yeah no shit but maybe having a fuckton of testosterone would like, make me feel better the whole point is to feel better it doesn't matter if my logic is faulty leading to delusional conclusions
Post last edited by Dissociator at 2017-10-28T21:26:48.200054+00:00
Also the fact that I haven't had an endocrine test to confirm any of this is a +1 in the reasons why dissociator should never have children (HEH GET IT CAUSE ENDOCRINE HORMOENS FERTILITY HEH )
Long story short I'm sick of the bullshit that came from unintentional bisphenol-a induced estrogen poisoning, it could be a delusion but its not illogical to assume that smoking spice out of a plastic pill bottle for months could've resulted in a bunch of the plastic melting and me inhaling it which = increased estrogen levels, I highly doubt increased estrogen decreases testosterone in any direct way but apparently BPA can lower testosterone. But low libido, low energy, low motivation (including drastically decreased urges to use drugs except alcohol and other shit that can calm me down) I know someone who knows someone who can hook me up with SUS 250 (30 mg testosterone propionate. 60 mg testosterone phenylpropionate. 60 mg testosterone isocaproate).
Wondering how fucking stupid it is in your opinions to do ROIDIZZZ/if anyone has any experience I remember back when I had enough energy to go for runs and lift and it was fucking great
I got a head injury months ago (head was injured, by glass, permanent brain damage probably unlikely) but the nerve damage plus pre-existing trigeminal neuralgia gives me bad headaches but now when I get them its like multiple explosions and the scar feels like its being ripped open but I also hallucinate voices and get flashing negative vision (like when you invert the colors on a picture) its fucked up are these seizures or going super saiyan or what
Zion 100% from concentrate also I had 3 shots and a pint of beer beforehand zimbabwetime qryzeujaj ojbramaknadar tralzinthrophinyite plegheteug pleaug jamkolanzinyoy uvekkinakhradan zintch zimmy
anyone else deal with this bullshit? one of the most cucky addictions ever in my opinion but ever since quitting adderlol/benzedreux/focalroy/all other stims I've been having like 7-9 cups of coffee a day and its weird, its like a reverse tolerance thing or something.. for years drinking coughee gave me the most unpleasant all inclusive tina drymouth sans the everything good about stims but now having like 8 cups a day I can feel the adenosine dopamine eyhhhh and honestly its better than the focalinsurrection
