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2022-01-26 at 1:16 PM UTC
Originally posted by Aleister Crowley Brad you should watch Leaving Las Vegas with Nicolas Cage.
Good film about an alcoholic. He actually got an Oscar for his performance which was well deserved.
don't watch anything except horror movies and only once, can't get into shit else, i could listen to you telling me teh plot of the movie and how you feel about it and gety more from meditating while i stare like just to the left of the tree which i do with all of my exes when they want to watch netflix and not fuck or wathc something other than horror movies
oh and documentaroes i glance up sometimes but i don't watch, my childhood was 90% sleeping, school, or my living room television until i became a juveniole delinquent and started hanging out at hte park
YOu ever seen a bird play with a piece of string that's been in it's cage for years and it's fascinated? That's how i view people who watch television for hours.
At least with a computer or a game or a walk you're engaging with your environment, they said after 3000 hours of watching, trhe childs brain makes different nuerotransmitters taht are basically a hadurrrrtfor slots of time to the point your hypothakamus shuts off because you're basically going brain dead watching a moving screen and not thinking about it.
fuck that
also my entire childhood if my mom was wathcing someting like lifetime movies never have commercijals or do once an hour i'd have to run back to hte living room and talk to her and ask her stuff and it was like my mom would just take breaks to sip beer after work and i sat there starved for attention waiting for fucking oprah to go on commercial and when it was my tv time i'd watch it religiously like dragon ball z or have no interest in it. local news been repeating itself and i've understood it while doing computer but it's cuz my momput it on a 4 when she woke up idgaf imma go watch porn for awhle and see h9ow much dust i left in this smaple baggie, i haven't done tweak in 4 months because i got into an argument with my biker plug over petty amounts of property and i was living in milwaukee and doing crack so i dind't really mind giving the mexicans money for awhile -
2022-01-26 at 5:15 PM UTCGo apply at some manual labor job, its a requirement to have a minimum of 1 felonyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-01-26 at 6:14 PM UTCcan't work my body for long periods of time like ina fac5orty i need to rest and my hands aren[t that strong
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2022-01-26 at 6:40 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-01-26 at 6:44 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2022-01-26 at 6:56 PM UTC
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2022-01-26 at 7:07 PM UTChe does off and on he goes to work so HTS can sleep, he's a really good guy
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2022-01-26 at 8:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by RIPtotse This is your Saturn return Bradley. Look it up.
Make it past this and its downhill from here. I believe mine was age 27 28 when I did my prison sentence with lingering effects still effecting me today.
It gets better every minute that passes though. Your probably dead in the middle of your Saturn return though.
Why do you think everyone dies at age 27?
It's been known for centuries and its just western science that has denounced astrology when it's obviously real.
I never really believed in Occult shit but these days I do. My life basically got super fucked up at 27. Sister stole my rent, vehicle shit the bed, broken jaw and couldn't work(my work was all under the table, no safety net) in debt to my landlord who was leaning on me all leading into my work evaporating, me getting hopeless and enjoying meth a bit too much. Now I'm homeless, jobless and have a criminal record.
Everytime i think i'm getting ahead or see the light at the end of the tunnel, when hope comes back it collapses and I'm even worse off then before.
Shady demonic forces pop out with temptations. Or something i'm not responsible for but looks like I am will happen and the trust I've built with someone will turn to suspicion.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-01-26 at 8:46 PM UTC
Originally posted by Nile I never really believed in Occult shit but these days I do. My life basically got super fucked up at 27. Sister stole my rent, vehicle shit the bed, broken jaw and couldn't work(my work was all under the table, no safety net) in debt to my landlord who was leaning on me all leading into my work evaporating, me getting hopeless and enjoying meth a bit too much. Now I'm homeless, jobless and have a criminal record.
Everytime i think i'm getting ahead or see the light at the end of the tunnel, when hope comes back it collapses and I'm even worse off then before.
Shady demonic forces pop out with temptations. Or something i'm not responsible for but looks like I am will happen and the trust I've built with someone will turn to suspicion.
I mean they didn't write books and have scholars on this subject since basically the dawn of recorded information for it to not be real.
All occult practices aren't real that's for sure, but some are and astrology definitely is one that is real.
Read up on Magick, not magic.
Demonology and all that occult stuff is directly related to astrology. I mean you can't just summon any demon/angel/spirit [whatever you personally call them] whenever you want...it has to be the correct time of year/astrological aspects must be aligned according go whatever entity you wish to aide you/rare elements and metals must be worn for protections/Solomons circle must be correct/seals must be correctly imaged and made of the correct metals....I mean the layers of this shit is insanity really.
Check out any Ars Goetia book, such as the Lesser Key of Solomon or just the Key of Solomon...those are decent into books to pique an interest into the subject.
These are all about controlling the destiny of your own life through ritual Magick. Ones body must be pure for certain "spells" and sometimes take years of celebicy in order to be completed correct, and others require astrological bodies to be in certain planets, or moons to be in different phases. It's different for each entity the caster is attempting to summon.
I always carry a pentagon for protection and absolutely live by the phrases, Do as Thou Will Harm None, and Do as Thou Wilt Shall Be The Whole Of The Law. These phrases are what you make of then yourselves, to me they basically mean do what you want, not without consequence, but do what you want understanding whatever consequences come and be willing to face them as long as you do as you want. It also has many other meanings, and the reason the saying is on the outer circle of many pentagrams is because pentagrams [facing up] are protection from God and standing in one allows you to cast a spell, possibly a malignant one, and you will not succumb to the effects of said spell.
Why do you think everyone freaks out about bohemian Grove and the freemasonry and skull and bones and all those groups? Because they practice ritual Magick and absolutely understand the power that it holds.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-01-26 at 9:01 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley can't work my body for long periods of time like ina fac5orty i need to rest and my hands aren[t that strong
y dnt u get manual labored im ready to give ua n interview to your position
you can work in my future shrimp factory, I think you could manage that type of work it's pretty chill
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2022-01-27 at 1:29 AM UTCCut the drugs & faggotry out & the universe will grant you a better wavelength.
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2022-01-28 at 4:21 AM UTC
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2022-01-28 at 4:40 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley Yeah today I had too much pain to walk four blocks and back. I use stairs throughout the day and I'm honestly tired of struggling and being in pain and feeling bad about everything.
Man I am 60 in May had my back broken in 16, left arm ripped out of my shoulder socket in 13, torn rotator cuff in 09, shot in 96 and in 83, stabbed in 84, fell 65 feet repelling in 82, shattered my right heel in 95, and been in multiple high speed car crashes going back to 78.
Those are just the major owies. The list of also rans would require it's own thread. There is not a waking moment I am not in pain. I man up and deal with it. Most people never even know it's happening. I just spent 5 straight days on a ladder, on my knees, and behind a shovel setting up 13 hardwired security cams for my woman. What are you like 30? And you are going to whine about walking four blocks?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2022-01-28 at 4:49 AM UTCYeah bro I am I do yoga and taking anything for pain even tylenol and yeah when my joints hurt too much to put pressure on a half mile walk is like stepping on a million Legos and my knees
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2022-01-28 at 4:51 AM UTCChiropractor
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2022-01-28 at 4:53 AM UTCPT ..often hospitals will send u to 6 week's traning on how strengthen and stretch muscles and relieve RA related pain
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2022-01-28 at 4:54 AM UTCHow I sign up for that?
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2022-01-28 at 5:42 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bradley How I sign up for that?
Dont you have free healthcare while having SSDI? like Kaiser or some Blue Cross thing?
go see a primary and ask if you can get a referral to a chiropractor but before you do this, check your insurance directly.
if you don't have health insurance you should contact social security and the county for Medi-Cal.
then tell them you would like to try it out. or check out coupons and on payday you might find one for 40 bucks the first visit. like an hour or half hour session. that dude or woman will crack all your joins, freeing them and also align the spine. Now how does the spine help you with RA it's the central nerve braid that goes to the brain, its in the center of the spine. and when they fix any slight curves it takes pressure off of the central nerve system and you just feel good for a few days. I used to do it twice a month evert two weeks or so.
there has to be some kind of help in paying for it. you'll get addicted to it but in a good way no a bad addiction. will help you out in life. Usually, they're like 100 an hour. or 30 minutes, i for got how long since I haven't been to one in like 10 years. I'm sure is 30 minutes and sometime 15 minutes for like 50 bucks.
It only takes like 10 minutes for a basic crack section and like 20 for that and a spine correction. and then 5-10 minutes resting to make sure you're OK.
