county who lived in a tent behind the waffle house out in that patch of woods along I-10. They had no running water, heat, or electricity, and same goes for the well off Amish family I personally knew who was competition with raw milk sales (they had electricity in their barn for their milk storage, which was on a separate parcel of land than where their home was, which wasn't even ran for electricity). Both had dealt with DFS several times from niggers like you who'd call just because they think somehow having running water, electricity or heat is mandatory, because they and you've been spoiled your whole life with those luxuries. I agree they're nice to have, make life a lot easier, but they certainly aren't a "must have" to raise and care for a child (and that's according to Department of Children and Families). I didn't even have the opportunity to fucking get hit going, to cover it myself. You only did your "acts of kindness" just to hold over my head forever and use against me. Fuck, you never even once offered to help me with something I truly needed, which was money for a baby sitter so I could actually get fucking work, I had to fucking beg, and use people I barely knew at the time to watch him as a charity case just so I could start work. I mean fuck, it would have been super helpful to say, "Hey well, if you find a job/get an interview/something related to earning income where you need child care, I'll lend you some money to get the ball rolling so you can drop him off at daycare/someone with references who is more or less can be verified as trustworthy so that won't be an issue and can take the stress of you finding employment, and knowing you'll be able to have someone watch him when you do have work." or fuck, even gas money since I had to pay out my ass to just to get to fucking town or to any kind of job for the distance. At that time I didn't spend a single dime on fucking T-PAIN even, I'd already bought enough that should have lasted me to my tax return with my pell grant check, and that was before I knew everything was going down like it did, and I was hoping too that fucktard would keep one word, for that baby at least to help with child support, but instead he fucking stole more than half of it and fucking stole all my jedielry and most things of any fucking value in the house (and that shi I didn't know until he was already gone). Whether he was going to or not, you even heard him say he was going to pay child supportand send money from his 250$ bus ticket back (the ticket he swore on the baby's life he'd have it back within the week of arriving and he said he's send SOMETHING as support within a month… yeah, we both know he's a scumbag liar, but forgive me for hoping he'd actually help care for the child he wanted, considering every cent while he was there came from my pocket to support that baby… even when he "sold" stuff, it was my families stuff or my things he sold, and he acted like he was being a "breadwinner", for fucks sake I was so ready to pop with the baby it was only the day before and had been having contractions super bad all week, when he'd fucking gone to do that shit even, so it wasn't like it was reasonable for me to be doing that even.)
When someone doesn't WANT and REFUSES help, and you THREATEN them if they don't take it, as you did MANY fucking times, that's not a "good deed", a kindness, or being generous. That's being MANIPULATIVE, ABUSIVE, and a CUNT. Especially when you fucking were paid the fuck back and/or offered numerous times to fucking be paid back.
Remember the one time, yes, I did need milk for the baby? When fucker was there still? I went down EVERYONE I KNEW because I need money to get to the Bank (30miles one way) to cash the check? I didn't dare ask you. We'd been talking, you knew the situation, but still, I never fucking asked. Fucktard fucking kept nagging me to ask you but I fucking didn't. Finally, you were at your party with your friends drinking. You fucking realized we were pretty low and down to the last person we knew to ask for the semi-small amount of money I needed to get there to cash that 2k check($40 I believe it was, maybe it was $50, not sure, but cab fairs were fucking expensive in that area and you know that, and the plan I believe was to just get the milk, pay for the ride over there from those assholes(they wouldn't take me to get the check chased because they didn't have the gas$$ to go all that way) and they gouged hard for gas $$ too) and go the next day with the people I car pooled with to college, where the bank was near, but that way he had milk for those couple days, and we had gas to get the milk.) I'd called them and was waiting for them to call me back, pretty sure they'd be able and willing to help, and I KNEW without a shadow of a doubt they had it, and it'd have been really unusual for them not to lend it especially for that short amount of time that I could have paid them back. I was just worried they might take their time calling back was my only real concern. You fuking said "I got the money, I'll send it first think in the morning.. I know you need it and will be able to pay it back.. it's fine, no big deal" Now, I asked if you were sure, but didn't going too much, and assured you I'd pay it back/have it in the mail no later than the following day upon cashing. Now, this is after a fucking anxiety filled fucking day here… I mean, I was getting ready to fucking walk/hitchhike, after still having a lot of post-partum pain, still trying to breast feed as much as possible (all that stress surely didn't fucking help the situation), and also having a fuckload of pain from the copper IUD I had put in not long before that (a week/2 weeks at most?). With that fucking distance I was going to have to fucking start THEN, that night if I didn't hear from that guy, or you hadn't of offered and I fucking would have for my child's well being and to have his milk. Well, everything was good, everything was cool, and for some reason, in the morning, when I asked you when you'd be doing that so we could find a ride to get it, you fucking flipped your shit on me out of the blue. I didn't do anything, I didn't fucking say anything, you just decided then and there, after I'd told the guy "hey, it's fine, another friend is sending money in the morning but thanks for getting back to me" as he was saying him and his family was leaving that morning for vacation on a flight (meaning it wasn't like I could call him back and have him send the money then… like, he couldn't at that point being stuck in an airport, I even told you that part just to double check with you it wouldn't be a problem and you insisted it was all good, you didn't min and would.) Next morning you had a hangover and sent a series of nasty text messages (which yep, I have screenshots of those too. The whole shabang from start to finish.) stating how you weren't going to "fund a child that Fucktard took as his" (whatever, you know what the situation was then and NOBODY KNEW for sure then, especially then when he was so young and with his pectus shit), you never wanted to talk to us again, and otherwise belittled, insulted, and fucking treated like shit… for no fucking reason. Nothing happened to even warrant you flipping from everything cool, and wanting and willing to help, to being a complete asshole and placing me in a VERY fucked up bind, with ZERO time to even walk that far (and it's not like I could bank on getting a ride most the way since it wasnt a well traveled road to even go down to get there had I have had to walk), so yes I got fucking pissed as fuck, thinking I didn't have to worry, my friend (well, I at least thought) would be helping, and it was all figured out… fucking no… 9m I'm having an anxiety attack worried how to get my baby milk now. That was such a dick thing to do, and such a fucked up thing to flip. Even if you did get mad over something petty, you knew damn fucking well I was banking on that (ONLY BECAUSE YOU INSISTED AND OFFERED and I was really worried he wouldn't call back and was one of the last people I knew and you offered and assured me way before he called back, and really, while the dude would have, I really didn't want to have this hung over me.. but had I known You being you.. yeah.. I would have rethought that..). You FINALLY, later on came around and said you'd send it and apologized. You ended up send $150, before you'd gone you'd said about sending a little extra and I said NO, fucking NO, just send what I NEEDED… but you did anyway… to which you know damn well Fucktard ended up pocketing a good bit of it (because Whoops! He decided to "grocery shop", lie about what he got, and not bring back receipts… one reason I ONLY wanted what was needed, because I had a feeling (not sure, but definitely suspecting shit like that then) He'd do low-life scumbag shit like that. Well, when it cam about the day I had to leave at 5:30AM, had no sleep for probably 2 days give or take, pain, dealing with the baby and having to wait out front of the bank for hours til they opened to cash my check, I'd forgotten to walk to the Post Office to get you a M.O., and even said it as soon as I got home, I'd get out the next day and mail it, bt you bitched and REFUSED to accept me sending you the money back and yu told me "I swear, if you pay me back, I will never talk to you again. You're my friend, act like it and just take the money, because you need it, and I don't want the fucking money". That's the only reason I didn't send the money, when I had it and WANTED to pay it back, and COULD HAVE. Instead that money got stolen by fucktard anyway, so you should have done me the favor of letting me repay it. THe point is here, after all that, you fucking STILL, to this fucking day want to hang it over my head. It was to be nice, it was to use as a guilt me and be able to use it as your evidence and defense for "never" ding anything wrong. Very shitty. When I do something for someone to be nice, regardless of if I'm mad at them, I don't throw that in their face and assert constantly I gave them money or did this or that for them, especially if they tried to pay me back. LIke when I helped friend on the forum fom TRT with $30 a few years back, and I refused the money when they had it to pay back… as far as I am concerned, it was a gift and I'm paid back.
How many times did I try to give you money before that too even? Hmm? You always neglect to mention that, you spic, traitor, honor-less piece of shit, user, man-child. You should be ashamed of yourself and who you are, but then again you don't even know who you are because you spend every ounce of energy hiding the true §m£ÂgØL from everyone around you, even those closest to you, you have to lie to them, or they'd never look at you the same gain, or have respect for you for that matter either.
Holy shit nigger, I did not fucking read .
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2017-08-10 at 4:48 PM UTC$$$
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2017-08-11 at 5:05 AM UTCbefore that you were just another face on the bus.
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2017-08-16 at 5:22 AM UTC*opens up a real bottle of coca cola*
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2017-08-16 at 5:23 AM UTCFuck quoting all of that.
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2017-08-24 at 4:11 AM UTCyo hyrdo u still dating piles of crack ,n shit?
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2017-08-24 at 4:12 AM UTCFrom what I understand, they got into a debacle of sorts.
!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-08-24 at 4:18 AM UTC
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2017-08-24 at 4:19 AM UTCAt the very least, she's a good conversationalist.
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2017-08-24 at 4:23 AM UTComg hmu hydro
