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2021-03-31 at 2:45 AM UTC in This is just a thank you thread about our community.
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2021-03-31 at 2:38 AM UTC in This is just a thank you thread about our community.I too am grateful to be part of the Community, you guys have helped me when I've needed it, spiritually, emotionally, financially.
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2021-03-29 at 8:52 PM UTC in Sudo is your name for Genki SudoNo, sorry I'm not that cool, it's just a reference to me as a superuser both in stature and a superuser and superabuser of substances and da game.
Also sudo/pseudo is a synonym for "kinda" and everyone knows about pseudoephedrine on this website which is a precursor for a powerful drug. Idk those were some of the things goin through my sudo ass brain when I made this superuser name -
2021-03-29 at 4:13 PM UTC in This is just a thank you thread about our community.You know not a lot of places make me feel welcome and engage me in a way that means a lot. I'm never lonely if i can connect to the internet. I really don't ike the pedophilism here but i have come to accept it, the way your mom accepted that wart on her clit was actually you when it fell off and started posting on here
God bless u, unless u dont believe in God, at which point, May Malice Bless you. -
2021-03-29 at 4 PM UTC in mtf trannies are not women, banging them is gay
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2021-03-29 at 1:24 PM UTC in March is bike lock madness month. Please consider joining in our charity run/walk this year.Yeah or you could just do an actual 90 days of terror where you knock out critical infrastructure by any and all means available to you and the people you're with. A good start would be to knock over a couple cell towers, forget about 5g, emergency services have specialized 2 and 3g infrastructure for their internal communications. Target those. A metal mast will be easier to kill than something on top of a building or part of another structure that serves to reinforce the cell towers.
Metal masts are easy to knock over with a limited amount of explosives, shaped charges to be exact. I'll teach you how to make them, same principle applies to the utility grid masts that bring electricity into cities. -
2021-03-29 at 4:40 AM UTC in I'm want to kill all life on Earth.
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2021-03-27 at 6:32 AM UTC in Niles Blog: Hail The DawnUpdate: okay, I got a health care card on the way, a bit of money. And a job at used bookstore doing like data entry.
Everything seems to be going well.
Gonna see about my driver's license, transferring it to Ontario. Getting another ride.
Also need to locate a baked tortellini with Alfredo sauce. -
2021-03-27 at 2:35 AM UTC in Most boring people on this siteYour mom keeps your around because every other man in her life has ran away. You are abating each others abandonment issues.
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2021-03-27 at 2:32 AM UTC in I'm still in Love with Alexis Krauss and believe in an alternate reality we are together as one
Originally posted by netstat yeah i get on this train of thought often, lately it has been a girl i met a decade ago in college who was as close to my ideal partner as i can imagine myself finding and should have stuck with and left all my weird interests and beliefs and behaviours behind to build a normie life, i can chart out how my life would have been different and how i wouldn't have fucked things up at various points that descend from the shittier branch of that initial decision tree, but then i think about how the branches of the tree are practically infinite and it's not simply a matter of making one right decision at a pivotal moment i remember from the past but making the right decision at most or all other intersections - a majority of which are completely unknown and unpredictable - that descend from there, and any one of those could have become the mistake i sit here and lament in the present
i agree with what aldra said, genetics may not be deterministic but they influence your personality to a large degree and point you down a road that's hard to exit even if you're self-aware and with my fucked up personality behind each and every choice i've ever made i don't think i would have turned out much better without a very high degree of luck
You seem to get this concept completely. I really wish I used "decision tree" in the OP it would have made it much more clear. It's regretful and not usually constructive reflective thinking but could in theory prepare you to make the right decision at a pivitol moment. I guess regressing to the mean IQ/genetic expectation over time after a bout of luck/good decision making is a very likely outcome. I guess my fantasy involves being able to use positive outcomes for launching pads of better decision trees/matrices which as aldra pointed out, genetics have a lot to do with in terms of decision making.
I guess you're more realistic about the risk/expectations of ultimately positive decisions over time. It's funny that most of these gay romantic fantasies involve women who are notoriously unpredictable and not bound by rational thought/expectations. Can't really rely on any of them and just about every wise nigga knows you can't trust no ho.
It's the kind of thing that fascinated Mengele, dealing with identical twins and affecting different outcomes on them to watch the results. There are no "placebo tests" for just about every decision tree though and you have to live in the results of everything you do. It's kinda the old debate about how "moldable" someone really is and the data is showing with more and more certainty that the answer is "not very much." I will still entertain the fantasy though that I was but a few decisions away from being ultimately satisfied and happy. The best conversations I've had with people for the longest time were about the entropy that is existence.
I picked this song because I like the like/chorus of "I swear I'm a shell of a man, you said, 'nah, I'm a hell of a man'" which fits well with the motif of this gay thread. Thank you everyone who listened to it and/or responded -
2021-03-26 at 3:28 PM UTC in Most boring people on this siteBut yeah I'm one of the most interesting people here
the most boring is a tie between smellhung, grylls, chintavian, and the fag that thinks hese eurasian because they obsess over other people better than them. -
2021-03-26 at 12:54 PM UTC in Most boring people on this siteOP's nose is so big that when he went for a walk in Israel he turned his head and knocked a ship off course in the suez canal and caused a 50 billion accident with his giant fucking cock nose
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2021-03-25 at 4:02 AM UTC in 90% of this site = children of divorceYou are a fucking moron
Originally posted by Octavian My dad moaned about wiring me £5 the jedi bastard. He knows I'm not working and is constantly sending pics how good his life is on holiday. Even in death he'll be acting jedi. Putting a clause in his will so I can't sell his house cause I'll "shove it up my nose", as if I'm actually that bad. I haven't had it in months and don't intend to with all the aches and pains. I swear he's getting a wicker basket coffin and the cheapest, private funeral money can buy.
I mean it's his money, he's worked long and hard his whole life I understand that, but his mantra is he's got "something to leave us when he dies". WHAT USE WILL IT BE TILL YOU'RE DEAD ASS HOLE? My mum practically brought me and my sister up, him only paying out of sheer necessity. That reason alone is why my sister has not spoken to him since him and my mother divorced 8 years ago. In his head he thinks he's done nothing wrong, absolute dick head! -
2021-03-25 at 3:38 AM UTC in Sudo: a tale of a faggot opioid, imaginary-bitch-madeI was just reading this thread and then Lanny asks why has Octavian gotten even more retarded lol
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2021-03-25 at 2:23 AM UTC in 90% of this site = children of divorceTogether Oct and Grylls are known locally as Nonce De Leon
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2021-03-25 at 2:16 AM UTC in 90% of this site = children of divorceOP is a child of divnonce
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2021-03-25 at 2:15 AM UTC in I'm still in Love with Alexis Krauss and believe in an alternate reality we are together as oneI dunno, trying not to summon Obbe and Chaplin Fagcum but without going deep into quantum mechanics, you're effectively the sum of genetic material and outside stimuli.
If you're genetically predisposed to react to external factors in a certain way, you'll tend toward a certain path regardless of what stimuli you're exposed to -
2021-03-25 at 2:14 AM UTC in 90% of this site = children of divorceyour self esteem must be very low to need validation so often
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2021-03-25 at 1:53 AM UTC in I'm still in Love with Alexis Krauss and believe in an alternate reality we are together as one
Originally posted by Sudo Do you ever think back on your life in somewhat binary terms when it relates to decisions you've made? It's kinda the premise (or the first interaction) in the Richard Linkletter film "slacker." Do you ever think about how if you basically made better decisions your life/personality/development would have taken a very different route?
I'd doubt it
I think regardless of my choices I'd eventually get bored of everything I tried and end up slowly becoming more and more self-destructive
genetic manifest destiny -
2021-03-25 at 1:49 AM UTC in I'm still in Love with Alexis Krauss and believe in an alternate reality we are together as oneIf you recall I've been making threads about her, natalia kills and lana del rey for almost a decade now. This isn't about my designs on stalking her though, this is about how damaged we all are (or at least I am)
Do you ever think back on your life in somewhat binary terms when it relates to decisions you've made? It's kinda the premise (or the first interaction) in the Richard Linkletter film "slacker." Do you ever think about how if you basically made better decisions your life/personality/development would have taken a very different route?
That's where Alexis Krauss comes in, I feel if I evolved healthier I might have ended up with someone like her, making music and doing cool, fun, low key positive stuff, blissed out and in the moment all the time. Just a couple of simps making cool music and feeling love all the time. Is it possible I'm seeing things that aren't there and using a multitude of dimensions like a coping mechanism? Yes but it's good to think of things like this so you don't make the same mistakes twice. It's depressing because it seems like it's too late sometimes...because it is. But we still have moments and memories...and hope.