2020-10-24 at 1:38 PM UTC
Nilly, I have to tell you something. I like âmeth Nilâ. Now let me clarify. I do not like to see people become slaves to a drug, but I think your experiences since you moved out of your Dadâs and started partying, gave you a completely different outlook on life. You seem more introspective and assertive. Iâm sure thatâs always been there but your nihilism stopped it from coming out. Itâs like youâve come out of a shell.
Sounds like youâre slowing down on the meth, I could be wrong. Either way, I like how you are interested in life.đ
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2020-10-24 at 1:57 PM UTC
Nil
African Astronaut
[the overexcited four-footed chanar]
....come out of a shell to maybe end up in a cage? I dunno if I like the bargain lol.
2020-10-24 at 2:15 PM UTC
Nil
African Astronaut
[the overexcited four-footed chanar]
Been better fed and as stressful as my friend and his womans toxic drunken misery can be its not too bad. Can sleep soundly.
The shit that drove me crazy un the summer was all the stupid b.s. and police/state really fucking up an odd play cuz I'm so fucking strange.
Tryna stasi style zersetzung a nigga or very inept attempt to either tryn investigate or frame me. I dunno I don't think I will and the weirdness hasn't totally gone away.
2020-10-24 at 2:20 PM UTC
So when will you know if anything comes of it?
2020-10-24 at 2:24 PM UTC
Never heard âmore carrot, less stickâ?
2020-10-24 at 2:27 PM UTC
Nil
African Astronaut
[the overexcited four-footed chanar]
Well... before the signals and veiled messages were, get a job, go to jail, at least get sober.
Now it's like... some weird recruitment type shit.
Not so much over the top threats or even believable ones... Just a message to be more subtle and maybe consider some options.
2020-10-24 at 6:50 PM UTC
ah man I'm tired of people and their bullshit
2020-10-24 at 8:41 PM UTC
Originally posted by Nil
The "consider other options" was interesting.
Lol tech… I didn't get the signs before, I was convinced either police were trying to kill me, or frame me or I was losing my mind.
Least I'm sure I'm sane but will need to measure my recollection of experience against recorded reality. Say a Mic, or cam. Then take notes 10 hours later and compare it to the record.
I'll fucking kill you nigger
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