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2017-07-19 at 2:41 AM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-19 at 3:28 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny The Kanna/Saikawa interaction was cute but the ahegao rendering of a primary schooler was… an interesting artistic direction to take.
There was definitely a little pandering to the lolicons in the audience, i wasn't really bothered by it.
Originally posted by Lanny Along with like 90% of seasonal anime MCs. When alienated from their labor there is no difference between the programmer, the salesman, the engineer or any other of a hundred bureaucratized professions stripped by capitalism of the unique nobility each once held. A job is a light veneer applied to a character template to distinguish them on paper but of which their actual character is constituted in. By contrast, New Game is a series that played on a certain romanticized image of the technical professional and investigated the role of one's occupation in one's life beyond the thing one pours time into and extracts money from.
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2017-07-19 at 4:34 AM UTCThis was surprisingly good.
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2017-07-19 at 5:40 AM UTCITS ON SALE AT THE FUCKIN DOLLAR STORE
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2017-07-19 at 5:59 AM UTCI uncovered the benefit of the amygdala abnormality in ASD, which I initially overlooked. At first the thought came to me after observing the lightning fast reflexes I repeatedly demonstrated when checking Ash's fur, when she seemed irritated and would turn to give me a warning nibble. I knew this was due to perpetually being in a mild form of the fight-or-flight state, particularly during events perceived as having potential danger, even something as relatively insignificant as this (Perception is key, of course.)
The reason I didn't note this is because it seemed to have no practical use. It does align with some evolutionary theories of the origins of autism, though. In our modern society this simply doesn't have much use or benefit, unless you live in a particularly dangerous area (Just leave, if possible. Don't enter into a lifestyle where you aren't able to. Unless you're doing a report or writing a book, something of that nature.), are a police officer, or in the military, related occupations. In those it could be highly beneficial for certain roles, but I would very strongly advise against them due to the strong predisposition for PTSD, which I forgot to mention and is related to what I wrote here: https://niggasin.space/post/221304
They're simply terrible roles for aspies, for a variety of reasons. Among the worse.
Now, MMA is a very interesting possibility, although if you have the concomitant low muscle tone concomittant with this subtype of aspergers you likely won't do well past a certain point. I wouldn't count on it becoming a profession, ever making it to the professional level. That and it doesn't have much lasting value for society.
I also had the thought that a simple variation of reaction time tests should be studied. Instead of the standard test where there's a response to stimuli requiring extension it should be contraction. For example, a loud noise requires you to release your grip and the time it takes is recorded accurately. If this hasn't already been done, a remarkable median difference would likely be found.
Now, as to the benefit, it's simply that being in a constantly primed state, a mild state of hyperarousal (Another term for fight-or-flight, also called the acute stress response), has cognitive benefits. Your mind is constantly active, awake, in "go" mode. There are well extablished benefits to performance of being mildly anxious.
Now, of course there are powerful detrimental aspects, other than the various life impacts stemming from anxiety, fear, and apprehension. The social impact, even impact on life decisions (risk aversion). Primarily I refer to the fact that this persistent state is unnatural, the human body was not designed, did not evolve, to endure it. Long term chronic stress has well established negative effects, on the body, mind/mental state/well being, and brain. Very likely a principle reason for the disparity in life expectancy, along with negative health events and conditions, particularly in late age, relative to the median life expectancy. I would recommend that regular breaks be taken. Currently Nardil is my standard recommended baseline medication for aspies, at least the ones that suffer from depression and anxiety. Other than that, due to them being the foremost treatment available, despite the disadvantages, I would simply recommend utilizing benzodiazepines for regular breaks. Once every month for 5 consecutive days, a week, or so, would likely be fine. T-PAIN as well due to preventing many of the key neurological alterations induced by long term chronic stress.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-19 at 6:06 AM UTCGee, maybe I should eventually publish an amateur paper on my "Autism as a Self Perpetuating Traumatic Cycle" theory. It's so oddly synergistic it may lead to a root cause, something analogous to a "big bang" event. There's also "The Scientific Asperger's Mind" paper I have in mind, the cognitive impact of the above would clearly be incorporated.
Purely through amateur interest, one of a multitude, I already clearly surpass Discount Whore in knowledge, understanding, and skill/aptitude for application. This is despite him having formal education and training, actually working in the field, of biology.
Although, we all know biologists do tend to be rather low on the scientific ranking, now don't we?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-19 at 6:29 AM UTCMy brain's going to fucking explode one day if I'm not careful. I forgot to mention, but on the subject of potentially being mildly bipolar and having regular manic cycles, which are notable in my writing, this is nowhere near my potential peak. I'm not even close to being fully recovered. The thought of what the peaks, the positive, cycles could be like in a healthy/optimal state is horrifying. I could genuinely require strong sedatives of mood stabilizers to prevent it from becoming beyond my control.
A decade from now I could end up like those genius polymaths who just end up completely losing it. They develop severe mental illness for unknown reasons, go insane, become unable to cope with life, discover something, come to an understanding, that they simply aren't able to cope with, and it does this to them, ending in self-destruction.
Regular breaks, moderate your extreme obsessive tendencies, be aware of mood and its impact, how it needs to be managed, have a support network of people IRL, don't take (most) things too seriously, remember to have fun/recreation time. Seems pretty basic.
I'm fascinated by the possibility of what these people may eventually grasp that they're either unwilling or unable to convey, or have no interest in doing so. I suppose it would have to do with the nature of life/reality, a lack of a reason to continue to live. They most likely erred and did not properly manage mental illness, neglected or did not possess the aforementioned protective lifestyle factors.
That really is how I would describe the autistic experience. It's intense, everything is amplified. A distinct feeling of greater intensity, to the point where you could even perceive me breathing heavily from simply being in heavy thought, or at times from walking outside. Even ideas, thoughts, have a greater intensity, -
2017-07-19 at 11:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I uncovered the benefit of the amygdala abnormality in ASD, which I initially overlooked. At first the thought came to me after observing the lightning fast reflexes I repeatedly demonstrated when checking Ash's fur, when she seemed irritated and would turn to give me a warning nibble. I knew this was due to perpetually being in a mild form of the fight-or-flight state, particularly during events perceived as having potential danger, even something as relatively insignificant as this (Perception is key, of course.)
The reason I didn't note this is because it seemed to have no practical use. It does align with some evolutionary theories of the origins of autism, though. In our modern society this simply doesn't have much use or benefit, unless you live in a particularly dangerous area (Just leave, if possible. Don't enter into a lifestyle where you aren't able to. Unless you're doing a report or writing a book, something of that nature.), are a police officer, or in the military, related occupations. In those it could be highly beneficial for certain roles, but I would very strongly advise against them due to the strong predisposition for PTSD, which I forgot to mention and is related to what I wrote here: https://niggasin.space/post/221304
They're simply terrible roles for aspies, for a variety of reasons. Among the worse.
Now, MMA is a very interesting possibility, although if you have the concomitant low muscle tone concomittant with this subtype of aspergers you likely won't do well past a certain point. I wouldn't count on it becoming a profession, ever making it to the professional level. That and it doesn't have much lasting value for society.
I also had the thought that a simple variation of reaction time tests should be studied. Instead of the standard test where there's a response to stimuli requiring extension it should be contraction. For example, a loud noise requires you to release your grip and the time it takes is recorded accurately. If this hasn't already been done, a remarkable median difference would likely be found.
Now, as to the benefit, it's simply that being in a constantly primed state, a mild state of hyperarousal (Another term for fight-or-flight, also called the acute stress response), has cognitive benefits. Your mind is constantly active, awake, in "go" mode. There are well extablished benefits to performance of being mildly anxious.
Now, of course there are powerful detrimental aspects, other than the various life impacts stemming from anxiety, fear, and apprehension. The social impact, even impact on life decisions (risk aversion). Primarily I refer to the fact that this persistent state is unnatural, the human body was not designed, did not evolve, to endure it. Long term chronic stress has well established negative effects, on the body, mind/mental state/well being, and brain. Very likely a principle reason for the disparity in life expectancy, along with negative health events and conditions, particularly in late age, relative to the median life expectancy. I would recommend that regular breaks be taken. Currently Nardil is my standard recommended baseline medication for aspies, at least the ones that suffer from depression and anxiety. Other than that, due to them being the foremost treatment available, despite the disadvantages, I would simply recommend utilizing benzodiazepines for regular breaks. Once every month for 5 consecutive days, a week, or so, would likely be fine. T-PAIN as well due to preventing many of the key neurological alterations induced by long term chronic stress.
Originally posted by Malice Gee, maybe I should eventually publish an amateur paper on my "Autism as a Self Perpetuating Traumatic Cycle" theory. It's so oddly synergistic it may lead to a root cause, something analogous to a "big bang" event. There's also "The Scientific Asperger's Mind" paper I have in mind, the cognitive impact of the above would clearly be incorporated.
Purely through amateur interest, one of a multitude, I already clearly surpass Discount Whore in knowledge, understanding, and skill/aptitude for application. This is despite him having formal education and training, actually working in the field, of biology.
Although, we all know biologists do tend to be rather low on the scientific ranking, now don't we?
Originally posted by Malice My brain's going to fucking explode one day if I'm not careful. I forgot to mention, but on the subject of potentially being mildly bipolar and having regular manic cycles, which are notable in my writing, this is nowhere near my potential peak. I'm not even close to being fully recovered. The thought of what the peaks, the positive, cycles could be like in a healthy/optimal state is horrifying. I could genuinely require strong sedatives of mood stabilizers to prevent it from becoming beyond my control.
A decade from now I could end up like those genius polymaths who just end up completely losing it. They develop severe mental illness for unknown reasons, go insane, become unable to cope with life, discover something, come to an understanding, that they simply aren't able to cope with, and it does this to them, ending in self-destruction.
Regular breaks, moderate your extreme obsessive tendencies, be aware of mood and its impact, how it needs to be managed, have a support network of people IRL, don't take (most) things too seriously, remember to have fun/recreation time. Seems pretty basic.
I'm fascinated by the possibility of what these people may eventually grasp that they're either unwilling or unable to convey, or have no interest in doing so. I suppose it would have to do with the nature of life/reality, a lack of a reason to continue to live. They most likely erred and did not properly manage mental illness, neglected or did not possess the aforementioned protective lifestyle factors.
That really is how I would describe the autistic experience. It's intense, everything is amplified. A distinct feeling of greater intensity, to the point where you could even perceive me breathing heavily from simply being in heavy thought, or at times from walking outside. Even ideas, thoughts, have a greater intensity,
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2017-07-19 at 1:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by Dargo So boo hoo, you've lost some pets. That sucks, sure, (I've loved my doggos) but it doesn't make you a fucking holocaust survivor. At the end of the day, THEY'RE ANIMALS. Learn to handle letting them go.
We're all just animals, what makes a human life different from that of an animal?
If you replaced the animals in your stories with humans, and lived in some shitty war torn country, then your dramatic tone would be justified. You're just an unstable bitch though.
My animals were closer to me than any other person, and I cared about them far fucking more.
Originally posted by cerakote fuck man hydro is one of those faggots who thinks animals are people too
>i was on the verge of suicide because my horse got fucked on by yotes!!! my soul was torn asunder and the prospect of carrying on another day without my muse, my other half, was more than my aching heart could bear!!!
and for you to personify a coyote as some kind of serial rapist axe murderer is next level autism. its like being in war?? bitch, are you fucking shitting me??
you are a waste of a carbon based lifeform
He wasnt killed by coyotes, he was killed by poison from a neighbor. That was another friend who was ripped to pieces by coyotes- came home from college to find that fucked up scene.
I would have killed any person in this thread to have saved the life of my horse, or the other friends I've held dying in my arms, if it would have saved them.
You don't even have a fucking clue what I've lived, what I've seen.
I also had my livelihood stolen from me by some of those experiences... a livelihood I much enjoyed.
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2017-07-19 at 1:46 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone We're all just animals, what makes a human life different from that of an animal?
My animals were closer to me than any other person, and I cared about them far fucking more.
He wasnt killed by coyotes, he was killed by poison from a neighbor. That was another friend who was ripped to pieces by coyotes- came home from college to find that fucked up scene.
I would have killed any person in this thread to have saved the life of my horse, or the other friends I've held dying in my arms, if it would have saved them.
You don't even have a fucking clue what I've lived, what I've seen.
I also had my livelihood stolen from me by some of those experiences… a livelihood I much enjoyed.
I gave and still give far more fucks for some stray dog on the street than any person in this fucking thread, especially you and Dargo.
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2017-07-19 at 2:40 PM UTCMarked decrease need for sleep, unless it stems from the flmodafinil. That's another sign of potentially being mildly bipolar. I started logging the positive and negative phases yesterday. Currently 3 days into the positive.
Unfortunately bipolar disorder may never be beaten like I believed chronic depression can. Fortunately as I continue to recover the depressive phases may become so mild they don't produce considerable hardship.
I barely know anything about bipolar disorder due to only having focused on ailments that affect me. I had never considered the possibility before this. I also worry that the cycling may be relatively rapid, occurring on a weekly basis, and that the depressive phases are generally equivalent in length to the manic. Having manic phases far longer than the depressive, or the depressive being far less frequent, would be far superior. Although it's quite possible there may be a positive correlation between those cyclical styles of bipolar and the severity of depression, which can reach terrifying levels. -
2017-07-19 at 3:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Marked decrease need for sleep, unless it stems from the flmodafinil. That's another sign of potentially being mildly bipolar. I started logging the positive and negative phases yesterday. Currently 3 days into the positive.
Unfortunately bipolar disorder may never be beaten like I believed chronic depression can. Fortunately as I continue to recover the depressive phases may become so mild they don't produce considerable hardship.
I barely know anything about bipolar disorder due to only having focused on ailments that affect me. I had never considered the possibility before this. I also worry that the cycling may be relatively rapid, occurring on a weekly basis, and that the depressive phases are generally equivalent in length to the manic. Having manic phases far longer than the depressive, or the depressive being far less frequent, would be far superior. Although it's quite possible there may be a positive correlation between those cyclical styles of bipolar and the severity of depression, which can reach terrifying levels.
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2017-07-19 at 5:13 PM UTCRan out of w33d... :1:
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