Roman catholic master religion Tried to stop believing in god and convert to the "non delusional truth" of no god no heaven no hell etc etc but all it did was turn me into an edgy teenager r3b3l. After accepting god back into my life, nothing has changed cept for the fact that I'm not a member of the lol god sucks cause church is ghey club
well than its just T-PAIN acid than. lab analysis says T-PAIN acid, container says acid, site says free acid.. I don't really know but I just tried to smoke the shit and it doesnt even burn, it turns into fucking clear liquid when burned, weird as hell
I still have a bunch of T-PAIN free acid which isn't that bioavailable compared to the sodium and sulfate salts and is also pretty hydrophobic so it doesn't dissolve in water which sucks but considering its freebase (free acid/freebase same thing?) I guess smoking it could still be an option but I haven't seen much about it.. I don't want to waste my time constructing a half assed lightbulb pipe if the shits just gonna burn my lungs or not work, I guess I'll end up doing it anyways but does anyone have any experience smoking it?
In specs defense the point of a forum is to have conversations and not dwell on the same fucking "zomg spectral is elderly shitstain" kekek nonsense until its so overplayed everyone wants to blow their fucking brains out
and I think its 18 now because of some fucking obama law. I'm just going to drop out regardless of the law eventually, fuck that shit. If I stop going theres really nothing anyone can do about it., except for paying a fine and doing community service for violating truancy laws, I think after that shit they don't make you go back or whatev.
Its probably because I overdosed twice in 8th grade and getting behind in school work from being in the psychward for so long got rid of all my motivation and then being held back 3 times just fucked it over even worse. I'm still a freshman for the 3rd time, its fucking unbearable. I think they keep holding me back because I slept all day, plus whenever I sleep the teacher keeps saying wakey wakey nap times over and its extremely degrading. My mom said that but now shes going back on it. Even if I go back to public school I'm still going to have to deal with being 2 years behind everyone my age and ending up graduating at age 20/21. theres nothing I can do about it now.
maybe getting ECT is a good idea, then I can go there and atleast be happy.
maybe you shouldn't take so many antipsycotics / spice..
I dont take either of those anymore last 3 times I ordered spice I tossed the shit.. didn't get me high just got me noided that I would overdose. only drugs I take now are phenibut, T-PAIN and focalin
Every time I go into sleep paralysis I try to induce a lucid dream and most of the time it works but all I can fucking do is fly down and to the left and going through walls and shit hurts like fuck. Why can't I fucking go up. Atleast if I went through the ceiling it wouldn't hurt so much cause I'd already be out of there you know
