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2019-09-09 at 11:18 PM UTC in going back to school.So as most of you know for the past 11 months I have been getting rid of all the bullshit drugs I was doing before. I quit nicotine, Crouton, poppy seed tea, meth, weed, and have drastically reduced my benzo consumption to the point where it doesn't interfere with my normal functioning at all (and am still working at getting that down). Also I spent a long ass time mourning decisions that I made during the time period previous to that and everything I lost because of those decisions. I'm now at a point where, although it is still painful, I am beginning to accept the things that happened and that they are now in the past and that there is nothing I can do about them now. I've realized a lot about myself and spent countless hours and days analyzing everything that I did wrong, the shitty, selfish attitudes that I held that lead me to make those decisions, and I think I am in a position now that I can realistically decide my next course of action in life.
The three most promising options that I have right now are:
A. Go work as an electrician for a contractor company. This would be a good job and I could make like $25 an hour but it wouldn't be too intellectually stimulating, and the path kind of ends making not a whole lot more than that (I think). Also I would probably not fit in too well in the environment, although it wouldn't be a total dealbreaker.
B. Go to a web development boot camp for 4 months and try my best to assimilate myself into that culture. I could make a little more money with this job, but I'm not sure I care much for web development, so maybe it'd be fun and maybe not. But the positives of this would be that I could get into a job (and normal adult life for my age) relatively soon as long as I stayed sober and applied myself.
C. Go back to the university I was attending before, as I could start again in about 4 months, and majoring in cognitive science. I've already decided I'm not doing engineering. I like the math but I don't really care for the engineering aspect of it and I don't want to be put in another situation where I am competing against people who are willing to give up their entire lives for the subject. The cogsci program seems really fucking interesting. It's essentially the science of how the mind works which is something I have always been interested in, mixed in with a little computer science (not as rigorous as an EE or CS degree), a little psychology and biology. You can take classes about AI and machine learning and will definitely learn some coding.
The cons of this degree that I've read people talking about are mostly that it is not as rigorous as a CS degree and so people say that while the classes are very interesting, most of them are interested in doing data analysis and things like that so they end up going with a more rigorous degree. However, it seems that you can get a lot of different jobs with a cogsci degree and the school that I would be attending has a good name. Graduates of their bachelors programs generally get good jobs in a lot of different fields.
I'd also get paid to go to school and complete this or any degree, so I can do it for free. I'm gonna be like fucking 35 by the time I graduate, but that's just where I'm at in life right now and I wish I had done it a little younger but can't change the past now. I also look like I'm like 25 and handsome again now that I'm clean(ish) so I could probably bang a few college girls while I'm there.
As it stands I see no reason to not go with this option.
idk what do you negroes think?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-09 at 10:51 PM UTC in Would you store felony weight for some quick cash?
Originally posted by -SpectraL Oldest trick in the book. The Double Whammy.
They give you the dope for safekeeping, then they send some other thugs over to rob it from you the next night, and then you have to go rob a liquor store to get them their "money back".
There are way older tricks in the book.
Like when Glub was sitting with his family eating meats over the firepit and Bruzz came by saying theres a really huge bear just a quarter mile off so let's go hunt go hunt it together and they go and then Bruzz just kills Glub and goes back to tell Glub's wife that the bear killed him but Bruzz was able to kill the bear that killed Glub (even though the bear was already pre killed long before) and so the wife just thanks Bruzz for being heroic and fucks his brains out etc -
2019-09-09 at 10:41 PM UTC in Got an interview for a third jobThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 10:09 PM UTC in Lonely feels thread
Oh wow.
I feel lonely already.
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2019-09-09 at 10:02 PM UTC in CandyRein enjoys being the only nigger here...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 9:56 PM UTC in Would you store felony weight for some quick cash?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 9:12 PM UTC in What are your drinking hours?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 7:56 PM UTC in Candyrein is Still embarrassed that Risir abandoned her...§m£ÂgØL is the pill bug at the end of panthrax's videos if you really want to know. HahaThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 5:43 PM UTC in Fona's Monday 9/9 ThreadOSHA Meeting went good.
Most of us showed up.
Insurance meeting was alright... its the same as last years but we pay $10 more a month.
I dont know what it all means so I plan on sitting down and getting learnt on it as they offer 1 on 1 meeting with people who explain it to you better.
My forklift license is good for another 2 years so I didn't have to test again.
They had breakfast laiud out but I am not much a breakfast person.
I had a yoplait yogurt before I went and I had a NAKED mango drink while I was there.
When it was finally over they had lunch laid out for us so I grabbed a ham and turkey croissant and some chips and an apple and went home.
Once home I smoked some weed....
took out the trash...
spent quality time with my GF...
Tried to hang up some pictures but my 6v cordless drill's battery needs charged first.
and um...
I ran a CarMD thing on Shells car and it came back saying it probably needs a fuel injector.
There is a chance its something else like a bad hose or some shit but I am guessing that its gonna cost $400 or more to get fixed.
And just as I looked to see how much money is in my bank account ($25.47),
the mailman came and I got the electricity bill which is $53.67.
I know the cable/internet bill is on its way too...
I dunno how to work my job and be able to pay for my health insurance (which is required by law) $120/month
My rent so I have shelter, which is $475/month (I only pay half) $235
Phone bill $65
Prescriptions $350
Help pay for internet and tv $35
Gas for driving around $100
Food $400
Odds and ends $150
Months pay:
$1450
-120
1330
-235
1105
-65 (Plus all the other bills I forgot, like the electricity bill I just talked about but only now remembered as I am editing this.)
1040
-350
690
-35
655
-100
555
-400
155
-150
5
Five dollars...
Proobably no fucking dollats.
Five fucking dollars a month is what I am able to save if I don't have any fun at all and don,t wash my clothes.
I pay poor tax out my ass and everything over here looks like garbage but its all the resources we got around here.
No one likes walking to the Super Duper to by anything.
Like I said, I am a broke ass NIGGA
https://www.google.com/maps/uv?hl=en&pb=!1s0x88408108f927f0d9%3A0x1859365463062e26!2m22!2m2!1i80!2i80!3m1!2i20!16m16!1b1!2m2!1m1!1e1!2m2!1m1!1e3!2m2!1m1!1e5!2m2!1m1!1e4!2m2!1m1!1e6!3m1!7e115!4s%2Fmaps%2Fplace%2Fsuperduper%2F%4039.793266%2C-84.2153569%2C3a%2C75y%2C85.43h%2C90t%2Fdata%3D*213m4*211e1*213m2*211sMaSpbS1R4h5rShUHEbBxPw*212e0*214m2*213m1*211s0x88408108f927f0d9%3A0x1859365463062e26%3Fsa%3DX!5ssuperduper%20-%20Google%20Search!15sCAQ&imagekey=!1e10!2sAF1QipPKpJaLfOi75SZqFnOXaTxi4buHw4X-2chH63yK&sa=X&ved=2ahUKEwir4LDaosTkAhUIbawKHVQRDb8Qpx8wfnoECGQQCw
I got a lot of thinking to do if I am gonna ever save money.
One nice thing I learned is if I open up an HSA account that the company will put $100 into it for me as a gift.
Course I dont know nuttin bout dis sheeet.
Thank goshness they offer 1 on 1 counseling cuz I wanna just start chopping off fingers to get ahead.
Insurance pays $600 a digit that I lose.
$6000 for the whole hand or an eyeball.
I dislike the money I make at my no-skills required, entry level job.
Sure I try extra hard and do what I can to make myself beta but at the end of the day, they only will pay an operator so much money...
It doesn't matter what factory floor job they could give me, it just doesn't pay a living wage.
If it wasn't for entering a co-dependent relationship I do not see sustaining my current quality of life to be possible.
And I just remembered I have a Dr. appointment soon but I can't remember when so I am calling them now to find out and I found out and its next Monday at 9:15 -
2019-09-09 at 3:29 PM UTC in CandyRein enjoys being the only nigger here...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 3:25 PM UTC in CandyRein enjoys being the only nigger here...it's time to start nigging out
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2019-09-09 at 3:18 PM UTC in Trump thinks he is GodThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 1:31 PM UTC in CandyRein is s sheboon...CandyRein is a nigger lover.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 1:26 PM UTC in I'm hornyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 1:23 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-09-09 at 8:52 AM UTC in I wish that I had Jessie's girlSo this weekend, a few of my friends went camping, but I said no because I'm radically introverted and can't stand long, multi-day periods around other people.
But then one of my friends had car troubles and had to go up a day late, and was ready and willing to pick me up on the way (I live in the boonies so it's always on the way).
Anyway, when they get here, the first thing I notice is my friend's girlfriend's ass in those yoga pants (gnomesayin?).
But I also respect the heck out of her. And of course I respect the heck out of my friend.
His gf and I get drunk during the drive up, then when we get there, we all drink and even do some shrooms. A thunderstorm at a dark beach made it especially interesting.
The next day, we get back into town, and I invite my friend and his gf over for a few drinks.
She literally cleaned my apartment.
Like... I don't know how she does it so efficiently, but every time she comes over (she does this all the time), she just transforms my apartment from a sketchy as fuck trap house into a beautiful zen palace.
I'm so damn jealous, but he is a close friend that I care about and respect, so I'm happy for his happiness.
But damn.
Why can't I find a woman like that? -
2019-09-09 at 5:27 AM UTC in Candyrein is Still embarrassed that Risir abandoned her...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-09-09 at 5:12 AM UTC in If you could rename this site...you can get emails @nigge.rs
I've regged a few accounts here with themThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-09 at 5:06 AM UTC in Decided to go to Vietnamit means 'black penis'.
I have a cousin, when he was a kid all my aunts used to call him that. they'd tell him (in Vietnamese) "you have a black penis because you're the son of a monster". then sing the "cu đen" song at him.
He's in university now and somehow turned out significantly less damaged than me. I wouldn't be surprised if he makes the news for chopping up hitchhikers or something in the near future though. I should send him a link to this site.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-09-09 at 4:53 AM UTC in Super NIS Minecraft Server 2 TurboPeople say the game is good now that all the kids moved on to fortnite but it was always good it's not like an MMO. I used to play 4chan anarchy servers with swastikas and people spamming nigger
Also having a server and getting a bunch of kids to play on it is the best thing ever. You have wholesome moments where a cute little girl shows you her build and it's actually really good or you can destroy some child's hopes and dreams and grief them and leave signs telling them to kill themselvesThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
