Originally posted by Sudo
Those sequoias/redwoods are beautiful but you're kinda michael Jackson gripping that newborn who looks like she might fall.
Very glad you're making some happy positive memories. Pictures of my life would look pretty fucking whyte tr@$H tbh fam I won't subject yall to that, I really only take pictures of my kid too because almost everything else is gay. I almost posted a picture of him on social media the other day and caption it "I'll always Love you, even if you turn out to be gay ❤️"
I tried to get her to sleep for like 2 hrs and holding her like a football was the only way shed stop crying.
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Moved in with gf temporarily. She wanted to go to some bar the other night after closing night if a play she performed in. Play was kinda ass but her part was good n i could drink in the theatre so i just had a bunch of beers n my flask by my feet. No one else wanted to go to this rowdy ass mexican bar but she said they had fishbowl sized margaritas n she wants to go. So we go, blah blah. I drink 2 margs n some don julio n at some point i drag her on the dance floor to grind to some regayton. She drinks like 3/4 of one n all of a sudden shes like plastered. Long story short i have to hold her hair while everyone waiting in line to get in watches her puke, i end up having to drive her home. So now not only are we not in a bar or area im familiar with, in MY car, but now Im too drunk, and cant leave my car or else itll get towed. Hop a median, blow my tire, fuck up the rim and my alignment. And then while im cursing, putting on the spare she finds a little box some girl gave me for valentines day and starts grilling me in who she is and did we fuck and blahblahblah. I said i havent asked the name of every random dude and chick youve fucked in the last year so maybe stfu for a bit. So im even more broke than i was before. Got a new credit card with 21 month 0% APR balance transfer tho tho so imma run up another 5k or so of stuff i need then quickly dump it all on that card.
She cries a lot but we do cute shit and have a ton of sex and she bites me like i like and lets me choke her. The dogs like me n sleep on my shirts when im gone n sandwich in between us at night. Supposed to be driving up north to meet her parents next weekend n attend her brothers college graduation. Im kinda nervous bc im essentially a trailer park boi with no life experience ti speak of and theyre all pretty straight laced, motivated, well paid and well adjusted all american individuals. But i texted her dad a picture of me smiling holding her hair while she puked and he gave me the thumbs up emoji so he pretty cool i think n if we talk shop he can tell me how it feels to make a milly a year doing nerd shit and i can tell him how to flip packs for the sinaloans.
tl;dr- i have no idea whats going on in my life.
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Originally posted by Sudo
My plan is gonna kinda tie all those things together
1. Kick out baby mom, help her find a decent place for the kids. Make any support contingent on skills workshops and therapy. Kinda manipulative I know but that way I can sleep a little better.
2. Find another relationship with someone who is only medium crazy
3. Deal with my opiate addiction/mental health issues and focus on things I need to be a better person/build on shit. Step 2 and 3 should probably be reversed
4. Slowly reintegrate myself into my daughter's life.
5. Get my lawyers to setup some co parenting agreements that ar3 in the objective interest of the children
6. Try to live more mindfully, peacefully and spiritually, ideally with a creative aspect
Anyone else have any wild unrealistic fantasies? No, shut up, me, I'm gonna manifest this ass over life's face and never look back. I'm 6 months out the system today first time since I was a hawt awkward teen, I can fucking do this
Bruddah you cant lay a solid foundation till u get ur own health n mind straight. Prolly sounds hypocritical coming from me, n god knows id love some drugs to numb some of the physical pain im in but getting yourself right is really step 1,2,3.
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Content living the simple life. I have been alotted 3 drawers in which to put my work clothes and other essentials, and the code to the complex n parking.
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Originally posted by Sudo
By family Vinyard do you mean her family owns a Vinyard? That's like a level 98 rich white person achievement
Yeah they live in Napa. They also make their own olive oil. When she casually mentioned how much her dad makes per year i thought she was making a hyperbolic joke but apparently they ballin out of control. The hotel theyre staying in this week is like $2200 a night. Completely outside my scope of understanding bc ive akways been dirt poor.
But i talked to them on the phone n they seem like pretty wholesome, down to earth people
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Originally posted by Wariat
can even be human? they are so irrational. Its like they are some weird scared insenct or something and not human. How the hell do you look at a man at whatever age you are as a female (I wont say it) and stare even him down or look at him so long he turns away, continue to look at him while playing pool with your group even as he sees you look up at him while he watches the game of pool being played, and later as he walks away somewhere else you either get your male friends to try starting shit with the staff saying the guy was checking you out or actually feel this way when you clearly were the one looking and even stared him down that youre some fucking victim or they are jhelous little fucks and you dont stop them from starting some shit?
Originally posted by Wariat
or how these polish girls stare at you or check you out but when you walk by and say hello to you or dzien dobry or good day they act all weird (deer in a headlight stare) and wont utter a word even back. what sort of a fucking rude bitch attitude is this? who raises the youth these days?
Originally posted by Wariat
or in a fucking bar wont even join you or talk but are sure willing to turn their heads checking you out. makes no fucking sense. maybe its just poland guys?
Originally posted by Wariat
but even the younger girls act like this in usa. its just worse in poland. or some in usa do. I remember I was in a boxing gym and held the bag for this chick and she stood outside alone in the cold waiting for a while so I offered her a ride. being curteous and all. and she was just as into me as i into her again the staring from far away i noticed after we did the bag holding session which the main gym owner or coach asked if i could help her with. and all of a sudden the next day he tells me her tattood ex con step dad wants to stab me or some shit because i was checking out his daughters tits as i held the bag and offered her a fucking ride.
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