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2022-05-07 at 9:49 PM UTC in What do you want to be when you grow upWhen I saw this thread I wanted to say I want to be Lucy when I grew up. But apparently lucy what's to die but I don't want to die
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2022-05-07 at 9:48 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
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2022-05-07 at 9:43 PM UTC in Dunno why this is on my mind
Originally posted by Kafka I used to be anorexic, pro-ana, because my ex was and I’m highly-suggestible. It crept up on me, thinking if they hated fat so much they wouldn’t find me attractive if I had fat. When I get information overload the last thing I want to see is fat and I think it’s a control thing, I’m scared if I ever go over 9 stone then I could lose control of my weight. I liked wearing crop-tops so that was another factor. I would stay around 8.3 stone and they told me they would want to lose even more weight if they were me. I was weighing myself everyday and had an app to count calories, the limit was 700 cals a day. Only on one occasion I made myself throw up and I can’t eat that food ever again. I got to 7.10 stone.
I don’t count calories or weigh myself anymore but I’m conflicted because some part of me wants to gain weight and look healthy, I know other people think I’m too skinny. Another part of me wants to be anorexic again and just get more dermal fillers in my face for the loss of volume. Right now I’d say I’m around 8.7 stone, 8.3 would be underweight.
Giving in to pro Ana shit is foul get some help and deal with your dad's death without drugs like the rest of us did -
2022-05-07 at 9:40 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?I laid off of you when I owed you nothing. Because lanny begged me and told me you had problems. You never showed me the same kindness.
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2022-05-07 at 9:40 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
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2022-05-07 at 9:34 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
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2022-05-07 at 9:34 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?You only responded to try and sound unbothered about it. I learned long ago in this community if something is untrue you just don't respond.
If you have something to hide by discrediting someone you respond and try to spin the story. -
2022-05-07 at 9:30 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
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2022-05-07 at 9:30 PM UTC in The Chattiest Loudest Posters Here
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2022-05-07 at 9:29 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
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2022-05-07 at 9:28 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
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2022-05-07 at 9:25 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
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2022-05-07 at 9:24 PM UTC in The Chattiest Loudest Posters HereThis isn't a cat fight it's a reckoning. Because I've been silent about the absolute narcissism and bull shit here for too long.
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2022-05-07 at 9:19 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
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2022-05-07 at 9:15 PM UTC in The Chattiest Loudest Posters HereI talk like a normal person. I was talking about my life lol
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2022-05-07 at 9:15 PM UTC in The Chattiest Loudest Posters HereWow I never found you attractive I found you putrid lol
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2022-05-07 at 9:14 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?Because I'm worth too much
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2022-05-07 at 9:12 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?They are not wild accusations. I checked no one posted about the site being down after this happened.
And it was after you told me to stop talking to you and befor I apologized.
The only nice thing I can say to you is thank you for giving me the real housewives to put on in the background. -
2022-05-07 at 9:11 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
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2022-05-07 at 9:06 PM UTC in Is It Possible to Get Banned and It Not Show on Your Ban Log?
