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2017-07-18 at 10:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ No I think he's referring to the malice that has told me and countless others here that we are worthless pieces of shit, we'll never amount to anything, and that our death would be the best thing for this planet.
And yes, he meant it.
New malice is far nicer, I admit that.
When his depression was bad, yes, he lashed out and was very, very aggressive in pushing people away from him, and seeing the worst in everyone, including me. That doesn't define who he is though. -
2017-07-18 at 10:56 PM UTCI'm feeling very "lovey-dovey" right now... I'm such an emotional, and empathetic person, it hurts sometimes...
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2017-07-18 at 10:56 PM UTChydro took mdmaThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-18 at 11 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone When his depression was bad, yes, he lashed out and was very, very aggressive in pushing people away from him, and seeing the worst in everyone, including me. That doesn't define who he is though.
It certainly contributes to who he is in my mind. I keep scores for everyone. You can tip the balance if you know where to put the weights. -
2017-07-18 at 11:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 hydro took mdma
I wish. I wanna do that with PoC sometime soon, hopefully. That and drop some acid.
Originally posted by Sophie It certainly contributes to who he is in my mind. I keep scores for everyone. You can tip the balance if you know where to put the weights.
Well, sure, people do do that, but I'm a very... forgiving, live and let live sort of person. I hate Bill Krozby, but still... I'll try to help in something like seizures, or alcohol addiction, at least give my best go at giving useful advice.
What's the score with me, Sophie? I wanna knowz! You hate me so much you gon dox my ass?!!??! pls nooooos! I'll be a good hydro, and be nice to Sophies foreverz! Be nices to me bbe. -
2017-07-18 at 11:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I wish. I wanna do that with PoC sometime soon, hopefully. That and drop some acid.
Well, sure, people do do that, but I'm a very… forgiving, live and let live sort of person. I hate Bill Krozby, but still… I'll try to help in something like seizures, or alcohol addiction, at least give my best go at giving useful advice.
What's the score with me, Sophie? I wanna knowz! You hate me so much you gon dox my ass?!!??! pls nooooos! I'll be a good hydro, and be nice to Sophies foreverz! Be nices to me bbe.
Lel, i let people know who have a negative score. If i'm still nice to you it probably means we're still friends.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-18 at 11:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone Yes, you don't know him like I do. You're too shallow to see his true character, underneath his protective shell.
EDIT: not saying this as an insult, but a lot of people, not just you miss his true character, and his empathetic traits, because he sometimes comes off as a dick and a robot. It's there though… he's a good soul.
Post last edited by hydromorphone at 2017-07-18T22:53:17.231394+00:00
in five days you will be posting about how depressed you are just like malice goes through his manic cycles
youre talking about a guy who brags about destroying people. Treating people like shit overpowers "good souls" I mean hitler loved dogs -
2017-07-18 at 11:11 PM UTCAlso, MashleHash, thanks for being a new friend to me, and being so nice and being a support through stuff too, with your humor, art, and genuine empathetic love and kindness... it means a lot to me too. Hope you fit into my "Pack" for a long time too. What you did for me recently was truly kind, helpful, and I appreciate it....
Same with HTSnoob. I needed those laughs, and it was really fun to bullshit with you, sweetie. Helped me out of some bad times, and deal with some dumb shit lol. -
2017-07-18 at 11:11 PM UTC
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Didn't read
*looks at watch*
*opens cupboards*
*searches closet*
*checks pantry*
*goes down basement*
*looks in refrigerator*
*up to attic*
*toilet tank!?*
*last try, mail box*
No, still no cares.
Originally posted by Wasp Sugar Hate to break it to you nigga but that complexitity is pretty much the only thing making life interesting.
Of course! But information, what you build in your mind, can have far richer complexity! It's beauty, something unique in the world. It enthralls and evokes the imagination, the desire to reach ever further. Of course I don't deny that interpersonal relationships can have these qualities in a different form.
Although, with regard to complexity, even that isn't necessarily true. Of course there are simple pleasures in life. Just look at some Buddhists. Well, I certainly wouldn't say they're simple, far from it, what was required to attain that state is incredibly complex and requires immense effort, but the "resting" state can have a simple but profound beauty and peace to it.
Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 are we thinking of the same malice??
What I create with the right I destroy with the left. I am the multifaceted Shiva.
Post last edited by Malice at 2017-07-19T00:14:44.627720+00:00The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-18 at 11:14 PM UTCmalice is godThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-18 at 11:16 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Lel, i let people know who have a negative score. If i'm still nice to you it probably means we're still friends.
YAY! I haves friends! I feel special! Also, you too... thanks for reaching out to me in some dark days sorta shit I was dealing with and helping improve my 1337-ness.
Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 in five days you will be posting about how depressed you are just like malice goes through his manic cycles
youre talking about a guy who brags about destroying people. Treating people like shit overpowers "good souls" I mean hitler loved dogs
I'm still not in a good place, I realize that. I am working on shit, working to change shit for the better in my life everyday. It won't change overnight, but I'm taking the time I have to be appreciative for what I do have, and that's the friends I've got who've had my back, and been there for me, and not only that, I want them to know too, I'm there for them as well, despite how depressed I might get... I will rouse myself to come to their aid, even through all my depressed bullshit, and goddamn it, if they won't let me fucking die, I sure as fuck won't let them have the satisfaction of clocking out early on life.
You seem to miss the bigger picture, and things you don't see outside the forum. I don't fault you for that, because there's no way for you to know all that, but... there's more to Malice than who he comes off as on here. -
2017-07-18 at 11:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone YAY! I haves friends! I feel special! Also, you too… thanks for reaching out to me in some dark days sorta shit I was dealing with and helping improve my 1337-ness.
I'm still not in a good place, I realize that. I am working on shit, working to change shit for the better in my life everyday. It won't change overnight, but I'm taking the time I have to be appreciative for what I do have, and that's the friends I've got who've had my back, and been there for me, and not only that, I want them to know too, I'm there for them as well, despite how depressed I might get… I will rouse myself to come to their aid, even through all my depressed bullshit, and goddamn it, if they won't let me fucking die, I sure as fuck won't let them have the satisfaction of clocking out early on life.
You seem to miss the bigger picture, and things you don't see outside the forum. I don't fault you for that, because there's no way for you to know all that, but… there's more to Malice than who he comes off as on here.
Of course there is. You just said something like malice you always try to bring people up. That's what's being disputed.
That's like saying sploo is always trying to improve himself.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-18 at 11:21 PM UTCAnd again, it's neither here nor there. We are all complex studies. New Malice is far kinder.
Does that make you happy, or uncomfortable, or indifferent to hear that Mal? When I refer you to as a gentle and kind soul now, friendly and cordial.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-18 at 11:21 PM UTC
Originally posted by Malice *checks watch*
*looks in cupboards*
*searches*
*pantry*
*basement*
*refrigerator*
*attic*
*toilet tank*
*mail box*
No, still no cares.
What I create with the right I destroy with the left. I am the multifaceted Shiva.
LMFAO- I love that shit, Malice, you have some good burns.
You're a very complicated soul, but a good one, Mal. Glad to have you to bounce ideas with, discuss shit, and well... just having your fun personality running around here. -
2017-07-18 at 11:23 PM UTCOh, little guy seems to be notably more at ease near me, is willing to be closer. I thought I may have reached the limit of how comfortable she would feel around me due to being born feral and unsocialized with humans during the critical period. Her eyes are distinctly friendlier.
She even went inside after I called her closer, left the door open, and went out of view to fill the food bowl. She hasn't done that since months ago when she was small and went about 12 feet in past the corner of the bathroom and we were both startled when we spotted each other simultaneously.
Another thought on the glasses. With far less sensory information being processed these should also greatly increase cognitive endurance, reduce the amount of metabolic byproducts created that need to be removed during sleep.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-18 at 11:26 PM UTC
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2017-07-18 at 11:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Of course there is. You just said something like malice you always try to bring people up. That's what's being disputed.
That's like saying sploo is always trying to improve himself.
In a weird way, I think he is. It's like, sometimes he just puts off a lot of "tough love", in a weird way... he gives a fuck about people fucking their lives up, and at least puts effort and advice in how to work on it getting better, though it often comes off wrong, being an aspie that he is. -
2017-07-18 at 11:32 PM UTC
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2017-07-18 at 11:42 PM UTCshe could be the next james joyceThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-07-18 at 11:48 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Did you try my pennis trick?
Yes
Originally posted by hydromorphone it wasn't meant for you, and nobody fucking cares. so stfu already.
Didn't read.
Originally posted by Malice *looks at watch*
*opens cupboards*
*searches closet*
*checks pantry*
*goes down basement*
*looks in refrigerator*
*up to attic*
*toilet tank?*
*mail box*
No, still no cares.
Of course! But information, what you build in your mind, can have far richer complexity! It's beauty, something unique in the world. It enthralls and evokes the imagination, the desire to reach ever further. Of course I don't deny that interpersonal relationships can have these qualities in a different form.
Although, with regard to complexity, even that isn't necessarily true. Of course there are simple pleasures in life. Just look at some Buddhists. Well, I certainly wouldn't say they're simple, far from it, what was required to attain that state is incredibly complex and requires immense effort, but the "resting" state can have a simple but profound beauty and peace to it.
What I create with the right I destroy with the left. I am the multifaceted Shiva.
Post last edited by Malice at 2017-07-18T23:26:15.030944+00:00
Didn't read
Originally posted by hydromorphone YAY! I haves friends! I feel special! Also, you too… thanks for reaching out to me in some dark days sorta shit I was dealing with and helping improve my 1337-ness.
I'm still not in a good place, I realize that. I am working on shit, working to change shit for the better in my life everyday. It won't change overnight, but I'm taking the time I have to be appreciative for what I do have, and that's the friends I've got who've had my back, and been there for me, and not only that, I want them to know too, I'm there for them as well, despite how depressed I might get… I will rouse myself to come to their aid, even through all my depressed bullshit, and goddamn it, if they won't let me fucking die, I sure as fuck won't let them have the satisfaction of clocking out early on life.
You seem to miss the bigger picture, and things you don't see outside the forum. I don't fault you for that, because there's no way for you to know all that, but… there's more to Malice than who he comes off as on here.
Didn't read
