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2019-11-21 at 10 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by mmQ You do speak like someone who has never have "depression". Its complicated. We dont WANT it to be or maybe we do. Over analyzing is the plight of the depressed man, methinks. Bevause you're right and ultimately you have to just say "fuck this I need to get better" . Somehow.
I have it. I'm on SSRIs. I get it. I know. I battled it for years with no medication. I fucking know. Don't pull this shit with me cunt. -
2019-11-21 at 9:49 PM UTC in Do you guys think this chick is okay looking?
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2019-11-21 at 9:49 PM UTC in Nicknames for my catSpooky: Obama's son
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2019-11-21 at 9:48 PM UTC in Nicknames for my catObama boy
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2019-11-21 at 9:45 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Solstice You're just someone else who can never hope to understand. Your words mean nothing to me and neither offend nor inspire me. Keep it to yourself next time and save us both the effort.
No I know exactly what you mean cunt. You aren't the only person to ever battle depression you snowflake. At a certain level you have to understand that these things in your experience, the thoughts that spark to life your mind and ignite a fire, is subject to your attention. You cannot do anything, in all of life, but direct your attention. That's it. Now it's your job to learn and exercise it.
Feel and learn your insides the way you learnt it for your outside. Sit down and familiarise yourself with your emotions and the mere experience of yourself. Close your eyes and pull yourself out of the world.
Take notice of the sensation of having a body, of your weight against your seat, the way your arm demands you itch it, the way your face demands you twitch it, the way your leg demands you move it. Take notice of all the thoughts of dissent and frustration, watch them flow through you like a river. Notice the reactions you think you feel. They too spark to life without your consent. Just observe. Take note of their existence and see how these feelings swirl around in your mind. Don't wince from them. In your head there is no one but you. The only one judging is you. Feel the anxiety and embarrassment and hate and anger. Just observe it and feel it. Be clinical. Feel that wincing and that internal cringeing. Let it happen, don't run from it, let it happen. Just fucking feel it and look at it. Feel that stress, just observe how it feels and courses through you. Let the worst play out on your head and just try to be ready to observe the fear, ignore everything else, focus on the fear and feel it, understand it, really look at it without giving it the benefit of identifying with it. Feel all the battles that are going on in your head and just look at them. Pull yourself back. Focus on your breath.
Nothing in the UNIVERSE will fix you if you do not understand how to get your emotions in check. That doesn't mean not feeling the. That means understanding how to deal with them.
Everybody doesn't walk around confident like they have a 16 inch cock pulling off life flawlessly like Tony Hawk's first 900 was the first time he ever attempted it.
Everyone has insecurities and fears and shit, that will never go away, you have to learn how to deal with it. There's a second level to feeling stress and fear and shit. You are just cringing away from it like a bitch. How about you TRY to deal with it for once rather than trying to distract yourself from it?? -
2019-11-21 at 9:24 PM UTC in Nicknames for my catIron Meng
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2019-11-21 at 9:11 PM UTC in Nicknames for my catImbibe boi
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2019-11-21 at 9:08 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Bibendum
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2019-11-21 at 8:50 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Solstice I volunteer at the animal shelter, go to the gym like 5 times a week, lift weights at home, go on hikes, meditate, and it all comes up short; I still remain trapped in my head and feeling panicked and overwhelmed and unprepared all the time. Constant sense of dread and insecurity. I even tried to develop a faith in God for a short while out of desperation but my heart and soul weren't into it because I know better. None of it works beyond the short term, and often times not at all. My brain is destroyed from prolonged stress, drug use, poor self care and overexposure to the shittiness of life. I don't expect to see 2020 to tell you the truth and I'm becoming more okay with that each passing day.
Get a hold of yourself faggot. Like I said you actually have to exercise some willpower over your brain. You are just hurtling through life on a wave of thoughts and emotions. Get it together bitch. Did nobody ever teach you how to metacognate? -
2019-11-21 at 8:45 PM UTC in Do you guys think this chick is okay looking?
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2019-11-21 at 8:44 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-11-21 at 8:44 PM UTC in Do you guys think this chick is okay looking?
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2019-11-21 at 8:42 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Btw the physical malaise is not permanent but it's the mental part that is hard. You actually need to try to exercise the willpower to do shit.
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2019-11-21 at 8:30 PM UTC in Do you guys think this chick is okay looking?She's like a 4 at best.
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2019-11-21 at 8:28 PM UTC in Kids from the city are incompetent at everything besides being a poorly functioning cog in someones machine.You don't know shit. During my time in Waziristan, I killed 14 men and maimed three beyond any hope of recovery. I carved one's face off with a knife because I saw him shooting my squadnate through the chest 4 times. I burnt down a house with a woman and her children still in it. I taped over 400 women in the course of battle.
You're no man. You don't even know what it means to be a man. -
2019-11-21 at 7:25 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Rrr Its hard to find a thing when i have no energy to do anything. Thats the main problem, i can take steps to unfuck my life but its harder for me than other people to do basic shit like self care even because i gave myself the bundy equivalent of chronic lyme disease. I try different nootropics to try to make my body function but nothing seems to work
Do meth -
2019-11-21 at 7:21 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-11-21 at 1:28 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-11-21 at 1:03 PM UTC in Super NIS Minecraft Server 2 TurboI'll get you one soon
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2019-11-21 at 12:28 PM UTC in What part of Jamaica are you from?
