2016-08-30 at 12:02 AM UTC
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cant sleep
tastes like tangy cardboard and church wafers
I like it
2016-08-29 at 11:45 PM UTC
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I'm very worried about me
rememmeember
try to remember
I know for sure my nmda receptors are antagonized and there is definately some sigma 1 agonism, the dopamine still flows like the
clouds that move across the sky. The certain song, fucks with my buildings, I say, the building that my brain is.
This must be the pinnacle of the universe or something because I've never listened to a song and had it repeat in my head nonstop for almost a week, even in my dreams. It's gonna make life easy for me. To get things done I have to break the, bonds of the , song on my highway parkbench working working but if you come with snother dim, I tell you my friends are important to me
I hope you worry bout me
I would worry bout me
Don't be sorry Dr. House, Cuddy ruined your leg/bag/life
2016-08-29 at 12:10 PM UTC
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2016-08-29 at 11:32 AM UTC
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cant sleep
Here's my yesterday wake up after 48 hours 600mg beedrill a bottle of red wine out of weed for 5 hrs so more spring wine and like 4 beers 900mg lithium electrically charged awful/////>>>>>>>
I'm a noot noot and I sleep in a zoot suit
2016-08-26 at 4:21 PM UTC
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anyone ever try khat?
I have a feeling it would go GREAT with oxycodone or something, why the fuck is bitchass coffee legal and tobacco but not Khat? I just read an article and some DEA nozzle's opinion was " no, it's no coffee, it's like heroin or cocaine" because it "increases alertness and causes mania" wtf is this derpadew thinking? that's the point. that's what caffeine does. I'm forced to drink fagoffee to get my stim fix
I haven't taken any xanax or phenibut for like a week but I'm still going through major withdrawal, will this shit help
2016-08-17 at 6 PM UTC
in
How my life has changed
But to be honest I wish it didn't have to happen like this. We were friends at a point, that is fact.
2016-08-17 at 5:59 PM UTC
in
How my life has changed
he goes away, once I've gotten him out of my head completely he gets out, asks me how sober I am, I say I relapsed and he blocks me. Fair that to stay clean people should avoid past people places and things but, places, hes still fucking here, and people, obviously, but to just block me to tell me what's been known for months, he only talks to me because I'm amusing sometimes.
2016-08-17 at 5:38 PM UTC
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How my life has changed
Well it took some pretty weird circumstances for this to happen but I'm finally out of the corrupt daze I was in since late 2014, I got sent to a retard school because te district wouldn't accept me back in highschool, I started smoking spice due to going back on zoklet in my benzedrex haze, talked to certain people for a really long time probably only because we were both equally as fucked up, he had an obsession with a girl, listened to fidlar and smoked crack on bundy. I watched star trek, liked devo and stimulants. Apparently I have no emotions but the thing is I just don't show emotions to people who are living a simulated reality 100% of the time, atleast I have periods of my life where I'm sober. As soon as this person was out of the situation, I started hanging out with my old best friend from middle school for the first time in 3 years, I no longer feel like I have to be on edge 24 hours a day for very disturbing bundy calls and paranoid ramblings.
Yes I'm mad.
2016-08-17 at 4:44 PM UTC
in
I'm envious of your IQ of 37
OH ME IQ RAFT DANGLES TRIANGLES
instability is killing me
benzedrex is no longer sold at every store within a 5 mile radius, I cracked yesterday and almost got heatstroke walking tryna find it. only think I haven't quit is weed, I've been smoking it almost constantly but it ain't doin shit really and I'm almost out.. lithium is a cunt, I'm back up to like 220lbs and it's hard to walk and I feel like a quel zombie.. off my adhd meds because the hospital doc was a fucking asswad and I haven't been able to see my regular doc oyuiia derpadew should I just relapse on xanax and celeste microwave pizza
