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2020-07-04 at 12:10 AM UTC in Candy Rain is better than any of you fucking losers
Originally posted by Octavian She's black
She's gorgeous
Those are two mutually exclusive thingsShe works
She triggers you
No she doesn't.She enjoys life
She sure makes it seem that way. Usually people who try to hard to prove to others that their life is perfect are actually miserable.Faggot incel losers that are triggered by her existance
I've noticed WellHung seems to be obsessed with her, so this I agree with 100% -
2020-07-04 at 12:08 AM UTC in BLM is a Marxist Trojan horseBLM is the most unironically racist thing ever.
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2020-07-04 at 12:08 AM UTC in The thread about my opiate addiction
Originally posted by Sudo This thread is about my struggle to overcome opiate addiction. My addiction has progressed over the last few months to the point where every single day I wake up sick as a dog and I cannot go more than a few hours without dosing. I usually do about 30mg of hydromorphone a day which is at the bottom of how much I need to function. This has a street value of approx $70. I am prescribed 12mg a day for chronic pain.
I have a pretty busy life and apart from associating with numerous degenerates, I have a healthy lifestyle that mostly consists of working unt 5 or 6pm then spending time with family. I do not drink or smoke cigarettes but I do smoke approx 1-3grams of marijuana a day. I need pills to function at the moment and would be a mess without them. My issues of chronic pain and the time I spend devoted to my businesses are impediments, as is how my brain has been wired after years of drug abuse. I am able to hide my addiction well and crush the hydromorphone beads between a bill with my teeth then sniff it with another bi in a matter of 20 seconds, usually while driving.
I have many things in the future I need to be at my best for. Last night I had a moment of clarity where things were slightly brighter because I was sick from not doing pills and it was great. I need to kick this habit pronto and I need to be focused and use the tools at my disposal.
This thread is where you call me a faggot who needs to get his life together. Thank you
That's rough, bro. I hope you get better. -
2020-07-04 at 12:07 AM UTC in oh shit nikkas
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2020-07-04 at 12:06 AM UTC in My post count has significantly increased over this lockdown period
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2020-07-04 at 12:05 AM UTC in Should abortion be legal?Yes, but not as a form of birth control.
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2020-07-04 at 12:05 AM UTC in Authentic NIS posts onlyFuck off I'll post wherever I feel like it.
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2020-07-04 at 12:04 AM UTC in So this is how it ends
Originally posted by Sophie Boomer woman has shitty trigger discipline.
No he doesn't. His finger isn't on the trigger at any point in time.
Originally posted by Bill Krozby I'm actually watching this on marcus conte's channel right now, i saw the video they just didn't want all these weird people walking on their lawn breaking shit like they do.
This. It was literally in a gated community. They shouldn't have been there AT ALL. -
2020-07-04 at 12:02 AM UTC in Why are you all such mega betiches?It's in the site's edgy-try-hard-wanna-be-shocking name.
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2020-07-04 at 12:02 AM UTC in Did your parents molest you as a child? Do you think grooming children is a form of parenting?No and No.
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2020-07-04 at 12:01 AM UTC in I don't like being like this anymore guys :(
Originally posted by filtration Before I try and explain what is happening in my brain, please don't judge me, you will see some bad things and some good things.
So, I grew up in a shitty household. I saw my mum beat my dad and my dad beat my mum. They ended up breaking up around the time I was 13. I stayed living with my mum. Things were alright for a while, but she would start emotionally messing with me, she would pretend to have strokes, she would pin me down and hit me, she would threaten to kill herself. I hated it so I would spend most of the time out of the house at my friends, or on the street just walking around to stay out of the house
After all that I ended up living with my grandmother. This was a breathe of fresh air, a loving, beautiful woman. While living at my grandmothers, I ended up staying in the house more and more, I would be playing video games and browsing the internet. At first I felt alive, and like the world actually meant something, but one day it all went 'odd', like I wasn't me no more. My emotions left me, I barely felt many emotions.
Over the course of 10 years, it great more and more, I would start saying the most inappropriate things from Racist things, murder things, terrorist things, peadophillia things. When I know deep down I DO NOT agree with any of that stuff, but I can't control myself from saying it. As of late my memory has been getting worse and worse, to the point I forget things as soon as someone tells me, I don't know if I just don't process it well, or it leaves as soon as a process it. I find people need to explain things like they would to a child for me to even understand and process the information, And my jokes are getting extremely dark where nothing I say shocks me. I know deep down I am altruistic, but I still say and do stupid things that I can't control.
I tend to get scared forming bonds with people in case they leave me or abandon me, so I end up pushing them away before that can happen. As of late (this year) I've been acting different than how I did, like for a week I can think when I die the universe will end or that everyone is trying to poison me to the next week looking back wondering why I was like that.
I had a nice girlfriend but I was scared she was going to leave so I always thought she was cheating so I tried to push her away before I got in the relationship longer
I know I sound batshit crazy but I just wanted to get it off my chest.
KYS faggot -
2020-07-04 at 12 AM UTC in Anyone speak German? Es tut mir Leid/EntschuldigungNo
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2020-07-04 at 12 AM UTC in Do you think Trumpy pants will succumb to Tecumseh's curse?
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2020-07-03 at 11:59 PM UTC in Secretly siphoning sewerage
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2020-07-03 at 11:56 PM UTC in What to do when you hit someone and don't have insurance
Originally posted by Cheyes SWIM hit someone and the bill to repair it for the other guy is like possibly gonna be 10 grand give or take and he can't pay that. Luckily he lives in a no-fault state which means everyone is required to carry uninsured driver liability, and I think it's supposed to be harder to sue people because of no-fault, but I'm not sure.
SWIM offered to pay when he thought it was going to be only a couple grand but now he's unable to pay without taking out a huge loan he can't afford. Is going through the legal process going to be somehow more affordable here? The only other things he could really do is agree to make payments to the other guy if he's willing to accept that, which seems unlikely given the cost of everything upfront; or he can ask the other guy to make an uninsured driver claim and let SWIM go, and honestly given the circumstances that's really the best thing he can do unless his rates are about to go up.
What would SWIY do?
I got in an accident without insurance in a "no-fault" state and got sued by the insurance company, lost my license, and had to file bankruptcy to get it back. -
2020-07-03 at 11:51 PM UTC in Secretly siphoning sewerage
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2020-07-03 at 11:28 PM UTC in Why is my nose bleeding?I think it just happens. Sometimes, especially during the winter, when I blow my nose the snot has lines of blood in it.
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2020-07-03 at 11:25 PM UTC in i just did 17 push-ups
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2020-07-03 at 11:22 PM UTC in God is not real, never has been, and never will be.
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Alien life is not the same thing as there being a deity. Going that route, they'd just be different forms of life, right? Not what humanity has described as God.
If you go back to ancient Sumerian texts they basically use the gods interchangeably with forces of nature. Early religion didn't have a concept of person-hood for their higher powers. Then of course we made up all sorts of attributes about them to explain why things are the way they are, gave them emotions and personality, and eventually became monoclastic to the extent you had cities and nations that were polytheistic but only worshipped one of the Gods. Then people decided, "Hey, actually our god is the only one" and that's why the Abrahamic religions worship Yaweh instead of like, Baal or something.
It's funny how people can still see the evolution of religion and spirituality but think, "Nah. You know those people 4,000 years ago in Israel? Yeah they had the monotheism thing down. I like what they did but the dude who came 2,000 years later started a cool cult so I think I'll follow him. He got the religion right. Wait, no, actually, Fuck the Roman Catholics and Baptists, MY particular version of my particular cult of my particular god of my particular pantheon is the only one in the world that has this God thing correct."
I mean think of how full Heaven would be if everyone who lived in the last 15,000 went to heaven??? That would be fucked! We're going to need to weed them out. Everyone who lived and died before, idk, 1611 when King James revamped the bible? Yeah. They're all going to Hell.
Oh wait actually, I changed my mind. The New King James bible. Yeah. That's the one. Everyone who lived and died before 1982 when it was published was following the wrong religion and therefore did not go to Heaven. Suckers!
Right. I agree that alien life is not the same. I guess when I think "god" I just think "creator", and accept the possibility that we're some alien's science experiment, or even just a simulation.
Religion is a scam, and to answer your overall question, no, I don't believe in God. -
2020-07-03 at 11:18 PM UTC in Today is the day filtration is no more