Lol I was watching house this morning and it was the episode ignorance is bliss where the patient uses bundy to dumb himself out for his dumb slut wife or some shit and house says "robotripping. kills brain cells, but the alcohol wasnt for getting drunk, ethanol prevents bundy toxicity
or something alone those
lines
IN HELLLLLLLLLLL
2015-07-20 at 11:17 PM UTC
in
I can feel the upregulation
THERE IS WATER AT THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN
REMOVE REMOVE THE REMOVE THE WATER IS MOVING
letting the days go by let the water hold me down
2015-07-20 at 10:50 AM UTC
in
Smoking nutmeg
Trip was and continuing till now good as fuck. Like low tier stem bullshit plus mmda so coo
2015-07-20 at 2:19 AM UTC
in
I can feel the upregulation
nah, when I was high on speed/bundy/phenibut and morphing into different people I tried putting my sisters eyeliner or something on it to transform existentially into a figure/being of the xx type
nah nah nah
no one ever escapes the temple
even if its the 6th incarnation
No but really I don't fucking know. I feel like shit. I'm sober today cept for nutmeg and seroquel and caffeine/energy drinks but this shit is medicine. Fantasising about suicide gives me upregulation of teh dopamines
2015-07-19 at 8:41 PM UTC
in
Smoking nutmeg
nah nvm I just ate it
I feel anxious as fuck already and I have been feeling like fucking shit fuck shit fuck since I took l;ike 50-75mg of seroquel for no fucking reason
2015-07-19 at 8:26 PM UTC
in
Smoking nutmeg
Imma try smoking some nutmeg. I have about 10 grams give or take 4 grams because I don't have a scale and I'm a fucking idiot. I've taken it orally maybe 10 times in my life, from whole nuts ground up, this is from a nutmeg mill with chopped up nuts but not ground. Theres probably a pretty low bioavail. from smoking but it will fuck with the myristicin/elemicin/ 3,4, MD-xx or whatever so I'll see how this turns out
I've been getting my life on track since my phenibut overdose on june 16th but lately even with the lexapro, more lamictal, no bundy/spice and no focalin, hardly any benzedrex but one thing thats getting to me is my memories of my (first) freshman year and 8th grade, even though I was doing bundy and getting psychotic on all kinds of shit from 6th grade until now, the end of eigth grade was the best point in my life. I met up with my friend that moved in 2nd grade and we became best friends in 7th and 8th grade, I was no longer the universal punching bag at school even though people looked at me like a druggie. My former enemy and me were coo and shit trolling the shit out of everyone. Looking in my 8th grade yearbook I got a fuckton of signatures from people saying "you were the best fuckin troll you made the year good" and I kept saying poland can not into space and got everyone to say it to this kid connor
he was like poland can not WHAT into space? and everyones like, connor, poland can not into space and rau rau rau
but my life is so empty right now its sour nostalgia cause all those friends I had are out feeling like shit but theyre wasting time with people atleast. My long time friend nick is bisexual and is dating some trap he met at school but I cant even laugh at that and bust his balls because I don't go to public school now, or school. If I do my only option is behavioral school which fucking sucks.
And I took seroquel this morning hoping to get back to sleep but stayed up and then got a monster and 2 cups of coffee but I still feel like de-evolution apemode sour grapes.
Wat do
2015-07-18 at 1:24 PM UTC
in
Kavalactones
also yeah going to extremes
fuckin shit up, thats my job
2015-07-18 at 1:23 PM UTC
in
Kavalactones
still drank? when I drink its 2 shots an hour for 2 days with no sleep
2015-07-18 at 10:39 AM UTC
in
sup niggas
Space : the parietal lobe of the darkest depths in a submarine
2015-07-18 at 6:47 AM UTC
in
Kavalactones
I'm in the middle of a fucking panic attack because of 1 fucking benzedrex inhaler but I redosed a while ago and took 240mg of pseudo like 4-5 hrs ago so thats cool and all but for the past 6hrs I've been taking kavalactones compulsively, about 20 dropperfulls of tincture and I'm yet to feel fucked up so I'm just probably going to end up taking the whole bottle tonight
5 cups of coffee today
stressed as fuck
today/night
So sploo/others hows your experiences with kava
2015-07-17 at 11:38 PM UTC
in
you buy all drugs otc
meth- benzedrex
pcp/ketamine - bundy
nitrous- DURRR
benzos- DPH/Dimenhydrinate
ETC
3TC
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2015-07-17 at 9:27 PM UTC
in
Where did everybody go?
Riflows then intosanc.
EVERYONE GO BACK TO INTOSANC
