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2018-01-12 at 3:28 AM UTC in antipsychotics are pretty okprobably because I'm extremely schizophrenic
>collapsed head
>collapsed face
>10mg zyprexa
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2018-01-12 at 3:27 AM UTC in T-PAIN is really neaty are u mad at a drug
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2018-01-11 at 7:22 PM UTC in T-PAIN is really neatbtw i got it from T-PAINstore.com 50 dollars for 2g and 1 day shipping
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2018-01-11 at 7:21 PM UTC in T-PAIN is really neatfor all newbies t-pain = tianepptine
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2018-01-11 at 6:44 PM UTC in T-PAIN is really neatfor the first time in like 6 months I have absolutely no muscle spasms/tardive dyskenesia. Completely gone. top tier nootropic
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2018-01-11 at 5:09 PM UTC in Money is everything.once you have enough drugs to feel 'happy' money becomes irrelevant. once you no longer need money for drugs, you have evolved and all other humans look tiny
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2018-01-10 at 12:21 AM UTC in I have a weird image stuck in my minddear diary, uninsteresting nothingtalk
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2018-01-09 at 11:53 PM UTC in intosanctuary 2020January 7 2020 11:34 am
It’s been far too long. Redge promised to meet me at the transportation hub at 12.30, its already well past 3. Well, somewhere around then. Its hard to be certain of time when you dont have any timepieces. The sanctuary contraband market has a couple, but the cost is not worth it. I only have 2 credits left, and my stash of chemicals is dwindling. I met up with the chemist (unofficial, as there are no pharmacies or doctors in my sanctuary district. The government does things like that on purposese. There are more than enough physicians in this province, but care is reserved for class 3 and above. Also known as the gimmies, upper class, the beautiful and priveleged ones.
Dims like me and the rest of the poor souls in these slums are not recognized as citizens by the ruling factions and the absolute oligarchical counsel. The onl y reason we have these gated off districts is because genocide is still considered immoral and wrong. What an enlightened society we have. Its hard to believe just 3 years ago there were happy, stupid and ‘’free’’ teenagers roaming the streets with their mobile phones, corrupt businessmen beating their wives, and degenerate drug dealers running free like wild jaguars hopped up on their own primal instrincts. Paradise compared to the thousands of broken, physically and mentally damaged humans that remain on this tarnished orb of suffering we call earth.
The drugs. Chemicals that alter the neurochemicals we already have floating around in our electrochemical computers encased in a hard shell, giving the spark of brilliance to the flesh bags we inhabit and call bodies. Molecules. Microscopic alterants, that was all it took to turn society from developing and thriving, despite the poverty and human faults, conflict and suffering, there was still joy, creativity, kindness, and human connection.
Now, all that remains is a pale reminder of humanitys most catastrophic mistake to date, the government controlling citizens with chemicals as an attempt to paccify criminals and to create a paradise out of the roots of success. Like a dog limping back after being mauled by a rabid timberwolf, never to make it back to its home. Dying slowly and pitifully.
This is intosanctuary 2020.
Chapter 2- january 7 2020, 4:32 pm
Oh fuck. My face is collapsing again. Dried up mucous membranes and sensations of severe pain both imagined and excruciatingly existant - nociceptors being bombarded with signals of notifications to let the brain know theres something fucky going on , painful, sharp-as-a-knife , pulsating reality infesting pain letting me know that the weed i smoked must be laced with nanobots or some sort of caustic detergent, and that the government issued, manditory antipsychots I was given at lunch, have kicked in. Dry as a desert, agonizing as hell, and a reminder of the kind of ‘’life’’ that unfortunate lower class schizoids and dropouts have to deal with. As shuttlepods go in and out of warp onto the designated passenger entry queues, pickup tangents of loud and catasrophically cynical passengers, drop off tired and malaised cynical assholes, and the government mental assistance androids assisting the truly mentally retarded societal money-drainers in going from shitty point A to shitty point B. And I’m the asshole standing by the food ration dispensers trying to look casual while staring at another reminder of the ‘’merciful’’ government ‘’protecting’’ citizens. Staring at another corpse half dissolved in the chemical bath of malajusted inmate disposal, the only verdict for disobeying the man. The rules of aligning your mental pathways with the opinions and ideals of the state. The people who do the work to bring us these glorious slums overcrowded with reminders of the hell that just gets worse as time goes on. Where the only thing to look forward to is the next reality-altering psychoactive distributions. Antidepressants and anticonvulsants, off label and on label solutions to mildly disable criminally unstable disturbing and unnerving members of the human race. More like human disgrace
Chapter 3- january 11 2020 11:28 pm
I dont know what day it is. Due to the familiar stench of metabolites and mortility, the brig, the clink, the home of the dead and the dying. The hole.
Prison.
I mustve looked the wrong way at a lackey or mouthed off to a enforcer. Or maybe my jaundice appeared as chinese and I was arrested due to not being white. I dont know. But i mustve been sedated mighty heavily to be out for what feels like atleast a couple of days, probably severa. Im going back to sleep as it is starting to disgust me beyond coping, that I have to use fecal matter as a utencil to add to my manifesto of mental mongolism. Journal of jaundice. Log of logghorea. DIary of delusions. Intosanctuary. -
2018-01-07 at 4:15 AM UTC in Do rainbows exist objectively?you can argue only things that have mass exist fully objectively, and that things without matter that we can see, measure, know exist, exist but arent entirely, tangibly real. for example, fire would be real because it is a form of matter, gas, you can touch it and know it exists because it emits heat and it burns you, you know its real.
but light, is radiation, which you can also feel, as it effects your body. maybe at a microscopic and very minute level a rainbow can affect your cells by being in the vicinity of which the water particles/fog exists and by seeing it the cones and rods in your retinas are altered -
2018-01-07 at 4:10 AM UTC in Do rainbows exist objectively?
Originally posted by Open Your Mind No, actually the rainbow is inside your mind. Because it is an optical illusion.
Yeah, I know, light exists out there. Yes, those water droplets exist out there. Those are not a rainbow. Because a rainbow is an optical illusion produced when viewing water droplets at a particular angle relative to the source of light. So yeah, a rainbow does exist inside your mind. It has no physical location. A light source has a physical location. Water droplets in the sky have physical locations. A rainbow exists in your mind.
Dummy.
youre a fucking idiot. we know it exists because our eyes are capable of viewing the color spectrum, there are technologies that utilize light waves, lasers, certain microscopes, cameras even. just like we know particles exist, protons neutrons electrons, quarks, stars, galaxies, neural impulses, they are measurable existances -
2018-01-07 at 2:36 AM UTC in roshambo has downs syndrome
Originally posted by Fromus Krokus im 40% turkish, not muslim
its so ironic when roshambo talks about race mixing and having pure bred genetics when he literally has marfans, klienfelters, and mosaic downs syndrome. he's based his entire personality on the fact that his mentally ill parents shit out a defectoid with multiple genetic disabilities. his username was "recomboDNA" for years and he might be sterile
That is the most accurate display of thought disorder ive seen in a while. His username has to do with dna --> he has a genetic disorder
oh yeah this dudes username is assasin_mafia_cooldude he's a mob boss
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schizophrenic tells friend he has genetic disorders based on delusions and overthinking about my obsessive compulsivity and perceptual distortion -
2018-01-07 at 1:42 AM UTC in roshambo has downs syndrome
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2018-01-07 at 12:18 AM UTC in roshambo has downs syndromeatleast I don't have delusions of grandeur, an eating disorder (Severe obesity), no friends, a roach fetish, criminal record, and a mudalime mother
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2018-01-03 at 10:35 PM UTC in lmao, I miss zokletwho doesn't miss zoklet
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2018-01-03 at 10:34 PM UTC in how much loperamide to get an opiate high
Originally posted by Fromus Krokus because it's interesting if it works, then that can be exploited somehow
we had an argument a few months ago about how I thought loperamide wasnt neurotoxic and you told me how I fried my brain back in 2014 when I used to abuse loperamide and you sourced it with like 4 articles proving it is neurotoxic.. if you get it to cross the bbb youre in for a nice case of permanent parkinsonism
The wide safety margin of loperamide (compared with MPTP and haloperidol) despite metabolism to a potentially neurotoxic pyridinium species likely stems from a combination of factors that include a therapeutic regimen normally restricted to a few days and the fact that loperamide and perhaps LPP(+) are P-glycoprotein ...
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/15319335
http://dmd.aspetjournals.org/content/32/9/943
http://www.niscair.res.in/sciencecommunication/researchjournals/rejour/ijeb/Fulltextsearch/2005/May%202005/IJEB-vol%2043-May%202005-pp%20425-429.htm -
2018-01-03 at 10:31 PM UTC in HOLY SHIT I FIGURED OUT WHAT'S WRONG WITH ALDRAwanna be friends again
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2018-01-02 at 11:21 PM UTC in how much loperamide to get an opiate high
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2018-01-02 at 11:20 PM UTC in real drug/fake drugsdjlcx i;lm,
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2018-01-02 at 11:19 PM UTC in how much loperamide to get an opiate high
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2018-01-02 at 11:17 PM UTC in how much loperamide to get an opiate highenjoy the fucking neurotoxicity
id love to see you become even more of an invalid
