RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Originally posted by Kafka
- Discord. - Watch movies with and recommend them. - Music recommendations. - Not an addict. This is because I’m highly suggestible and it’s okay if you lie about it. - Say you’re doing something productive even if you’re not. This will motivate me. - Preferably plays chess.
If this is you hmu.
Hey I'm all these things, except pinochle>chess
And I "was" an addict?
But idc I got a girl, and desperation for friends really is never good.
Work on yourself and friends will come.
Or shoot heroin everyday for 11 years like me and turn insta-cool like myself. I think it's the professional bass players curse.
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Dude ur fine, your supposed to honor and remember thr ones you loved the most in this world. I literally think about my grandpa every single day. I have a little shrine set up but it's not just for him but basically my spirituality as a whole, which he happens to be a part of. There are a couple friends, one in particular, that I literally think about at least every other day and I think this is just the connection of the collective consciousness in the world that we are all living for and experiencing life for. Your life is literally so that the humans after you gain from your DNA and your experiences in order to survive better and evolve.
I consider myself agnostic but I very heavily believe in Occult ideas, ritual Magick, the power of meditation/prayer/thought, and the connection we have on every level from astrologically to divine geometry to demonology to controlled breathing techniques. I think that "God" is the answer to the unknowns in science today and will lead us unto a higher level of consciousness and understanding. There is a reason the catholic church ceremony is performed the way it is just as much as there is a reason why freemasons perform different ceremonies. Everything in this world is energy and there is no matter, it's all energy. Everything you do and everything anyone has done in this world, literally everything, is all just energy. We are all connected through this energy and are essentially one collective consciousness all experiencing life on different levels. This is true for anyone living in any "space-time", or plane of existence. Time is just relative to you in your world, not necessarily other beings who perceive these energy frequencies differently. I believe that children, particularly younger than 4-5 basically when you start having your first memories, are more susceptible to this unknown energy or frequency. That's why they see things adults don't sometimes. I think the powers that be are keen to this knowledge as well and have systematically dulled our "enlightenment" abilities through everyday life by ways of food/water supply and possibly through wifi/radio/sattellite/saturn-moon matrix.
Basically you will forever have a connection to your dad like this so start using it for the better, and also you will make more connections in due time. Time is the ultimate healer and I promise you any issue you think this is giving you just give it time and it will get better, guaranteed.
RIPtotse
victim of incest
[my adversative decurved garbo]
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson
camping stove, butane refill for stove, gun, ammo, tent, bug spray, Little Debbie Swiss rolls, water fil/ter straw.
Replace lil Debbie with homemade jerky and yesssss. Don't forget your pre-computer chip car for when the big EMP happens. Make sure it's a 4x4 because the highways will become graveyards very quickly
