i am seriously expected to do this shit 4-5 times a day and go through all the effort of either making or buying something and sitting there being bored while i chew it bite by bite.and i dont want to just eat shitty health food because it will slow me down a little afterwards because now on top of all the other shit i was going to do that day, i have to digest something too. and guess what? i have to do the same exact shit 4 hours from now and every 4 hours after that, or else people will think it's their duty to tell me i look skinny and then act disgusted. i know they're al just jealous though, all my friends who are into fitness and working out always have to limit their carb consumption but i need to eat a ton of them so i never crave bread and can't have it
what the fuck
*moved to vancouver and becomes a ruthless kingpin*
2019-12-17 at 4:04 PM UTC
in
my brain:
you're fucking high if you think i care about anything other than drugs and art
2019-12-17 at 4:01 PM UTC
in
my brain:
"hey its chill lets not do drugs today. maybe take a nice walk like a normal person since the sun is out. A WALK THROUGH THE HOOD WITH $25 IN YOUR POCKET" nah shut up we're not doing that today. "THEN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING ASSHOLE" ...idk
Sun down Sun up
I speak in sarcasm to relate to all the things I appreciate
I lie in rhythm to open doors I follow suit and just want more
My reputation is the same its been and I don't care what happens
I read the book so I know the end
I've probably said too much
But I've never felt more accomplished
I'm losing sleep
I'm losing friends
I've got a love hate love
With the city I'm in
I'll count the hours
Having just one wish
If I'm doing fine
There's no point to this.
i actually am just going to get barred the fuck out and hopefully do something stupid
it really is kind of like how they say where you start to lose pleasure from everything else, except its kind of not the same as they make it sound because you just realize how fucking stupid everyone is and the petty little struggles they put themselves through on a daily basis are fucking retarded and they start to look like mice running around a wheel
(i need a bullet in the head)
How the fuck do you manage to buy THREE space heaters and a frozen pizza and not cook the pizza with the heaters?
You have no creativity
2019-12-11 at 7:50 PM UTC
in
Floor Weed
i dropped A LOT of tech on my carpet. it was alright since i was throwing it out anyways except now i have to get it all out lest i just continue to fiend and then comb the carpets for a week
2019-12-07 at 6:26 AM UTC
in
tfw u half wanna go to sleep
half wanna watch youtube and shit uuhhrgg
this is why we need fucking polls, lanny.
did i have a stroke or not?
