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2017-05-27 at 11:06 PM UTC in Being an alcoholic sucksI envy alcoholics a great deal of the time. My body doesnt process alcohol well so I get very little pleasure out of drinking. Being drunk is acceptable to a certain extent in society, its a social thing, you can have a drink and people will still look at you like youre human. Even alcoholism itself is frowned apon less than stimulant addiction. Or spice. Plus alk is easier to acquire.
Theres a slight romanticism to passing out with a bottle of gin in your hand, not so much with a bag of spice -
2017-05-27 at 10:58 PM UTC in do u believe in a higher powerInjuries like this fuck with your head so bad, aside from the loss of confidence and despression and anxiety that never subsides, dealing with pain every second of every day (I had "chronic pain" before this, which now feels like a joke in comparison, more like chronic owwie 2.5/10 on the pain scale, this dick thing is atleast a 7/10), can really make a person miserable.
Also this thread isnt for attention, its just this injury has ruined my mind and I only feel coherent enough to make posts with content very rarely -
2017-05-27 at 10:47 PM UTC in do u believe in a higher powerYes
It also involved a shoelace -
2017-05-27 at 10:45 PM UTC in Things that have stuck with you for years part 3Brain damage
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2017-05-27 at 10:44 PM UTC in do u believe in a higher powerIts like an ancient greek myth... gets a big dick but is alone for life because of how painful it is
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2017-05-27 at 10:41 PM UTC in do u believe in a higher powerTorn suspensory ligament and scar tissue from an accidental injury that ended up growing my dick (yes, really, the surgery for penis enlargement involves cutting of the suspensory ligament) but uncontrolled tearing is extremely painful and the pain hasn't gone away or let up at all since the day it happened
Great my dick is 8.5 inches now but every morning wood every boner every orgasm is another injury -
2017-05-27 at 10:37 PM UTC in do u believe in a higher powerTimes like this I honesty would prefer if these injuries I have and pain and suicide failing every time is some sort of punishment from whatever higher power exists so atleast it would make sense
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2017-05-27 at 10:30 PM UTC in Trianglism passage 12/5/15: The book of hexagonylattice and trigsynapent
Originally posted by Totse 2001 Sometimes you meet people you like, someone in the art industry of paintings or film making or music.. and they talk about historical facts that they incorporate into a backstory.. so certain people see a painting or a film on the surface but they're is usually an underlining meaning or layers with jokes and such. Is this book about historical facts of the past couple hundred years or going back to Plato times?
Ancient egypt/Mesopotamia to modern day -
2017-05-26 at 6:26 PM UTC in Trianglism passage 12/5/15: The book of hexagonylattice and trigsynapent
Originally posted by Totse 2001 look I know you don't know me but I'm not very good at math. well I am in basic but I don't know geometry or calculus or clearly trigonometry at any level.
will you help me.. for free. do you know anything that can teach me to read these mathematical formulas ? like y x z = blah blah.
k thanks
I'm terrible.. simply terrible at math. and History.. but fuck history. I'm not gonna wait around for it to happen again.
Ask sploo for math help
Also history is fucking awesome, since I got my T-PAIN and flurophen ive been reading a world history textbook for fun. -
2017-05-25 at 4:12 AM UTC in What is ovaltines binding affinityyghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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2017-05-23 at 2:24 AM UTC in Spice fixed my brain
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Id hope so. now all you need to do is quit the seroquel abuse.
Fuck you chicken
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Id hope so. now all you need to do is quit the seroquel abuse.
Get with the times spudboy this isn't 2014
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Id hope so. now all you need to do is quit the seroquel abuse.
The meme is that I snort wellbutrin not abuse seroquel you dense cromag,
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Id hope so. now all you need to do is quit the seroquel abuse.
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2017-05-23 at 2:14 AM UTC in Spice fixed my brainNo this isnt a "dear diary durrr i smoked desk" tier thread or a drug autoeroticism but a spurious generalities tier MEDICAL ANOMALY OMFG
I see colors in in their full depth like before my brain broke. I took 1mg xanax for a panic attack and felt it when it woukd usually take like 3mg to feel slight relaxation. I feel mentally coherent enough and care enough to make a thread.
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2017-05-22 at 8:07 PM UTC in Are you happy with your life?No. I smoke spice and shoot myself repeatedly with an airsoft gun
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2017-05-22 at 8:06 PM UTC in Threads Made vs. Posts Ratio549
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2017-05-20 at 6:50 PM UTC in SaturdayProbably snort more focalin in a futile attempt to.. do .. I don't fucking know. Whenever I get close to sleeping, like laying down feeling kinda ok im like, hmm, i feel ok, I'll feel more ok with more focalin
which is almost always never true.
I know I'm gonna be VERY VERY annoyed if I wake up with all them gone, only got 14 5mgs left.. the shitty ones with the dye that erodes my nose.. shit doesnt work unless snorted. Already out of the 10s.. . FUCK HOW DID MY LIFE TURN INTO JUST DRUGS
Zoklet probably -
2017-05-20 at 6:48 PM UTC in Just found this place
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2017-05-20 at 5:33 AM UTC in Headstrong bundyMetronome also
Bundys mom whispered trianglistic limericks into his ear at night to teach him morals -
2017-05-18 at 5:59 PM UTC in Gangstalkinng victims are lambs
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2017-05-18 at 5:58 PM UTC in Gangstalkinng victims are lambs
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2017-05-18 at 5:54 PM UTC in War is good. Agreed?
Originally posted by snab_snib what the fuck are scientific discoveries and advancements in technology good for?
saving lives? so war negates that, right? if saving lives is good, war is bad, since war loses lives, and resulting discoveries simply balance it out, with a lot of bullshit in between.
violence is 'good' in that it's an aspect of the human soul. war is 'bad' as an ephemeral representation of violence caused by humans outsourcing their violent responsibilities to others.
the reason we have war is because we're unwilling to live in a society where people kill or fight with each other at will. but such a society is far healthier then ours, where millions of fat, soft, stupid, weak people just pay other people to go off and do their violence for them.
a society with no legal restrictions on killing or injuring other people would develop an honor culture out of communal necessity to regulate violence into a more noble and palatable form. see: sabre dueling culture in 1600's poland. eventually a more highly ordered form similar in structure to our one would appear, but it would be far more effective.
aggression is a good, violence is a good. war is an accident.
Uncontrolled aggression and violence is pretty lame most of the time. war is in our nature. Coming together with your guild/state/country/tribe to go into honerable battle against the obviously inferior outsiders creates quantum grids
